passing (closed)

[4degrees]

I stood in front of the mirror and looked myself up and down, and decided I was pretty satisfied with my look tonight. I had on a hooded sweatshirt with a t underneath and Levi's, with my hair parted on the side and combed back. I had to use a good amount of gel to keep my unruly curls at bay, but when I did, my hair looked pretty decent. It didn't quite reach the back of my neck, and I had pulled it behind both ears, namely to show off my new captive bead ring I wore in the left lobe.

I brought my face in closer to the mirror and parted my lips widely, checking to make sure I had no food stuck between my teeth, then looking into my eyes, wondering how well someone could read my thoughts by looking in them. I stepped back again giving myself yet another once over. I turned to the side and studied my chest, which was bound with an ace bandage underneath the the t shirt. It was nice and flat. No reason that would be questioned. Then I adjusted the small bulge under my fly, making sure it wasn't overly obvious, yet obvious enough for someone checking it out. I put my hand down my pants and moved the shaft of the soft latex prosthesis to one side, and then the other until I was confident that it looked natural. I picked up a pair of sunglasses and slid them up on the top of my head, an assurance that my hair would stay back. I was ready, and I looked good. I knew that tonight I'd find that guy that I was looking for, the one who would still accept and be attracted to me even after he found out I wasn't a genetic male.

Do I need to explain things any more? Well, for those of you who do need more insight, I'll go to the trouble of telling you. Some people call it 'dragking', some 'ftm', others call it 'transman' or 'transfag', the last is what I most closely identify with. There's no doubt, at this point, that my gender identity dysphoria is very real, and that my discomfort, felt for thirty years now, concerning being the gender I was cursed with sometime around 4 months in my mother's womb doesn't match up with the mental part of my identity. It's only come to surface, the fact that I'm actually not just crazy or fucked up but afflicted with an actual disorder, of sorts, in the last three years. Still, for varying reasons, I'm not at a point where I'm able to really do much to help my physical jive with my mental.. Oh, yeah, therapy has been helpful and enlightening, but it's sure not enough. So, tonight I'm heading back out to a bar, one I've become a regular at for some time now, to lessen the notion that I'm just a freak, and to feel some acceptance and equality by others who frequent the establishment too.

I said I identified with the term 'transfag' best. What that really says is that despite my deep desire to be physically male, I'm attracted to guys as well. I've learned that gender identity is a very seperate thing from sexual preferance. Most people would take for granted that anyone who wants to change their sex, wants to be with someone of the same sex..same before they opted for surgery, anyhow. But that's not always the case, as I know first hand. Well, enough for now about the scientific side of my story. I'll get on with the personal side.

I made my way over to the bar at the far end of the large open room to start out with a drink. I had pretty much the same routine every time I came here. I'd get a drink, and sit at the bar for long enough to have a second, checking out the scene, saying a casual 'hi' to those I recognised and scoping the room for those I didn't, looking for that guy I hadn't yet met. By my third drink, I'd move to a table and wait. Wait to see if I got approached, possibly joined for a drink. This was an 'alternative' type of bar, so many different types of people came here. All except for the mainstream 'normal' hetero folks. This wasn't their kind of place.

I fit in well, it was never unusual to see alot of people there that you really couldn't pin either gender on unless you were pretty upclose, or had a hand in their pants. Alot of gays, alot of lesbians..and alot of people in between that maybe weren't real sure what they were looking for. I knew what..well, who, I was looking for. I just hadn't met him yet.

 

[4degrees]

My second drink was gone. I ordered a third and moved away from the bar, heading towards an empty table, somewhat seperate from the rest of the tables in the lounge area of the bar. I'd seen some interesting prospects so far, a couple of really cute guys even. But several of them already seemed to be paired up with someone else. I sat down with my back to the wall and continued my visual crowd-surfing. Of course, I hoped that I'd get approached sometime soon. But even if I didn't tonight, it was still nice to be away from the house and in this sort of atmosphere.

I reached down and squeezed the small soft bulge that lay under my fly, and nursed my drink. I'd wait a bit before I checked out the john. It was inevitable that I'd get some type of action there. It was very uncommon that someone else wasn't there, waiting to get their cock sucked. But tonight, I wanted to bring someone home. I was hoping for someone who'd let me play with them all night..who'd stay and sleep with me after we'd fucked each other into a stupor. Yeah, a large part was my libido, but I wanted to feel that connection as well.

