Let me get this off my chest.
As I write, I am watching porn, as I have been all morning. I am off today, but my wife is working. I have been up since 5 doing house work with frequent stops at my computer. I have been watching everything from straight porn, to gay porn, gangbang porn, piss porn, incest porn and just about any other fetish you can think of.
When I am finished here, I am going to a porn theater/store and I hope to get nasty. that's just it, I want it nasty. The nastier the better. I want to just get on my knees in the middle of one of the rooms, and let EVERYONE do whatever they want to me. I fantasize about being covered in cum and being told to walk out that way.
Now, a little background. My wife and I split up a few years ago and after we did I hooked up with a very sexual 20 year old. I was 44. She moved in with me and we pushed each other sexually. We had sex in a church, we fuc ked strangers, we both hooked up with men and women, and multiples of each. We got into pissing and menstruation play. Mild BDSM, piercings, a dominatrix, public sex, gangbangs.
Then we broke up and my wife asked me to come back. I love my wife. That s actually why the young girl and I broke up. She knew that. But, my wife is a church girl, and a very conservative one at that. I have not had sex with anyone, other than guys at the porn theater, since we got back together. IN 2009. The longer I go without it, the hornier I get and the more I want to push limits and do what I haven't done before.
So, today I hope to get my face fucked by a lot of guys. I hope to be covered in cum. I hope to slapped and humiliated and choked and maybe even pissed on or made to drink piss from a guy.
I cant help it and I can't stop. I have had no attraction to my wife at all and haven't even touched her once.
As I write, I am watching porn, as I have been all morning. I am off today, but my wife is working. I have been up since 5 doing house work with frequent stops at my computer. I have been watching everything from straight porn, to gay porn, gangbang porn, piss porn, incest porn and just about any other fetish you can think of.
When I am finished here, I am going to a porn theater/store and I hope to get nasty. that's just it, I want it nasty. The nastier the better. I want to just get on my knees in the middle of one of the rooms, and let EVERYONE do whatever they want to me. I fantasize about being covered in cum and being told to walk out that way.
Now, a little background. My wife and I split up a few years ago and after we did I hooked up with a very sexual 20 year old. I was 44. She moved in with me and we pushed each other sexually. We had sex in a church, we fuc ked strangers, we both hooked up with men and women, and multiples of each. We got into pissing and menstruation play. Mild BDSM, piercings, a dominatrix, public sex, gangbangs.
Then we broke up and my wife asked me to come back. I love my wife. That s actually why the young girl and I broke up. She knew that. But, my wife is a church girl, and a very conservative one at that. I have not had sex with anyone, other than guys at the porn theater, since we got back together. IN 2009. The longer I go without it, the hornier I get and the more I want to push limits and do what I haven't done before.
So, today I hope to get my face fucked by a lot of guys. I hope to be covered in cum. I hope to slapped and humiliated and choked and maybe even pissed on or made to drink piss from a guy.
I cant help it and I can't stop. I have had no attraction to my wife at all and haven't even touched her once.
