I find myself craving a much more intense sub experience.. one lasting for hours or days at a time. Breast bondage, gags, crops, spanking, toys, clamps,,,, blindfolds. An encounter that will leave me sore and aching so that I am constantly reminded. The experience of having no control what so ever. To be someones possession. Something on the edge where what I feel is a mixure of excitement, passion, and fear...