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I have a problem. I have never had a problem finding a girlfriend but…just read and maybe you’ll understand.
I’ve known my current girlfriend since I was in the 8th grade but it never went beyond being friends, and after we graduated from school we grew apart. Then about six months ago one of her friends started dating my best friend Andy. One night after hanging out drinking Smirnoff Ice’s (I didn’t drink) I drove everyone home and since Sara lived the furthest away she was the last to be dropped off. She told me she wanted to go for a ride. So I drove around for a little and ended up at a local park were we sat down on a bench and talked for a few hours until the police came along around at 4:00 AM and said we had to leave.
In that time I learned a lot about what had happened to her in the in the three years we had last seen each other. She had gone threw a few abusive relationships… I know I can’t change that…no one can. I can do is be as kind to her as possible and hope that she can look beyond what others have done and see that I would never intentionally hurt her.
That was a month ago and since then our friendship has grown into more and I really do love her, I always have. I know allot of you are saying ‘yeah sure’….but I really do and I know it’s mutual. Every day I get out of work I can’t wait to see her, and when I look into her eyes no matter how tired I am I can sit and talk to her for hours on end.
I don’t drink and when I do it doesn’t take more then a 4-5 beers before I’m completely out of it. Well, last week we went out and she wanted to go back to my place. After making out for I don’t know how long we made our way to my bedroom and I’m going to be honest….I’m not well endowed and that has always bothered me. I don’t mean my penis is small it’s really small, barely four inches and it makes me very insecure when it comes to sex. Like I said before I almost never drink and that night we had both been drinking. I used the excuse that because I had been drinking I was impotent… which was almost the truth because when I do drink my entire body goes numb and ‘Mr. Winky’ is no exception. She was disappointed to say the least; I could see it in her eyes. I have been avoided sex with her since then and I think she think she is starting to think it is her and it isn’t. It’s me. She is the most caring woman I have ever known and it bothers me that despite I can talk to her about anything and vise-versa that I can’t talk to her about this. Most of all though I’m afraid I’m going to lose her because I know I cannot satisfy her.
I know this may be the most common questions among men but aside from surgery (which I couldn’t afford even if I ignored the risks) is there another way to increase the size of my penis. Please try to understand what I’m going through though. I really care for Sara and I couldn’t stand loosing her.
I’ve known my current girlfriend since I was in the 8th grade but it never went beyond being friends, and after we graduated from school we grew apart. Then about six months ago one of her friends started dating my best friend Andy. One night after hanging out drinking Smirnoff Ice’s (I didn’t drink) I drove everyone home and since Sara lived the furthest away she was the last to be dropped off. She told me she wanted to go for a ride. So I drove around for a little and ended up at a local park were we sat down on a bench and talked for a few hours until the police came along around at 4:00 AM and said we had to leave.
In that time I learned a lot about what had happened to her in the in the three years we had last seen each other. She had gone threw a few abusive relationships… I know I can’t change that…no one can. I can do is be as kind to her as possible and hope that she can look beyond what others have done and see that I would never intentionally hurt her.
That was a month ago and since then our friendship has grown into more and I really do love her, I always have. I know allot of you are saying ‘yeah sure’….but I really do and I know it’s mutual. Every day I get out of work I can’t wait to see her, and when I look into her eyes no matter how tired I am I can sit and talk to her for hours on end.
I don’t drink and when I do it doesn’t take more then a 4-5 beers before I’m completely out of it. Well, last week we went out and she wanted to go back to my place. After making out for I don’t know how long we made our way to my bedroom and I’m going to be honest….I’m not well endowed and that has always bothered me. I don’t mean my penis is small it’s really small, barely four inches and it makes me very insecure when it comes to sex. Like I said before I almost never drink and that night we had both been drinking. I used the excuse that because I had been drinking I was impotent… which was almost the truth because when I do drink my entire body goes numb and ‘Mr. Winky’ is no exception. She was disappointed to say the least; I could see it in her eyes. I have been avoided sex with her since then and I think she think she is starting to think it is her and it isn’t. It’s me. She is the most caring woman I have ever known and it bothers me that despite I can talk to her about anything and vise-versa that I can’t talk to her about this. Most of all though I’m afraid I’m going to lose her because I know I cannot satisfy her.
I know this may be the most common questions among men but aside from surgery (which I couldn’t afford even if I ignored the risks) is there another way to increase the size of my penis. Please try to understand what I’m going through though. I really care for Sara and I couldn’t stand loosing her.
