soliloquy
Gypsy Rose Me
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Abigail sat at the table, winding the linguini around her fork absentmindedly as the conversation wafted around her like a heavy fragrance that was familiar, but unappealing. She looked over the table at her friends and sighed. They all looked like carbon copies of Abigail in some way. The women were dressed as she was, in linen suits with silk scarves. Their dark hair, pulled back in severe updos, did little to accentuate their femininity. Their carefully chosen glasses perched on their noses in the same manner. The men were stuffily dressed in business casual or whatever the term was these days.
The conversation was always the same. They spoke of art and literature, and anything else that could make them feel superior to those who knew nothing of the culture they so prided themselves on. Even their names rang of proper breeding and ettiquette. It was so incredibly boring.
She grew restless listening to Carter speak in Rilke quotes while Denise countered him with Anais Nin. Her mind began to wander, wondering what these people were like when stripped of their name brand armor at night. Was their skin as stiffly starched as their clothing?
She couldn't imagine any of them having sex, or masturbating for that matter. They seemed like the types who would couple only to breed. Abigail took a sip of her wine and smiled at an overused reference to Dostoyevski.
There was just something missing from Abigail's life. She had worked so hard to become a professor of literature. She had spent all of her twenties learning five languages and reading anything the general populace would think of as dry and boring. She had sought a higher level of understanding in the world, but all this effort, all this studying, had turned her into the very books she read. She was dry and boring, just like her cookie-cutter friends.
Lately the little things had been jumping to her attention. No one in her crowd spoke of passion, laughed without restraint, or even talked of love in their own personal lives. They were a joyless crew.
It was two weeks ago when Abigail had realized she was not even content as she was, let alone happy. She was the youngest of the group at 32, and she just didn't want to imagine the next twenty years being so unfulfilling.
In the last two weeks, she had begun to daydream of doing outrageous things. She would think of showing up to their dinner parties dressed in jeans and a tank top, or sitting in one of the men's laps. She thought of inviting them to go hiking or camping rather than discussing the Brontes and Jane Austen.
"Abigail," she heard through the din of thoughts racing through her head, "what do you think of that?"
She smiled and made an automatic response, "well, you know what Shakespeare always said..." This was a safe response, considering the millions of topics the playwright had covered in his time. True to form, a shallow chorus of laughter rang out as if to say, "yes, yes, very true."
Abigail begged out of dessert claiming an early meeting the next day. She kissed each member of the group on the cheek, silently saying goodbye in her head. She would not return to these parties, this group of friends. The saddest part of this was that she wasn't going to miss any of them. Not one bit.
The next two months for Abigail was a whirlwind of change. She quit her job at the university and managed to get an interview as a script reader for an agent in Hollywood. Had she not been so fastidious about saving and investing in her youth, she would have been worried about making it on such a drastic pay cut, but she had no worries.
She put her gargantuan house on the market and began looking for a new place to live. She couldn't decide what she wanted. She just wanted something opposite from what she had. She wanted small, and sparse, and in need of work.
The market was good this time of year, and her house was what every pretentious businessman or professor wanted. Therefore, her house was sold in no time, and she was packing her bags.
It took her a little searching, but she found a small two bedroom house in the heart of Los Angeles. It was old and in need of work, but it had character. The place even had an attic room that wasn't advertised, but she had managed to find with a little prodding. The realtor had finally allowed her to take a look, and she found that it was a magnificent place for an office if she wanted. Or even better, her bedroom.
Satisfied with her purchase, Abigail began moving as soon as possible. She found that she had to sell much of her things, as there was no storage space equal to what she had at her previous house. She giddily began getting rid of things. She even began leaving things as gifts for her new neighbors.
The neighborhood was a breath of fresh air to her. There were all types of people here, but none of them looked like they would start a conversation with, "It is not inertia alone..." She found her knowledge of spanish to be very useful, and she tried not to flaunt it, but use it with as much modesty as possible.
It was hard to fit in, at first. Her clothing seemed as ridiculous in this community as a clown suit would seem at the university. She quickly began shopping at thrift stores and second hand stores for clothing that would help her fit in a bit better. She began to wear her hair around her face instead of tied back. It made her feel better.
But there was something in Anna's carriage and manner that she couldn't quite rid herself of. She could see that people were talking about the strange neighbor with the strange ways. They weren't scared of her, and they didn't dislike her; they just didn't understand her.
She supposed this was all right. Behavior, afterall, was something one adapted in time. She was here to learn a new way of life, leaving the linen suits and sensible shoes behind her. Along with her friends.
For the first time in her life, Abigail Warren was completely alone in the world. And for the first time in her life, Abigail Warren felt completely free.
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OOC: This is an open thread. I'm looking for someone to help immerse Abigail in a way of life she knows nothing about. I would like it to be a romantic relationship, but one filled with laughter as well as obstacles. Please PM me with an idea for a character, and then we can go on and create this story. My only thoughts about the character is that it should be someone very opposite of Abigail...rough where she is smooth, rounded where she is angled.
