Rant of Sorts

[the_pet]

Rant of Sorts (UPDATE FOR MORE UGH)

UGH! .....been crying

i've been sick with a cold/virus, not feeling well anyway and OF ALL FUCKING DAYS my former Master contacts me out of the blue

i'm now sooooooo upset.....

all those old feelings came flooding back

i love him
i hate him
i want him
he abandoned me
i want to demand that he take my back
he doesn't deserve me
ASSHOLE
leave me alone
please don't go
i hate you
hold me
its for the better
how could you
please, please, please i'm begging
he's right
he's wrong
i wish i had never met him

i give up........
i need a beating to equal my pain



pet

 

[SubKekiLee]

Awwwww {{{{{{{pet}}}}}}}} Im sorry..... Here is a few hugs to get you thru..
xoxoxo

 

[HB1965]

((((Hugs)))) Hang in there!

 

[graceanne]

Wow. What an emotional roller coaster. *hugs*

 

[reignophelia]

 

[Betticus]

*spankspankspankspank*

 

[Luvkitty33]

UGH! .....been crying

i've been sick with a cold/virus, not feeling well anyway and OF ALL FUCKING DAYS my former Master contacts me out of the blue

i'm now sooooooo upset.....

all those old feelings came flooding back

i love him
i hate him
i want him
he abandoned me
i want to demand that he take my back
he doesn't deserve me
ASSHOLE
leave me alone
please don't go
i hate you
hold me
its for the better
how could you
please, please, please i'm begging
he's right
he's wrong
i wish i had never met him

i give up........
i need a beating to equal my pain



pet

I'm SO sorry for the emotional pain you're feeling right now. I hope it eases up very soon and that you get over your cold quickly, too. Hang in there. Hugs to you!!

 

[the_pet]

OK i'm over it



....but i'd still like a beating

http://i120.photobucket.com/albums/o180/onesilentfeather/fp4kew_th.gif


thanks for listening (and the spanking Betticus)

 

[vffan]

(hugs)

(missed this yesterday)

 

[the_pet]

#@%!

he wants to call me now (bangs head on laptop)

PLEASE EVERYBODY TELL ME ......

DON'T FALL FOR IT......

DO NOT LET HIM CALL YOU


(i thank you in advance for your lecturing )


pet

 

[HB1965]

Don't do it honey. You'll regret it!

 

[the_pet]

...he's REALLY deviant too.....just my type

and knows ALL my buttons!

 

[HottieMama]

Don't do it honey. You'll regret it!

yeah that



Just say NO

 

[the_pet]

Don't do it honey. You'll regret it!

(thank you)

i know, i know

 

[the_pet]

....and he's soooo clever too


he'll have me apologizing and in a cage before i know what's happening

 

[intothewoods]

Stay strong!

 

[CutieMouse]

*****

 

[the_pet]

i feel stronger now

thank you for helping me



pet

 

[graceanne]

Cutie's advice, as usual, rocks. Keep yourself safe.

 

[Luvkitty33]

i feel stronger now

thank you for helping me



pet

Glad you're feeling better today and that you didn't give in. Good for you! Stay strong!!

 

[sexycaz22]

Even though, I don't know you that well, the_pet, I just wanted to add my hugs:

{{{HUGS}}} and hopes things work out for you......

AND


BE STRONG.....don't GIVE IN!

 

[scorpio4uok]

I need a hot mistress to help me release my pent up scorpian passion, but as yet no takers.

 

[myinnerslut]

I need a hot mistress to help me release my pent up scorpian passion, but as yet no takers.

how is this relevant in the slightest?

and hugs for the pet... just checking in on you today... sorry i missed this thread yesturday.

 

[Homburg]

Have a guy friend or two arrange a visit to tell him nicely to no longer attempt to contact you.

I watched this same thing happen to a very good friend of mine. She went through similar emotions. Unfortunatey she would not give me his contact info. (probably smart on her part, but unsatisfying for me)

 

[the_pet]

Even though it's been a lonnnng time....it's still feel like i'm doing something wrong ignoring him......

his last email specificially said to give him my number for him to call me at ........and it just feels weird to ignore him




thanks for listening.....not everyone would understand what it feels like in this situation with a former D/s dynamic influencing behavior


pet