I watched a few guys walk past where I sat, turning their heads giving me a long glance. I'd give them a nod, saying a silent 'hi' to each one who passed. I pulled the pack of smoke out of my front pocket and put on between my lips. As I reached back into my jeans for the lighter, a hand appeared in front of my face, holding a flame to my cigarette. "Here ya go", he said as I sucked on the cigarette, letting it ignite. I nodded and said "Hey thanks" as I looked up to get a look at this gentleman. Gentleman..playa..whatever. It was always nice to have someone light your smoke.

As I looked him over I asked him to join me, then asked if he were alone. He was, and he pulled out the chair next to me and sat down. "What you drinking, uh.."

"Seven and seven..and it's Mark. But I was gonna offer to buy the next round, uh.."

Now it was my turn. I smiled and said "Cool, Mark. I'm Curt." I looked at my drink and didn't quite need a refill as of yet...plus, I didn't want to let myself get too loose, or sloppy. I wanted to keep it together long enough to convince this guy to come back to my place, at least. He reached over and gave my hand a shake upon my introduction to him. He had a firm grip and very warm hands. I wondered if he found my hands unusually small..some guys noticed that right away.

"So..you ready for another drink Curt?" I smiled and said that yeah, a red bull would be good..then I told him I wanted to make sure that I didn't get too fucked up.."Yeah, I want to make sure I'm fully functional, for later, y'know."

He smiled and seemed to catch my drift. Things were looking up.

 

[jushorny]

Mark

I had no idea what I was doing or why. All I knew was it had been so long since I had that kind of sex. You know the kind that went on all night. The kind that was intense, loving at one point, raw at the next.

I had had enough of the homelife, the constant dating of women. The ones who might suck the head of your cock and then let you fuck em missionary style. Then they would think you were their's forever. Nah, that's not what I wanted, that was easy to get.

Yea, I needed something different, something I had never experienced. Having spent dinner alone, with my steak, potatoe, salad and whiskey, I was more horny than before.

I walked into the place, immediatley noticing you at the table alone. I notice you getting the cig out. Relying on my old standby I walked up offering you a light. Introducing myself and sitting down. Ordering us a drink as I eyed your body. Would be good for at least a blow job I thought to myself.

 

[4degrees]

We made small talk, you know, the usual stuff like so..you come here often or you from around here...that sort of thing. But having him sitting in such close proximity gave me a great chance to check him out. He was a really good looking guy, not overly tall or big, but definely a man's man. In my book, anyhow. He had short dark hair and even darker eyes that had a sexy sparkle in them. He was surely aware of the way I looked him up and down, letting my eyes feast on his good looks, but he didn't seem to be bothered by it. I was glad, and hoped that my intentions were pretty clear. I couldn't keep up the small talk for long.

A waiter brought us our fresh drinks, and I popped the top on the can and took a sip. I set it down, looked Mark straight in the eye, and said bluntly, "So...what brings you here, guy? You, uh..just stopping in for a drink, or.." I let my words trail off. He had to know exactly what I was saying at this point. I moved my hand over to his and rested my fingers on the back of his hand. I didn't want to rush him..I figured he could use another drink or two. But I did want him to know that not only was I not above getting it on with someone I'd just met, but that that was exactly what I wanted to do.

For a minute as we sat there together, I thought of my lack of self-respect. How I cheapened something like sex, when it could actually be a meaningful, beautiful thing. Then I remembered that I wasn't worried about 'self-respect' and that cheap sex was great! I knew what I wanted, and knew how to go about getting it. Or, at least I thought I knew what I wanted. I was sure that there could be more than that, but not for me. It was not easy, in the first place, to get a guy to stay the night. Many times it would be nothing more than head in the john, really. Or a quick impersonal fuck as I lowered my pants just enough and leaned down over the commode. And this was all ok. I had no problem with things being that way. If I did, I sure as hell wasn't going to admit it.

But on those occasions that I had gotten a guy to come back to my place, things tended to get a little strange when he'd realize I wasn't a bio male. I remembered a couple occasions where the guy had taken it quite personally, like I was making a game of 'getting over' on him. I didn't expect them to understand, but it was equally hard for me to understand why someone would think that I was being the way I was for entertainment. That was so far from the truth.

Mark let me rub his hand with mine, and then I scooted my foot over, nudging his under the table. He hadn't made any sort of move yet, and it seemed like he wasn't real sure what sort of move he was supposed to make. I leaned back a little in my chair and parted my thighs invitingly, and raised my eyebrows at him, giving him a silent cue to rub my bulge. He got the drift, and his hand went to my lap, giving me a squeeze..then another. I smiled and mirrored his motion, letting my hand find the good-sized lump hidden under his jeans. He was getting hard already. And somehow, I had a good feeling about this..

