Personal Exploration (closed for Landi)

[JonathanBair]

My name is Jon Gordenson, I am a 36 year old male who has been divorced and had to sell my handyman company. I had moved out of state, and made a few tradesmen friends. On showed me this site. It looked like a normal dating site, till you looked at it. Then you see its full of kink. I was shocked and my trade friend told me " I am so vanilla"

Few days later I made a profile, using my old married name (my friends know me by my maden name and yes changing last names is not that common with males)

A few days later I started my search, finding peoples profiles that lived near me. Made a list of there kinks and looked the kinks up to do research. About a week later I removed the miles from location and also subscribed to the magazine. Same info from online, just in paper form.

In my down time I would look at the web page or magazine when away from work.

 

[LandiKirk]

Have you ever been bored outta your mind with the way your life is going? Well that's me and my boring , in a rut, going nowhere life.

My name is Landi Harrison and after a miserable marriage to a cheater and abuser. I called it quits. Got my divorce and moved away from my hometown and family. I didnt want any reminders or verbal humiliation about what I did wrong.

I found another job as a housekeeper for a nice family but it wasn't long before I heard the familiar arguements that can destroy a family as much as the personal relationship between man and wife. So to avoid another mental meltdown I resigned from the position and took unemployment.

I was browsing the internet when I saw this website about meeting people in a higher level. As my eyes scanned the details of the site and what it offers my mind was telling me to go for it

Not wanting a headache later

 

[JonathanBair]

I put in my profile

Jonathan Gordenson.. Nickname Jon...5'10, brown hair, blue eyes, weight.. This part stopped him, he knew he carried his 300 pounds well, fat but looked like solid fat, with a bit of a gut. I pondered about fibbing or not so he tried to put NA. Saddly it only taken numbers so he put 000.

I was honest in filling out his profile. He put " New to this life, tho did a few things. Willing to spank or rub your back depending on my mood.( Jon knew he was called something but couldn't think of the word. ) I am not into doing bathroom stuff or any thing to make someone bleed. Loves to give a woman oral attention. Kissing, nibbles and licking...

This part didn't give me much to go off, and I didn't have time to make a full profile... This was teaser and get my toe out there... Later tonight I will fill it out and active really look on the site.

 

[LandiKirk]

Not we wanting a headache later I filled out the questioner.

Do I like to be controlled - not really
Am I dominating or submissive - unsure
Do I want to have a daddy - not really
Do you like pain - depends on what kind of pain. Don't like beating, or choking, or smothering
Do you like oral giving or receiving - virgin (never tried)
Do you like to have your nipples played with - yes
Do you have any piercings- just ears
Do you have any tattoos- not yet but would like one on arm
Have you ever been urinated on - no (ewwww I think)
Do you like rough sex - virgin ( wasn't sure about their idea of rough sex)
Do you like to be tied down or to another object- yes
Do you want to be owned - ummmm unsure
Do you want to live with the person you would matched to- maybe depends on how well we get along
Do you like to be spanked by hand- yes
Do you like to be spanked with paddle, spoon, switch, or leather item such as flogger - virgin
Do you like toys or vibrators in your body- yes to vaginally
Do you like anal sex- not really but would try.
Do you like multiple partners- no
Do you have fantasies of being raped - NO
Do you like to wear costumes for role play- virgin never tried
Do you look to play doctor/patient - it's okay
Do you want to be treated as a pet or animal- maybe?
Have you been tested free of STDs- yes
Have you ever been caned - no
Have you ever tried double penetration- no
Are you bisexual, gay, lesbian, or transgendered- no
Would you like your partner to be one of the above- perfer straight male
What is your sex - female
How old are you - 29
What age range would you like your partner - 30-40
Any additional information you want to share. - looking locally and someone that doesn't mind being in public with me.

I looked over my answers and then hit save. Well here goes nothing I think to myself then log off to go and fix lunch.. I'm starving

 

[JonathanBair]

After a hard day's work as a handy man, in the morning I was making/installing a new sink for a first time couple who got a bathroom counter top and was shocked it didn't have anything but the holes. Then after lunch went to a new site and ended up putting up framing and digging post holes while mixing concrete.

I sat back with a bottle of mellow yellow and some pizza I grabbed that was pre-cooked in some gas-station I stopped at for gas. I planed on grabbing the drink but the meal was a spure of the moment deal. Tho it looks like it was under the heat lamp most the day. Kinda dry but solid, and was glad to have it...

