I have only ever dated guys, had crushes on them, been attracted to guys (maybe). I've never experimented. But for a while I have been considering that maybe I am not just attracted to guys and I have just thought one way for so long it's hard to open up to differences (I'm a very stubborn person). I have trouble with sex. I like having sex with guys. I have a boyfriend for about two years now and are sex life is okay, sometimes amazing, but mostly just good. I keep coming back to the thought that maybe the sex doesn't click for me is because I would enjoy it more with a girl. I've never really thought I would be attracted to girls, but I've never tried it. I don't really know how to go about thinking about this or anything because I am in love with my boyfriend and I am concerned for our sex life for our future. I am open to all sexualities, I've just always had the mindset that I am straight because I am attracted to guys, romantically and sexually. The sexually part is not very strong however. I could experiment I suppose but I love my boyfriend and would never cheat. Maybe I'm just not as into sex as most people because I'm not sure I'm attracted to girls. The thought of trying something with a girl keeps coming to mind however.
Sorry for the rambling, i just feel its best to show my thoughts. Any advice would be appreciated.
Sorry for the rambling, i just feel its best to show my thoughts. Any advice would be appreciated.