 

[jushorny]

Mark

I kind of felt like I was in a trance. Not really sure why I was here, not really sure what I was looking for. But, as I glanced at Curt's body, as I felt his small hands, well, my body did begin to react.

Had I reached the point where women no longer satisfied my sexual needs? Or, maybe, this was a rebellion against all the vanilla sex I had in the last ten years.

I remember back in college, the sexual experimentation. Fucking any lady that would spread her legs, letting any mouth, female or male, suck my cock. Sticking my cock in any ass the was up and spread. Even, at times getting such sexual urges that I would let guys fuck my ass, times when I felt like I needed to be filled.

That seemed like a lifetime ago. Having, for some reason, tossed away the sexual needs, the need for sex, lustful, raw, yet passionate. Living with the kiss and fuck missionary style, living with the sex a lady could provide, never stretching the lines, never delving back into what some felt was perverted. Now, I felt the need for that pervertness, as some would call it, I felt the need again, only stronger.

I squeezed Curt's bulge again as I stretched and spread my legs, inviting him to do the same to me. Taking my hand away, yours still on me, I lit a cig. "Finding anything you like? You can reach in if you feel a better inspection is required."

 

[4degrees]

I couldn't hide a smile as Mark's hand squeezed me, and raised his hips slightly signaling for me to do the same. I had a handful of hot cock, only seperated from me by his nice fitting jeans. Then he invited me to go ahead and put my hand inside his pants, to get a better feel.

Shit, this alone had me so turned on I could hardly contain myself. But, I knew that I couldn't let him rub me for too long. It would seem pretty weird to him if I didn't get hard, which I couldn't, not until I was back at the house. I shifted in my seat and looked into his eyes again. "Nice", I said as I gave his cock another squeeze and took my hand back. "So..tell me what you have in mind, Mark. You wanna get it on? If you want, we can go back to my place. You'd better take it easy on me here, though. I don't want it rippin' through my pants." I winked at him upon saying that, and then let him know that we could hang here and have a couple more, and then I lied, saying that I wasn't in a huge hurry. Shit, he had me so turned on now it wasn't funny. The thought of him possibly wanting to leave with me made me shiver. I leaned closer to him and gave him a quick peck on his lips, wanting to see what kind of reaction it would bring.

 

[4degrees]

I so wanted to take his offer, reach back over to him and let my hand snake down inside his jeans, and feel the hot skin of his dick against my hand. But instead, I reached for another cigarette. Before I had it between my lips, Mark had his light ready. I chuckled and said "Quick draw, huh", and puffed on the cigarette as he held the flame to the tip. I was impressed with his chivalry. At least that's what it felt like to me. It wasn't real uncommon though..I was kinda small, kinda fem looking, and I tended to attract just the opposite. And it seemed, based on my experience, that alot of guys were just compelled to be somewhat well-mannered around me. Mark was no exception.

He took a turn talking, giving me a glimpse of him, in his own words of course. I continually had to fight off the urge to feel his cock again. I was afraid that if he saw how eager I was that he might just suggest a trip to the john..and that would be that. I needed more tonight than public anonymous sex. I did my best to listen to his words, although my own brain wouldn't shut up. I stared at him as he spoke, my thoughts running wild. He stopped in mid sentence, maybe a little weirded out by my staring. He looked me in the eyes and I wondered what he saw there.

"Hey, Mark..I'm sorry I keep lookin' at you like that. You're just..really nice to look at man. You look really good and I can't help myself." I moved over even closer to him and said, "Matter of fact, you think I could get another kiss? Uh, maybe like, a real kiss.." He looked a little surprised with what I said, but not the kind of surprised that would warrent a return like, 'no dude, I'm not into that', thankfully.

 

[jushorny]

"Hey Mark, you think I could get another kiss?" I heard you say, thinking for some reason, you did not seem like they kind that was into kissing. You seemed to be more into the raw sex than the intimate kissing, but, hell, I love to kiss, so why not.

I leaned my face and turned it, moving in slowly to your lips as my hand went to your neck, pulling you closer to me. Our lips touching, rubbing. You lips feel so soft and moist, I felt my cock thickening. Our kiss lasting longer than a peck, more of a prequel to what could come.