I had just leaned back on the couch kicking my work boots off and putting my feet up. As soon as I logged into the site I got hit with random profiles. One had a pic by her and a list next to her name. The list is what saved me from closing out... I started reading and thinking to my self
Do I like to be controlled - not really nods
Am I dominating or submissive - unsure mutters mixed to my self
Do I want to have a daddy - not really nods
Do you like pain - depends on what kind of pain. Don't like beating, or choking, or smothering
Do you like oral giving or receiving - virgin (never tried) Mouth falls open. Is that true?
Do you like to have your nipples played with - yes smirks
Do you have any piercings- just ears nods
Do you have any tattoos- not yet but would like one on arm shrugs indifrently
Have you ever been urinated on - no (ewwww I think) I mutter to my self " Thank god"
Do you like rough sex - virgin ( wasn't sure about their idea of rough sex) smiles
Do you like to be tied down or to another object- yes grins
Do you want to be owned - ummmm unsure nods not sure if I want to own someone
Do you want to live with the person you would matched to- maybe depends on how well we get along smiles and nods
Do you like to be spanked by hand- yes smiles
Do you like to be spanked with paddle, spoon, switch, or leather item such as flogger - virgin
Do you like toys or vibrators in your body- yes to vaginally grins big time
Do you like anal sex- not really but would try. smiles and shakes my head no.
Do you like multiple partners- no takes a sigh saying " no drama good" to my self
Do you have fantasies of being raped - NO smiles and nods
Do you like to wear costumes for role play- virgin never tried grins
Do you look to play doctor/patient - it's okay grins
Do you want to be treated as a pet or animal- maybe? shocked about the question
Have you been tested free of STDs- yes good safety minded
Have you ever been caned - no looks bit stumped but shrugs, never seeing caned before.
Have you ever tried double penetration- no smiles
Are you bisexual, gay, lesbian, or transgendered- no nods thinking good to know.
Would you like your partner to be one of the above- perfer straight male nod thinking totally.
What is your sex - female smirks and nod ( that would have been a deal braker)
How old are you - 29 Sweet, should know a thing or two about life
What age range would you like your partner - 30-40 Me being 36, check
Any additional information you want to share. - looking locally and someone that doesn't mind being in public with me. Hell yes your a hottie.

I am shocked that I found someone down to earth enough that I could match up with. I write a response e-mail saying "

Hey there, I am new to the site and the world. Just got out of a bad marriage, I was told by friends I am vanilla, but turns out some stuff I done wasn't so vanilla. Your profile really shocked me and I would love to know more about a beautiful woman like your self. No promises on anything but a chat, if your willing to take a chance on me as I re-find my self. Sounds like you might be too. Want some company on that trip?

I shoot the e-mail seeing shes cross country, but I think to my self "Cant hurt, if she responds you get to chat. If not then nothing ventured is nothing gained. I quickly log off the site but am still checking my e-mail..

 

[LandiKirk]

It was around six when i got back to my laptop. I was mentally frustrated after a long phone call from my older sister who complained about mom. I was trying my hardest to say oh well that is the way she is but Ann didnt give me the chance

I noticed that I had an email from the kink site.

You have a new message

So I went to my saved pages and clicked on the link. It opens to a home page so I move the mouse to the mailbox and click open.

Hey there, I am new to the site and the world. Just got out of a bad marriage, I was told by friends I am vanilla, but turns out some stuff I done wasn't so vanilla. Your profile really shocked me and I would love to know more about a beautiful woman like your self. No promises on anything but a chat, if your willing to take a chance on me as I re-find my self. Sounds like you might be too. Want some company on that trip?

I smiked reading the message and took a quick glance at his profile. Not getting too many details I decided what the hell, you only live once. So I fired back a reply

Hi. Just read your message and would love to chat. Do you have facebook message? If so hit me up oneofakindgirl19. Landi

Click send and wait to see if he replies or messages me

 

[JonathanBair]

Jon just finished up his e-mails mostly for work. He had refreshed to make sure he got them all taken care of when he seen a new one popped up. He shrugged and opened it. Soon as he seen it was her. He started smiling. He copied the facebook link and opened up facebook. Sending the pm "Hey its Jon, I loved your profile and glad you taken some time to chat. I am looking foreword to getting to know you." Jon then hit send.... Jon went back to the e-mail and shot a e-mail back saying " Will be on FB all night, you got a pm from me. Looking foreword to chatting in your free time."

