Olive Hizklosoff
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It began with a simple question.
“How often do you masturbate?” she asked.
We were sitting on the couch, watching TV. It was the last question I expected from my wife. I remember many years before, she once asked me if I masturbated. I answered, yes, doesn’t everybody, and that was the last time that came up. During our sex play, I’ve jerked off in front of her many, many times, as part of our sexual activity, usually because her mouth was tired from blowing me, or she had already come off and was just relaxing. I always found it very exciting to jerk off while she watched. It has always turned me on. Sometimes we would do mutual masturbation, but not very frequently. Much to my chagrin, masturbation was not a big part of her sexual repertoire. She claims to be horny most of the time but I’ve never known her to pleasure herself when she’s alone.
“Why do you ask?” I responded.
“Well, we don’t seem to have sex as much as we used to. And you don’t seem to be in need, so I want to know if you’re not getting it from me, and I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume that you’re not getting it elsewhere, then you must be taking care of yourself. After all, I know you love porn and look at it all the time on the Internet.”
This was not going to be easy. She was right on the money. I jerk off at least once a day, without fail, in sickness and in health. Sometimes twice a day. Now, I’ve never not enjoyed having sex with my wife. She’s always been compliant. I love eating her pussy and she’s into anal sex. She’s a swallower. She keeps her pussy bald as a baby’s butt. The downside, (yes, there is a downside) is that she doesn’t get off very easily and I firmly believe in what Leo Durocher said: Nice guys finish last!! So lo these many years, it has been my obligation to make sure that she gets off. Our sexual relationship has never been about her pleasing me without her being satisfied. Like, can I get a blowjob without reciprocation? It just doesn’t happen.
Making love to her can be a lot of fun but it can also be a lot of work. Fun? Work? Sometimes they just don’t go together which leads me to the wonderful handjobs I can give myself. Always fun and very little work involved. The stimulation is as varied as the Internet can offer: anal, bj’s, fisting, rimming, from the mundane to the exotic, from men and women together to just women, and just men. I can put myself in any kind of fantasy. Lately, I’ve imagined myself being a bottom, or sucking a cock. In fact, I’ve become fascinated by the idea of sucking a cock. I’ve never been one to shy away from anal play either. My wife and I have often used butt plugs and dildos on each other. I could see myself on the receiving end of just the right cock. I’ve become accustomed to the taste of my own cum and am curious about the taste of cum in general. Whether I act on any of my fantasies will depend on a precise time and moment when all the stars line up. In other words, no planning. It will be spontaneous if it ever happens.
So, fellow forum members and visitors, has anyone else been in this situation? Have you been faced with this quandary?
I do know this: when she says “How about a date?” my reaction, more often than not, is “We’ll see later” hoping that later will never come. Why, because, it’s her needs that she’s concerned with, and, I’m not up to the challenge of getting her off first the way I used to be. Plain and simple!!
Does anybody out there share my frustration and feel themselves being pulled away from what most would say is a good thing and are looking for as Lou Reed sang "a walk on the wild side?"
“How often do you masturbate?” she asked.
We were sitting on the couch, watching TV. It was the last question I expected from my wife. I remember many years before, she once asked me if I masturbated. I answered, yes, doesn’t everybody, and that was the last time that came up. During our sex play, I’ve jerked off in front of her many, many times, as part of our sexual activity, usually because her mouth was tired from blowing me, or she had already come off and was just relaxing. I always found it very exciting to jerk off while she watched. It has always turned me on. Sometimes we would do mutual masturbation, but not very frequently. Much to my chagrin, masturbation was not a big part of her sexual repertoire. She claims to be horny most of the time but I’ve never known her to pleasure herself when she’s alone.
“Why do you ask?” I responded.
“Well, we don’t seem to have sex as much as we used to. And you don’t seem to be in need, so I want to know if you’re not getting it from me, and I’ll give you the benefit of the doubt and assume that you’re not getting it elsewhere, then you must be taking care of yourself. After all, I know you love porn and look at it all the time on the Internet.”
This was not going to be easy. She was right on the money. I jerk off at least once a day, without fail, in sickness and in health. Sometimes twice a day. Now, I’ve never not enjoyed having sex with my wife. She’s always been compliant. I love eating her pussy and she’s into anal sex. She’s a swallower. She keeps her pussy bald as a baby’s butt. The downside, (yes, there is a downside) is that she doesn’t get off very easily and I firmly believe in what Leo Durocher said: Nice guys finish last!! So lo these many years, it has been my obligation to make sure that she gets off. Our sexual relationship has never been about her pleasing me without her being satisfied. Like, can I get a blowjob without reciprocation? It just doesn’t happen.
Making love to her can be a lot of fun but it can also be a lot of work. Fun? Work? Sometimes they just don’t go together which leads me to the wonderful handjobs I can give myself. Always fun and very little work involved. The stimulation is as varied as the Internet can offer: anal, bj’s, fisting, rimming, from the mundane to the exotic, from men and women together to just women, and just men. I can put myself in any kind of fantasy. Lately, I’ve imagined myself being a bottom, or sucking a cock. In fact, I’ve become fascinated by the idea of sucking a cock. I’ve never been one to shy away from anal play either. My wife and I have often used butt plugs and dildos on each other. I could see myself on the receiving end of just the right cock. I’ve become accustomed to the taste of my own cum and am curious about the taste of cum in general. Whether I act on any of my fantasies will depend on a precise time and moment when all the stars line up. In other words, no planning. It will be spontaneous if it ever happens.
So, fellow forum members and visitors, has anyone else been in this situation? Have you been faced with this quandary?
I do know this: when she says “How about a date?” my reaction, more often than not, is “We’ll see later” hoping that later will never come. Why, because, it’s her needs that she’s concerned with, and, I’m not up to the challenge of getting her off first the way I used to be. Plain and simple!!
Does anybody out there share my frustration and feel themselves being pulled away from what most would say is a good thing and are looking for as Lou Reed sang "a walk on the wild side?"
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