As I pulled away, letting my hand run down over your chest I asked, "So, Curt, what, uh, what are you looking for tonight." My hand still sliding down lower, squeezing your cock before resting it on your thigh.

 

[4degrees]

I was inwardly thrilled as you didn't hesitate a second before fulfilling my request to kiss you again. You looked at me as your big hand went to my neck, and slid around the back side of it, pulling my face to meet yours. My breath was coming quicker and I was sure you could sense my excitement. As soon as I felt your lips press against mine, my mouth opened and my tongue slid out, pushing between your lips to explore and taste you. You moaned softly as you felt my tongue, and your mouth opened more, welcoming me to kiss you deeply.

It was one hot fucking kiss. I could've let it continue longer than I did, but frankly, you were turning me on so fast at that point that I wasn't sure I'd be able to contain myself if I didn't break away from your hot mouth. I moved my face back a bit and said "Mmm..that's nice Mark..You're a great kisser. Damn..your, uh, making me sweat dude." I laughed a little, looking down for a minute as I felt my face flush, feeling like a nervous kid. I looked up into your face again as soon as I felt your hand on me. You slid it down my shoulder and chest, letting it make its way back to my lap as you asked me what I had in mind tonight.

Very much wanting to play it cool with you, I resisted the temptation to blurt out Well, actually I think I want to spend the night fucking and sucking you in every imaginable way. I tried to choose my words more wisely than what I really was compelled to say and answered with, "Well, Mark..I'd love some company. Maybe after another drink or two, we could, uh..go back to my place?" My heart was pounding at the thought of being with you, and I felt sweat start to drip from my pits inside the warm sweatshirt I wore. I wouldn't suggest anything yet about you spending the whole night with me, although it was what I was hoping for. As with any time I picked someone up, I'd have to wait and se how things played out. Your hand was still kneading my 'cock', and despite the fact that it had no reaction to your touch, you were turning me on so much that from my point of view, we couldn't get back to my place fast enough.

I put my hand on your shoulder and began to rub it through your shirt, squeezing it lightly and feeling your muscles. "You work out, Mark? Feels nice.." I couldn't wait to feast my eyes on your manly body minus your clothes. I hated that my small build wasn't defined or hard and muscular, but more like a pubescent boy's. The only regular work out I ever did was just with free weights, which had done a little for my slender arms. I think that my biceps were now nearly 13" when I flexed. But it was my small size that attracted a certain type of guy to me in the first place, so it wasn't really a bad thing. I let my hand slide down your back and rubbed it a little, enjoying the getting-to-know-you process as we finished our drinks and talked. I waved down the waiter to get another, maybe the last, round.

 

[jushorny]

Damn it would be worth the night just to keep kissing this guy, whoever the hell he was. His lips so soft, almost feminine feeling. His tongue, rougher, much more manly than his lips. Either the past few ladies I had been with did not know how to use their tongue, or didn't have one. My cock was straining my pants just from the kiss. I knew then I had to be with Curt, whether I thought it was a wise choice or not, I had to be with him.

I had no idea what this guy was like, but based on his kiss he would be one hot motherfucker in bed, just what the doctor ordered. Sure, I thought about the disadvantages, I did not know him at all, the risk of disease high, although, it did not seem like him, hell he could be a fag beater, he could be a murderer, no that did not seem like him, maybe he wasn't really who he said he was. Whatever, I probably did not appear who I was either.

I mentioned I worked landscape, that was what kept my body in good condition, smiled and noted it helped with the tan too. "If you play your cards right I'll show you my tan lines," I said laughing.

I watched, listened, and took another good glance at your body as you ordered us another drink, well, ordered me a drink, you opting for another monster. Your body was lady like, yet, so very masculine. I don't think I had ever seen a body like yours, I felt a real need to get you naked, to lick and kiss every inch of your body. After the bartender brought our drinks, I leaned in whispering in your ear, "After this one, let's go back to your place, have drink there, I got some pot, we can get a good buzz on." My lips, tongue moving to your ear lobe, licking and nibbling.

I had no idea what had overcome me, I was never this public with my displays of affection when I was out with ladies, why now? What was it about you that did this to me.

 

[4degrees]

The way he kissed me, with as much enthusiasm as I was kissing him was great. I guess I just didn't expect to be lucky enough to come across such a live one tonight..let alone, such a good-looking one. As he let me know that he was ready to go, I felt my heart skip. Shit, this was just too easy. Or, maybe not. Maybe tonight somebody 'up there' felt like it was my time, finally. I felt a shiver as you lightly teased my ear with your tongue. Fuck, I was ready.

