thank you Lady Kit for graciously accepting the invitation to write with me
Time is a mistress with a twisted and cynical sense of humor. The harder you tried to control or defeat her the deeper you fell under her power, the greater you cursed you the more she returned those curses, ten times over. What once was good became evil, and what was lifeless, lived. It was her way of laughing at you while she taught you a very painful lesson.
Benjamin Blake had learned those lessons. Become a master at them. Understood and hated them with all he had left to call human. And knew regretfully he could never change what had happened in the past.
And yet time had an ironic way of repeating itself as well. Perhaps a certain set of events amused her and she allowed them to act itself out once again. Perhaps it was her way of saying she was capable of feeling a broad range of emotions, including sympathy and pity.
Benjamin had an excessive amount of time to consider those fine points among others. As he searched for his own lost memories he passed time searching for unattainable answers as well. Each and every night he walked the earth he felt the loss and searched for it, each and every time he fed he looked for clues in the blood and eyes of his victim, and with each failure consoled himself it was only a matter of time.
Born in 1606 to a position of wealth and power young Sir Blake had nearly everything his position could give him in life. His life was envied and desired and at the age of 31 he was wise enough to agree with them. He never knew the pain that came from working a 16 hour day in the fields, never felt the gnawing hunger of belly knowing there was no meal close, never smelled the rankness of the clothing worn day after week after month.
Nearly three hundred years later Benjamin still found himself thankful for those small blessings as he returned to the city he had lived and died in so many centuries ago. And cursed himself for hungers he was forced to give into. Hungers that drew him to the seedier lanes of town, to choose a victim that wouldn’t be missed and might even welcome a reprieve from the squalor they lived in the darkest of alleys.
Or so he justified in his mind as he drained their very life from struggling bodies
As he would have to tonight, his body told him with a tremor, it had been almost a week and too much longer he wouldn’t be able to kill a fly, much less defend himself.
Tonight he would hunt, and with luck? Perhaps find some clues?
Time is a mistress with a twisted and cynical sense of humor. The harder you tried to control or defeat her the deeper you fell under her power, the greater you cursed you the more she returned those curses, ten times over. What once was good became evil, and what was lifeless, lived. It was her way of laughing at you while she taught you a very painful lesson.
Benjamin Blake had learned those lessons. Become a master at them. Understood and hated them with all he had left to call human. And knew regretfully he could never change what had happened in the past.
And yet time had an ironic way of repeating itself as well. Perhaps a certain set of events amused her and she allowed them to act itself out once again. Perhaps it was her way of saying she was capable of feeling a broad range of emotions, including sympathy and pity.
Benjamin had an excessive amount of time to consider those fine points among others. As he searched for his own lost memories he passed time searching for unattainable answers as well. Each and every night he walked the earth he felt the loss and searched for it, each and every time he fed he looked for clues in the blood and eyes of his victim, and with each failure consoled himself it was only a matter of time.
Born in 1606 to a position of wealth and power young Sir Blake had nearly everything his position could give him in life. His life was envied and desired and at the age of 31 he was wise enough to agree with them. He never knew the pain that came from working a 16 hour day in the fields, never felt the gnawing hunger of belly knowing there was no meal close, never smelled the rankness of the clothing worn day after week after month.
Nearly three hundred years later Benjamin still found himself thankful for those small blessings as he returned to the city he had lived and died in so many centuries ago. And cursed himself for hungers he was forced to give into. Hungers that drew him to the seedier lanes of town, to choose a victim that wouldn’t be missed and might even welcome a reprieve from the squalor they lived in the darkest of alleys.
Or so he justified in his mind as he drained their very life from struggling bodies
As he would have to tonight, his body told him with a tremor, it had been almost a week and too much longer he wouldn’t be able to kill a fly, much less defend himself.
Tonight he would hunt, and with luck? Perhaps find some clues?
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