 

[LandiKirk]

I was just about to give up and get a shower when a message box opened in my screen.

"Hey its Jon, I loved your profile and glad you taken some time to chat. I am looking forword to getting to know you."

My heart skipped a beat for a moment as I read the message six times. I began typing in the box.

Hi (waving hand). Glad to hear from you. So what do you like to do on a Friday night? What do you do on weekends?
Send

 

[JonathanBair]

I smiled and waited. ... The pm went threw, was she busy? Did she know I am me and not some porn bot thing just popping up as a smart bot. Seconds ticked by and his mind filled with more doubt.

Then it happened. She responded. Her question was so basic to getting to know someone it almost taken him by shock.... He wrote... Friday, Week days or weekend had all been the same. Work and unhappy home. I am looking to start something new tho and happy. Love to kick back and relax to country music, watch tv, go out and do stuff. I should start hitting the gym. All depends on who I am with and how we are feeling. I could be happy reading a book at home or off running around. What about you?

 

[LandiKirk]

Friday, Week days or weekend had all been the same. Work and unhappy home. I am looking to start something new tho and happy. Love to kick back and relax to country music, watch tv, go out and do stuff. I should start hitting the gym. All depends on who I am with and how we are feeling. I could be happy reading a book at home or off running around. What about you?

I love country music. My faves are Hank William Sr, Willie Nelson, and Loretta Lynn.
I don't watch much tv anymore it seems like they all follow the same plot. Though I do like Alaskan Bush People, Alaska the last Frontier, Deadliest Catch, and Hell's Kitchen with Gordon Ramsey. Haven't read too much but old classics ie To Kill a Mockingbird and Old Yeller. I like visiting flower gardens, going to rodeos , and flea market shopping. However I don't have my own car anymore and have to rely on public transportation. I don't get many chances to do fun stuff. Landi

Send then slip off to the kitchen for a much needed cold Pepsi

 

[JonathanBair]

On facebook Jon could see the …. …. ….. of her typing. He was glad she sent it finally. Jon smiles knowing he still has his old laptop with about 6,500 songs on it. Some classic country, some new country. Then some not country at all... Jon found him self nodding about not watching tv. The bush people did appeal to him. He never really did get into Deadliest Catch or Ice road truckers, tho he has been known to watch both now and then. Jon was no real fan of the cooking shows... The fact she likes to go flea market shopping did spark his interests. He was in the same boat as she was basicly. A friend was letting him use his pick-up for work.

I wrote back " Love the classics and most new country. Agreed on TV. Bush people do hold my interest. Some what but not really into Deadliest Catch and Ice Road Truckers. Would love to hear about you and flea markets".... I was in doubt but shrugged my shoulders at the lame joke he was about to make about the song Ticks. I wrote " hum you know the song Ticks, so do I need to check you for fleas? LOL JK" When I got to read it, I kind regret sending such a bad joke, but any country fan should get if they knew the song. I did type in " can always make some fun stuff to do, even in your own home."

I am smiling ear to ear as things are sounding perfect with this woman, so far even tho I only known her for 5 mins. Tho her profile had me hooked. Getting to talk to this sweetie just made me want to swallow the hook.

 

[LandiKirk]

Love the classics and most new country. Agreed on TV. Bush people do hold my interest. Some what but not really into Deadliest Catch and Ice Road Truckers. Would love to hear about you and flea markets"

Landi smiled yeah I'm not into Ice Truckers either. I have noticed a show called The Masked Singer. Sounds promising

" hum you know the song Ticks, so do I need to check you for fleas? LOL JK"

hahaha

" can always make some fun stuff to do, even in your own home."

that's very true. I see there is a flea market happening in Seattle this weekend. I may rob my piggy bank and go. Speaking of go.. have you ever thought about going away from home to meet someone? It's been on my mind.. I mean this is kinda virgin territory for me.. I just wondered what you thought about me visiting you in person?

 

[JonathanBair]

My mouth hung open. Its clear I am not the only one feeling a connection.