"Ok, Mark, it won't hurt my feelings at all if we leave now. You wanna ride together, or just follow me in your car?" I started to stand up, bumping the table as I did and nearly knocking it over in my excitement. I had to grab it and steady it, which really made me blush. "Shit..see what you're doin' to me?" I laughed a little, hoping you weren't too turned off by my dorkiness.

Fuck, I couldn't wait to see you..to touch and taste you. I had a routine that I followed whenever I was lucky enough to have a 'guest' over, and I was pretty confident with my routine. As long as I could divert you from trying to suck my cock, and convince you that I wanted to keep my t shirt on, everything was cool. Well, I hoped so anyhow. I remembered a time or two when a guy had been fucking my ass from behind and he'd reached around to play with my cock...that would usually be the end of that. But the fact that you said you had some weed, and would be getting stoned was a plus. Things like that weren't quite as glaring when one was high. In the right lighting, and the right positions, I was pretty sure you'd never know the difference. I was so glad to be getting a chance to be with someone as sexy and ready as you, and a chance to assert my masculinity. This was the one thing that could do that for me..

 

[jushorny]

"A little anxious are we Curt?" Grabbing the table to steady it. I began to get up from the chair, hoping the light in this smoke filled place would be dim enough to conceal my raging hard on.

The way you were looking at me, seeing my entire body standing in front of you, I felt like you were undressing me right there. I felt a bit self-conscious, yet, was in such a lustful trance I would have gladly stripped for you in front of everyone.

I placed my arm around your shoulder, pinching your nipple before saying "I'll follow you, unless, uh............no, lets meet at your place." I was thinking of me driving and you sucking my cock while I drove, but felt better to save are fun until we could get naked and stretch out proper.

I followed you outside, watching the hot ass, wanting to reach out and grb it. Once outside you turned to me to say something. I grabbed oyur ass and pulled you into me, our lips meeting, my tongue pushing in.

 

[4degrees]

I don't know why, but I was amazed with how ready you were to get with me. The kiss you laid on me outside the bar was nothing short of incredible. The taste of your hot mouth as you pressed it hard onto mine, and the urgency I felt in that kiss made me even hornier than ever. I hoped that you didn't notice my lack of erectness, and take it personally. But there was nothing I could do about that until we got back to my place.

Not wanting to stop kissing, yet wanting to get back to my place as fast as we could, I managed to break away from your wonderful mouth. "Damn, dude..I'm so turned on now that I hope I can make it back home without running off the road!" I was only partially joking. Your primal nature had my head reeling, I was so ready to get with you.

After another intense kiss I said, "Ok Mark..let's get back there so we can get busy. I'm parked right over there, I'll wait for you to get behind me before I take off." I walked away from you, to my car and started it up. I watched as you walked to yours and got in. Nice ride, I thought as I admired the black Camero. I pulled up to the drive and waited for you.

The whole drive home I was still in disbelief of how lucky I was--so far. Man, I hoped that things would go smoothly at the house. I was confident that if I were able to suck you, let you fuck me and/or me fuck you, and show you what a good lover I was and prove my manliness to you, that if you did figure me out it might not be quite as devistating or awful to you.

 

[jushorny]

I couldn't help but rub myself as I followed you back to your place, for some reason you turned me on way too much. You seemed like just the sexual distraction I needed. Something about you made my cock hard as hell.

I wondered what would happen, would it just be a cock sucking adventure, or more? Would I be willing to let you fuck my ass, shit its been a long time since I had been filled up. Hell, just having a guy's mouth on my cock would be a thrill different from what I had been experiencing of late. I had sucked cock before so I was sure I could get him off with my mouth if that's what he wanted. I felt like I just wanted to get naked with him, let him pleasure my body in any way he saw fit.

It didn't take long before we arrived. I got out, watching your ass as you stepped out of your car. When I reached you I pulled you in close to me, needing yet another kiss.

 

[4degrees]

Inside, I was bursting with excitement. I couldn't lead Mark back to my place fast enough, although I did manage somehow to not speed too badly. When we reached my drive, he pulled in behind me and got out of his car as quick as I'd exited mine.

Outside, I tried to play it cool. Trying to feign that this was no big deal to me, that I could take it or leave it. He came right up to me and took me in his arms again, giving me another one of those great kisses. I was pretty sure he could see through my attempted coolness. The urgency I kissed him back with probably made that pretty apparent.

