Please forgive my ignorance and foolishness

[ExistentialLuv]

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'Should one be lucky enough to see the Ghost Orchid, all else will seem eclipsed.'" ---------Quote by Carlyle Luer

"If I should be lucky enough for you to forgive me , all else will seem ecliped, and life will be able to begin again."-------Quote by ExistentialLuv

My Love,
I am sincerly and truely sorry for my actions. There are no reason or excuse's that I can give you to justify my grave error of judgement. I was a complete and utter fool and acted out of ignorance and selfishness. Please find it in your heart to forgive me for this terrible mistake one day!!!!!!! I hate myself for causing you such agonizing pain and causing a wall between us.

I should have thought of you and not myself, I apologize whole heartedly. To me you are like this Ghost Orchid. Your emotions and feelings are so fragile, like the tails of the Ghost Orchid so delicate that they tremble in a light breeze. You are elusive and extremly beautiful. Just waiting to be found, so you can be admired and adored (I will admired and adored you). Essoteric in a mysterious sort of way. I would knock on death's door in the swamps just for a glimpse of you. I am blessed and honered to have found such a rare breed of heart in such a lady as you. A once in a lifetime find. There is a story for you in the poems folder on your desktop I would like you to read.

Pollyjean you mean the universe to me. I love you with my spirit, heart, mind, and body. I want us to grow old together, raise a family, help eachother to reach our dreams and live life together (experiancing all it has to offer us). You may find it hard to believe after my actions, but my feelings have not changed for you and I still want all we have talked about, if you still do.

I feel if we can get through this we can get through anything. I know it is going to take time, but there needs to be forgivness before we can move forward and start this new life.


Iyou and please do not doubt my love for you.

ExistentialLuv

 

[Never]

Now I want your evil twin sister to come in and ruin things between you two. All in public, of course, or I can't be entertained by it.

 

[ExistentialLuv]

Now I want your evil twin sister to come in and ruin things between you two. All in public, of course, or I can't be entertained by it.

Hi Never. Evil sister? She will not be coming around any more. Tied her up in chains, wieghted her ankles with cement, duck taped her mouth, and dropped her 50 miles off the coast of Oregon. Fucking bitch is always ruining my life. I am sure we can entertain you other ways though .

 

[ExistentialLuv]

Your heart is as pure as gold and you are more than I could hope or dream for. You are too good to me, I do deserve someone as kind, pure, honest, loving, caring, essoteric............... Well the list could go on. Thank you for your forgivness and a second chance. I will not let you down again.

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Beetle/Ladybug's Wisdom Includes:
Carries the Golden Strand that leads to the Center of the Universe
Past lives
Spiritual enlightenment
Death and Rebirth

Butterfly/Caterpillar's Wisdom Includes:
The power of the whirlwind
Reincarnation
Transformation
Transmutation
Magick

FOLLOW THE SIGNS LOVE
I LOVE YOU

 

[Etoile]

Huh. Well, now I'm all curious....

 

[ExistentialLuv]

K love I am going to turn this into a sign thread for us. So please fell free to post any of the signs that have shown themselves to us and mean somethhing to you and me.


Our first sign. Sitting by the stagnent water at Minto Park on our first date we heard the calling of two Elk. What does it mean?

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Elk Call (hope this works)
http://www.geocities.com/RainForest/4076/sound/elk.ram

The Elk's Wisdom Includes:

Stamina
Strength
Sensual passion
Honoring those of your gender
Ability to pace oneself in tasks

The strength of the Elk lies in knowing exactly what you can achieve, and in using your strength and stamina to the optimum without overly exerting ones self.

The Elk also stands for sisterhood and brotherhood among those of the same sex. A bond that is encouraging, constructive, and full of sensual passion when shared between 2 people of the same sex.

Very nice for our first sign huh?

I love you so much Kitten
13 s and s for you!!!!!!!!!!

 

[ExistentialLuv]

[FONT=century gothic][COLOR=purple]Western meadowlark[/COLOR] [/FONT] [COLOR=darkblue

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The Meadowlark's Wisdom Includes:
The power of song
Understanding the use of voice
Clarity
Happiness
Meditating on oneself
Going inward to find answers




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The meaning of life
Communicate with gestures and images
Comprehension is ahead of utterance
"Intentionality": the ability to refer to something else.
Distinction between "sense" and "reference"
Intuitive relationship between sense and intension, and between reference and extension.
Meaning is reality
The bond we share between us is Reality!!!!!!!!!!!