I typed back, yes met some good friends in 1 on 1 setting, in a big group of about 20 and up to meet a friend and her gf for a 3 way in my younger days. Long as you trust the person, know where your going. Always good to let someone know where your going and check in times set up.. It can be very fun... Most the time its very good and enjoyable but now and then your bound to run into a bad apple. Later this year I plan on moving, so maybe if you want to meet. It might be better if I come to you. More better for you to be in your home area to feel more secure in. In time once you get to traveling, meeting a friend would be like taking a company trip... I have logged many miles traveling for work and personal reasons.

I couldn't help smile and wonder what it would be like with this woman. I am very glad she is so open and honest, and that makes her all the more appealing as a lover. Not that I am there yet but as the old song goes " I'm into something and into something good" … Now I shake my head as I got that song running around in my mind. *Grins* I think to my self well that may not be such a bad thing, its a good song and I have been enjoying writing to her.

 

[LandiKirk]

yes met some good friends in 1 on 1 setting, in a big group of about 20 and up to meet a friend and her gf for a 3 way in my younger days. Long as you trust the person, know where your going. Always good to let someone know where your going and check in times set up.. It can be very fun... Most the time its very good and enjoyable but now and then your bound to run into a bad apple. Later this year I plan on moving, so maybe if you want to meet. It might be better if I come to you. More better for you to be in your home area to feel more secure in. In time once you get to traveling, meeting a friend would be like taking a company trip... I have logged many miles traveling for work and personal reasons.

What would you say if I asked you to come to meet me in three weeks? We could spend five days together enjoying the sights in Cripple Creek, Colorado.

 

[JonathanBair]

I smile reading that and quickly respond " Meeting as friends or lovers? Would be nice no matter what. Only question is booking 1 room or 2 *grins and winks*"

 

[LandiKirk]

Meeting as friends or lovers? Would be nice no matter what. Only question is booking 1 room or 2 *grins and wink*

cant really say lovers since we haven't met but then it's no ones business but our own. Probably one room with two beds. Like I said it's no ones business

 

[JonathanBair]

MMM count me in. Will enjoy some eye candy if that is all I get out of the tip on the sex side... But I am looking foreword to your company. Will we be meeting anyone there?

 

[LandiKirk]

MMM count me in. Will enjoy some eye candy if that is all I get out of the tip on the sex side... But I am looking foreword to your company. Will we be meeting anyone there?

Do we meet at the Colorado Springs airport or at the Midnight Rose Casino where we would be spending the night at unless I can get a kitchenette in Green Mountain Falls.

Landi opened a second window and double checks her modeling schedule as well as bank account balance.. next she opens her calendar. Today is April sixteenth and three weeks is..

 

[JonathanBair]

Sounds like a plan, just the 2 of us right?

 

[LandiKirk]

yes just us. You didnt say where to meet on May 7th. Personally it would be smart for us to meet in Colorado Springs and take the transport to the motel of our choosing. What do you think and will there be any issues about the date in mind? For me its convenient since I had a job to do in Denver on the 12th. Landi

From the second window she checked to see if the motel in Grern Mountain Falls was still in business

 

[JonathanBair]

Sounds good to me, I don't have anything booked later in May so its all free for me. How long will your job last in Denver? So I can make sure I keep the block free while you work too.

 

[LandiKirk]

the job is at ten thirty til we're done
A shoot usually lasts about four hours. Sometimes shorter and rarely longer. My contract costs them so they don't like to pay out more then they have too.

Landi closed the second window and sighed. The place she had in mind wasn't there anymore and figured that they would just stay in Cripple Creek or maybe Manitou Springs

well it's getting late and I have to be at work at six am. Talk to you tomorrow Landi

 

[JonathanBair]

Perfect, I will just wait in your room while you work... Then we can have fun after work.. Hope you sleep well..

 

[LandiKirk]

Landi didnt reply that night but she smiled remembering everything they talked about yesterday.

Off to work she kept busy playing secretary for her boss. He liked how she wrote down messages , made appointments, and arranged accommodations for the other models. Landi was also good at dictation and typing out letters.

If she wasn't modeling she would make fourteen dollars an hour as the secretary.

When Landi got home she checked her mail, then grabbed supper and a shower. Afterwards she opened the laptop and typed in the site address.

Hello Jon a re e you online ?

 

[JonathanBair]

I am sitting at my work desk drafting a few ideas out when
I see my FB messenger pop up... I respond saying "Yes was just thinking of all the fun stuff to do while your in Denver... Dose your work give you your own room or gotta share with co-worker?"