He followed me to the door after I was able to pry him from my mouth again. Not that I'm complaining! I just was ready to get inside and get things 'going'. We went into the living room and he waited for me to sit down. He then joined me, sitting right up against me on the couch, and put his arm around my back.

"Wow, Mark..you're on fire, ain'tcha buddy.." I almost said, Shit so am I, you are driving me crazy, you hot fucker, but instead I said, "So, you said you've got some smoke? You wanna roll it up, or you want me to go grab my bong?" You didn't seem all that interested in getting high at this point. As I waited for your answer, I stood again and excused myself for a sec, going to grab us each a beer from the fridge. While I was out of the room, I had to take a deep breath and try to focus on keeping my composure. You might've known that you turned me on, but I was sure you had no clue how much.

 

[jushorny]

I was more than ready to move things along, to get naked with you, to have you suck my cock and more. You seemed to have a need to play it cool. Sitting down you asked about the smoke, I was reluctant to get it out, not wanting to take the time to smoke. But, when you got up to grab beers, I thoght to myself, ok, cool yourself down, there is plenty of time. I took out the pot & papers and began rolling as I waited for your return.

 

[4degrees]

When I was out of the room, knowing you were busy rolling a joint, I pondered for a second if this was the time. Yeah, this would probably be my best opportunity to 'get hard'. And I sure wanted to be ready for you, when you were ready for me. I made a pitstop in the john before going to get the beers, and made some minor adjustments.

I closed the door and undid my pants, pushing them down past the silicone phallus. It was attached to my bald pubis with a surgical adhesive, very reliable stuff that didn't come loose until you wanted it loose, and only with the help of a special solvent. The scrotum hung free benath the flaccid cock, and I reached into my pocket and pulled out the bendable 'spine' which I'd insert into the cock's shaft, right above where the scrotum hung from the cock. There was a tiny channel in the cock just for that purpose; and upon inserting the spine my cock felt like a honest-to-goodness hardon. The insert made the whole thing firm, and of course erect. I admired my boner in the mirror for a moment before tucking it back into my jeans. Yeah, there'd be no doubt now that I was turned on. I left the bathroom and went back into the living room with Mark.

You looked up at me as you ran your tongue across the gummed rolling paper and said, "Where's the beers?" Shit, I'd totally forgotten them in my excitement. If I didn't look like a dork before, I was sure I did now. "Damn, I went to the john and uh, was in such a hurry to get back to you I forgot. Sorry..one sec." Again I got up and this time fulfilled my mission, retrieving two cold ones from the fridge.

I sat down next to you on the couch again, and handed you the beer after I'd twisted the cap off for you. You held the joint between your lips and lit it, taking a nice hit and then passed it to me. I put it to my mouth and sucked, taking a long draw on the homemade cigarette, and as I did I felt your warm hand on my thigh again.

I blew my smoke out along with a couple of coughs and turned my face to you, holding the joint to your lips for you. As you hit it I said, "Mark..man..I'm really glad you decided to come hang out. You're really a good lookin' guy, and I was really hoping I'd get a chance to know you better from the minute you sat down with me at the bar." Then I said, "Oh, and this is some decent weed, too..thanks dude." I took another hit and handed it to you. After I blew out I took a big swallow of beer and then set the bottle down, freeing up my hands. I put my arm around your back and rubbed it in small circles, causing you to lean into me even more. My other hand went to your chin. I touched you and turned your face towards mine, and began kissing you again, with even more heat than before. You set your beer down as well and let your hand go to my lap. You felt around and then got a handful of my cock, kneading it, rubbing it through my jeans. My hips rose up, pushing myself against your hand. Shit, I was high enough.

"There's an ashtray there, dude..if you had enough. I have..I'd like to be smokin' something else, if you uh, get my meaning." I reached down and began rubbing your hardon as well..and then undoing your pants. I moved to my knees between your legs and then looked up to you, asking if that was alright. I wanted to taste your dick so badly now. I planned to suck you for a few minutes out here and then move us to the bedroom..where the lighting was real dim and I'd have total confidence of being the stud you presumed I was. I'd show you though. I was gonna rock your world..

 

[jushorny]

Mark

The pot was going straight to my head along with the compliments you were giving me about my looks. Yea, plenty of women have commented on my body before, in fact, it probably more my looks than personality that got me all the pussy I wanted. But for some reason it seemed different coming from you. It turned me on more, it made me feel like stripping and letting you touch and taste every inch of my body.