The title comes from the myth of Pygmalion who fashioned a statue of a woman out of ivory, fixing all the imperfections he saw in women, and fell in love with it. Aphrodite turned that statue into a woman, and gave him the perfect woman he so desired. In this story, however, the woman being created would be of a coarser stone. Hence, Pygmalion in Granite.
The conversation was always the same. They spoke of art and literature, and anything else that could make them feel superior to those who knew nothing of the culture they so prided themselves on. Even their names rang of proper breeding and ettiquette. It was so incredibly boring.
She grew restless listening to Carter speak in Rilke quotes while Denise countered him with Anais Nin. Her mind began to wander, wondering what these people were like when stripped of their name brand armor at night. Was their skin as stiffly starched as their clothing?
She couldn't imagine any of them having sex, or masturbating for that matter. They seemed like the types who would couple only to breed. Abigail took a sip of her wine and smiled at an overused reference to Dostoyevski.
There was just something missing from Abigail's life. She had worked so hard to become a professor of literature. She had spent all of her twenties learning five languages and reading anything the general populace would think of as dry and boring. She had sought a higher level of understanding in the world, but all this effort, all this studying, had turned her into the very books she read. She was dry and boring, just like her cookie-cutter friends.
Lately the little things had been jumping to her attention. No one in her crowd spoke of passion, laughed without restraint, or even talked of love in their own personal lives. They were a joyless crew.
It was two weeks ago when Abigail had realized she was not even content as she was, let alone happy. She was the youngest of the group at 32, and she just didn't want to imagine the next twenty years being so unfulfilling.
In the last two weeks, she had begun to daydream of doing outrageous things. She would think of showing up to their dinner parties dressed in jeans and a tank top, or sitting in one of the men's laps. She thought of inviting them to go hiking or camping rather than discussing the Brontes and Jane Austen.
"Abigail," she heard through the din of thoughts racing through her head, "what do you think of that?"
She smiled and made an automatic response, "well, you know what Shakespeare always said..." This was a safe response, considering the millions of topics the playwright had covered in his time. True to form, a shallow chorus of laughter rang out as if to say, "yes, yes, very true."
Abigail begged out of dessert claiming an early meeting the next day. She kissed each member of the group on the cheek, silently saying goodbye in her head. She would not return to these parties, this group of friends. The saddest part of this was that she wasn't going to miss any of them. Not one bit.
The next two months for Abigail was a whirlwind of change. She quit her job at the university and managed to get an interview as a script reader for an agent in Hollywood. Had she not been so fastidious about saving and investing in her youth, she would have been worried about making it on such a drastic pay cut, but she had no worries.
She put her gargantuan house on the market and began looking for a new place to live. She couldn't decide what she wanted. She just wanted something opposite from what she had. She wanted small, and sparse, and in need of work.
The market was good this time of year, and her house was what every pretentious businessman or professor wanted. Therefore, her house was sold in no time, and she was packing her bags.
It took her a little searching, but she found a small two bedroom house in the heart of Los Angeles. It was old and in need of work, but it had character. The place even had an attic room that wasn't advertised, but she had managed to find with a little prodding. The realtor had finally allowed her to take a look, and she found that it was a magnificent place for an office if she wanted. Or even better, her bedroom.
Satisfied with her purchase, Abigail began moving as soon as possible. She found that she had to sell much of her things, as there was no storage space equal to what she had at her previous house. She giddily began getting rid of things. She even began leaving things as gifts for her new neighbors.
The neighborhood was a breath of fresh air to her. There were all types of people here, but none of them looked like they would start a conversation with, "It is not inertia alone..." She found her knowledge of spanish to be very useful, and she tried not to flaunt it, but use it with as much modesty as possible.
It was hard to fit in, at first. Her clothing seemed as ridiculous in this community as a clown suit would seem at the university. She quickly began shopping at thrift stores and second hand stores for clothing that would help her fit in a bit better. She began to wear her hair around her face instead of tied back. It made her feel better.
But there was something in Anna's carriage and manner that she couldn't quite rid herself of. She could see that people were talking about the strange neighbor with the strange ways. They weren't scared of her, and they didn't dislike her; they just didn't understand her.
She supposed this was all right. Behavior, afterall, was something one adapted in time. She was here to learn a new way of life, leaving the linen suits and sensible shoes behind her. Along with her friends.
For the first time in her life, Abigail Warren was completely alone in the world. And for the first time in her life, Abigail Warren felt completely free.
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OOC: This is an open thread. I'm looking for someone to help immerse Abigail in a way of life she knows nothing about. I would like it to be a romantic relationship, but one filled with laughter as well as obstacles. Please PM me with an idea for a character, and then we can go on and create this story. My only thoughts about the character is that it should be someone very opposite of Abigail...rough where she is smooth, rounded where she is angled.
The title comes from the myth of Pygmalion who fashioned a statue of a woman out of ivory, fixing all the imperfections he saw in women, and fell in love with it. Aphrodite turned that statue into a woman, and gave him the perfect woman he so desired. In this story, however, the woman being created would be of a coarser stone. Hence, Pygmalion in Granite.