Remove it possible?

[Emma22can]

Just trying to delete this

 

[AG31]

This makes sense to me. A few years ago I had a series of fantasies, prompted, I'm sure, by a "hormone storm," that left me with a much more vivid appreciation for men's physicality. It permeates my life. I'm a more whole person.

 

[caughtbyU]

Would you care to share the story? I for one would love to read it.

 

[Wolf_Song]

I have no one in my life I feel comfortable sharing this with.

For years I decided not to think about sex, dating, love anything. I decided that I needed to turn that part of my life off to protect myself.

Why?
I experienced trauma years ago and could never process it.

I recently started craving affection, love, but still didn't want any physical touch... at all. I read romance, and erotica and hated all of it(just my broken brain no reflection of anyone's talent) until AI came along.

I created a story that literally healed me with parts by AI. I gave my brain a roadmap to process my past and allow myself to feel pleasure and find comfort...in a story.

Not sure if this will make sense to anyone but I am thinking about intimacy and I never did until about 3 or 4 weeks ago. Mind is blown.

Side effect, I might start dating. Sometime might post the story but I am not a writer at all, but it's my personal favorite story now.

Thought I would share.

Any one that has gone through harsh relationship issues and break up can relate to some or more of what you shared. Many know to well various trauma inducing matters as you briefly note... whether experiencing them or being there for those who have.

There are good people you can talk to... sharing here as you have is positive steps in finding them and healing. Whether personal, professional people or one day just opening up to some one unexpectedly. Also many types of traumas have information online. As well various types of online and offline support groups where their is varying degrees of anonimity and privacy. In time you will have those you more comfortable to talk with for helping each other through rough times. Plus you already experiencing your growing resiliency.

I wish you hearts peace and best dealing with trauma and more matters ( supportive hugs to )