As we smoked the pot, my hand touched your thigh, working its way to your cock. It made me feel even better when I felt how hard you were, confirming that I did in fact turn you on. I rubbed it, feeling its size as we kissed.

It was so hot, gazing down at you kneeling between my legs asking if it was alright. Shit what red blooded male would say no. I smiled and nodded my approval, feeling your hand on my zipper. I lifted my hips off the sofa, letting you slide my pants down. My hard on sticking straight out, more than ready for your mouth. I moaned when your hand rubbed along its length, your eyes taking in the sight before you.

"Go ahead, Curt, kiss me, lick me, make love to my cock, its yours dude."

 

[4degrees]

Sitting close to Mark, kissing him and letting my hands roam over his body, and even sharing the joint with him were all nice. But now, I was face to face with his big dick and getting ready to suck it. My attempts at playing it cool ended there. No way that I could seem less excited than I actually was as my mouth slid right over his cockhead, taking it in as far as I could manage with the very first stroke of my mouth. No teasing, no kissing..I just went straight down on his meat and felt much higher now that his cock filled my entire mouth.

I heard him gasp as I went down so far and then began to suck him with a hunger that he might not have known before. My head moved up and down in his lap, my rhythm picking up and my lips tight around him. The taste of him was so incredible. I was in the midst of a deep and meaningful love affair with his dick at the moment, and although I didn't intend to make him come just yet, my enthusiasm was getting to him fast. After only a few minutes of sucking his awesome cock I felt it swell, getting even more rigid than it already was. Right as I sensed that I began to slow up a bit. I didn't know how many rounds Mark could go tonight, and I wanted to have him in my ass before our encounter was over.

It took some discipline to go easy on him. My mouth just wanted to keep going, loving the taste and feel of his manhood fucking my face. But I took my mouth off to look up at him and say something. When my eyes went to his face, I saw that he had an expression of disbelief. His mouth hung open a bit and his brow was scrunched up, almost like he was in pain. That look he wore was proof that my carefully honed cocksucking skills were, in fact, perfected. I said, "Man..I feel like you're pretty close, but I didn't want you to blow your wad right away...but fuck I want to eat your cum. I'm torn, dude. Will you be able to get hard again? Will you stay for another round if I get you off now?"

 

[jushorny]

Mark

I moaned when I watched and felt you take my cock into your mouth, getting right down to sucking me off, no teasing, no licking, just pure give me your cum, sucking. Oh damn your mouth felt so wonderful sucking on me too, your tongue licking while you sucked.

"Curt, man, you know how to suck a guy." I moaned as my fingers ran through your hair. Watching you was incredible, you were so intent on sucking my cock as if it had been a long time since you had been fed. They way you suck so much of me too, I've never had anyone take that much of my cock before. Your saliva totally coating me, your lips tight around me as your head moved up and down. Never had I had anyone make love to my cock like you were doing.

You brought me so close to cummnig so fast. When you slowed I moaned, not wanting you to. You knew I was close and I didn't know if you wanted to tease me, to hold me off, or what but my cock was twitching. My precum leaking for you to taste.

You looked up to ask if I could cum now and get hard again. I pulled my shirt off, laying back on the couch totally naked. "Curt, man with a mouth like yours I'll never go soft, suck me more, suck the cum from my cock, I wanna fill your mouth wiht my load." I wanted to lay there and let you do the work, let you get me off for my own pleasure.

 

[4degrees]

After your assurance that you weren't planning on calling it a night right after you came, I went back to sucking you just as I'd begun. I was so intent on making you come and tasting you. I wanted you to get off harder than you ever remembered.

I slid my mouth down your length again, nearly to the base of your thick cock, and began the fast bobbing of my head again. I put my hand to your balls and cradled them, feeling them tighten up quickly. Then I let my finger go below your sac and started massaging that spot that lay between your nuts and asshole and continued sucking with much enthusiasm. As I rubbed you there, your hips lifted up off the cushion again and both your hands went to my head, pushing me down farther onto your shaft. Your moans got louder, letting me know you were loving this as much as I was.

Your leg found its way in between my own as I knelt in front of you, and I pressed my hardness against your shin, beginning to hump you like the horny bitch I was. Your cock, so far and filling in my mouth, was intoxicating. I was so ready to eat your cum. Your hips began to buck against my face as your breath came even faster, and I knew you were on the verge. Not about to stop or take my mouth off you, I thought to myself, "Oh yeah..come on baby..feed me your cum, I want all you got..." Within seconds you replied to my thought as your climax began, and fulfilled my request.

You yelled out as the first of your load shot far into my throat. The hot thick semen quickly filled my mouth, and as fast as I tried to swallow, you just kept pumping me with more. Fuck, you tasted so good! It was an undeniably intense orgasm for you, and I was thrilled to have caused it.

When you finally seemed to stop shooting, I stayed right where I was, not wanting to detach from you yet. I savored your essence until you actually began to push my head up gently. I looked into your face and saw the big smile you wore. Together, we both said, "That was awesome.."

 

[jushorny]

I continued on.........."Not only was it awesome, but it was the best blow job in my life, Curt. How did you learn to be so good at it." My hand running through your hair as you laid between my legs, sliding my hand over your face.

I pulled you up onto me, kissing your lips, pushing my tongue in your mouth. My hands running down your back squeezing your ass. Pulling off your mouth, I looked into your eyes, "Can I get you off now Curt, I want you to feel good too." I moved my hand between your legs, rubbing your hard cock through your pants, feeling its size. My lips returning to yours.

 

[4degrees]

I came up to you, kissing you again as I straddled your lap. I held your face in my hands as I pressed my mouth to yours, letting you feel my lust and taste your own in my mouth. When I broke away, I whispered to you hotly, "I want to fuck you Mark."

I looked down into your eyes and searched for your answer before you spoke. I didn't know if you'd ever bottomed or if you were even the type of guy who would be into that. I'd known a lot who weren't, who were strict tops. But I was hopeful. Your excitement still evident even though you'd just come, and a look in your eyes saying that yes, you wanted more.

I pulled off my sweatshirt up over my head and tossed it on the couch, but very deliberatly left my t shirt on. Then I gripped your shirt at the bottom and pulled it up as you raised your arms, letting me take it off you. Your shirt landed next to mine, and right away my mouth went to one of your nipples. I put my open mouth to you and let my tongue rub over your nipple, feeling its immediate reaction to my touch. I began sucking on it hungrily as it hardened between my lips and heard you let out another moan. Your arms were both around my back, holding me tightly to you. I felt your naked cock under me as I squirmed a bit in your lap. My mouth travelled back up to your neck and I began kissing, sucking it aggressively. I was so hot for you now. I was more than ready.

Again I spoke softly, my breath coming faster, saying, "Why don't we take this into the other room, Mark..Let's go get comfortable, shall we?"

 

[jushorny]

You were turning me on so much, you were so hungry for sex, the lust in your eyes was unbelieveable.

I knew when you asked to fuck me I couldn't say no. I had been fucked once or twice before, usually preferring to top, but you brought out the raw lust in me and I already was feeling the need to have my ass filled.

I squeezed your hard cock, feeling its thickness, "yea, Curt, I want you to fuck me too."

Lifting my arms as you took my shirt off and leaned in for more kissing. My hands roamed over your back, sliding up under your t shirt, feeling the heat of your body. Tonight seemed different in some way. Usually, by now, I would have had you naked, but here I was naked and you still fully clothed. I wasn't sure what it was, but I let you lead, allowing you to decide each step.

I stood as you pulled me up form the sofa, leading me into your bedroom........

 

[4degrees]

I was so turned on that I didn't even wince when your hands slid up the back of my shirt. I was so into sucking on your nip that once I realized where your hands were, I had no idea if they'd gone high enough up my back to detect the ace bandage I'd used to bind my chest with. For just a second, I started to worry that you had. But, after hearing you tell me you wanted to fuck, too, and getting reminded by that look in your eyes that you were as hot for me at this moment that I was for you, I was pretty sure you'd not noticed anything out of the ordinary.

I pulled you up to a standing postion and took you by the hand, leading you into my 'den of iniquity'. We both stepped over to the bed, and I gave you a little push back, indicating for you to make yourself comfortable. You sat on the bed and the scooted up, stretching yourself out on your back. I feasted my eyes upon you in the dim light of my bedroom, and joined you on the bed.

I knew you might think it was weird that I hadn't stripped, but from experience I was pretty sure that by this point, you'd just let me do my thing and not question my method. I hoped. I got on you and began kissing you more, grinding myself against you, letting you feel my hardness through my jeans. Your open mouth sucked my tongue in and we were locked in a long kiss. I took my mouth from yours to say, "Have you had your ass rimmed before? I love doing that...I'd love to suck your ass Mark..Is that cool?" Before you answered I was already sliding my body down yours, getting in between your bare thighs.