Pain/Fear fetish

[blackfire87]

My fiance and I got some time together last night-since he's leavin the 28th for four weeks for job training- and it was litterally the hottest sex we've had. He took a thick dog collar and put it on my neck and I could tell he was in a dominate mood. He had me undress and told me if I didn't go quick enough I'd get the belt. Needless to say I got the belt a few times xD. He asked me if I was scared yet, I said no so he wacked me with the belt hard and asked me again, and kept asking me until I was flinching and shying away each time he moved(All consensual he just knows what turns me on).

He had me get on my knees and move to the edge of the bed, talking dirty to me telling me how he knew I wanted it because I was so wet before fingering me and then telling me to put my ass in the air and my head on my forearms. He took our purple vibrator and started ramming it in and out of me hard and fast until he had me screaming and shaking, fighting to stay on my knees. Then out of nowhere he started fingering my ass. The pain shocked me, and I pulled away whimpering and telling him it hurt. He took the belt to my back and told me not to disobey again and to stay up.

I slipped a few times I was begging him as he fingered my ass more and I don't even know what I was begging for-more or less. Then the real shocker came as he worked to slip his hard cock into my ass, telling me I'd adjust. Thinking on it now his voice was just hazey background noise as he worked to get me to adjust fully to his cock in me(We'd done anal just one time before and he didn't stay in long). I begged I called him Master I whimpered and writhed underneath him, slipping a few times away from the pain only to get the pleasure of the belt across my back.

As I adjusted he started going fast, one hand controlling the vibrator the other teasing my nipples until it got to one point where he grabbed my shoulders tight and jerked me back into him over and over until I was screaming his name calling him the title he had earned for me over and over. He cummed in my ass, then hit me harder and harder with the belt for the times I had fallen down until I was sobbing on the bed.

He told me to roll over and then had me wipe my tears on the head of the dildo and start to fuck myself with it, if I slowed he told me he would hit me. He kept circling me, talking calmly to me hitting me with the belt as needed when I faltered as I cried out I was sorry for disobeying him. I'll finish when I get back I have to go do something but I'd love to know if anyone else has thrills like this.

Back from what I had to do so I'll finish up. He told me that I should be apologizing to the bruises I'd have tomorrow(today now), not to him as he calmly drank a drink and watched me struggling to continue thrusting the vibrator in and out of me at the pace he wanted me to go. Finally he felt satisfied enough with my performance that he let me stop and my arms just kind of dropped from exhaustion and I just laid there with the vibrator between my legs. He decided he wanted to snap a picture, and then wandered off to do something.

In the shower afterwards he loved me enough to help me wash my hair and body, and today I've just been in this mindless haze of afterpleasure. He truly is my Dominate and my Master when it comes to our lovemaking. I'm also wanting him to read this so he understands how insanely pleased I was from last night.

 

[dirtybelle]

HoT!

Sounds like fun!

 

[sweepthefloor]

I like the belt whipping parts and the: "I don't even know what I was begging for" part.

 

[Notsogentleman]

Excellent post. You man gets my mark of approval, which I do not give out easily.

 

[blackfire87]

Thank you, I love him very much and he knows everything to do to set me on fire. I love it when he takes control. I've been pretty much begging for him to tie me up tonight and do something similar to last night. I bounce back pretty fast from near anything he does, and I would be happy with sex every few hours xD. It's funny because he used to be worried to give into his darker urges because his ex's were a bunch of pussys, but I can take anything he's dished out so far and want more

 

[ponysslave]

Sexy and I know it...ba ba da da da da da da.

 

[Tryharder62]

Very erotic. Love it!

 

[blackfire87]

Apparently I may get something tonight . If I do I'll post

 

[blackfire87]

Sooo I did get something last night. I'll post what I can but a lot of it is a blur lol. He started out by tying my hands together with a tie, then blindfolded me. He started telling me my other senses would be hightened, then grabbed a belt from off to the side and hit me with it. After a few moments he rushed forward and grabbed my throat(dog collar strapped on nicely) and pushed me back onto the bed. He then proceeded to whip me with the belt and here's where it gets hazey-he may need to come on and post the in between for me, I'll ask him to when he gets home- At some point he pushed the vibrator into me and started teasing my nipples with his tongue and teeth. Then he tried something new and it was intense. He slipped his fingers into my already filled pussy and started widening me, stretching me open.

All the while he continued to taunt me in the usual manner, distracting me until he slipped his cock into my cunt stretching me farther than I've ever been stretched. He taunted me saying he loved that I could take two in me his teeth on my body his fingers on my breasts, then the haze kicks in again. He makes me edge to the end of the bed then makes me suck his wonderful shaft while pushing the vibrator in and out with still tied hands. I want to say he struck me with the belt a few times here but I can't quite remember.

Then he had me lay back again and continue struggling to manipulate the vibrator in and out of myself with my wrists tightly bound together. I was struck several times, the belt teasing my nipples until finally he pulled the blindfold up enough for me to see him leaning over me beside my head, vigorisly stroking himself and all I could do was stare up into his wonderful eyes as he cummed all over my face. He then moved the blindfold down covering my cumfilled eyes and upper face as he proceeded to whip me mercilessly for not going fast enough with the vibrator.

He had me roll over onto my back, whipping me again and again telling me he hated having to punish me and making me apologize for disobeying and failing at such a simple task. I was writhing, struggling to move and not to move since that would be disobeying my wonderful Master. He finished and handed me something to clean up with, leaving the vibrator in me and gently unbinding my hands as he talked soothingly to me, showing me video he had taken of the discipline and then helping to get in the shower. He left to grab us towels and told me to put the vibrator in and wait.

I did as told standing under the hot water, one leg propped up on one of the shower seats, letting it hit all the bruises and welts that had raised on my body from the force of his blows. He came back and got in, then proceded to start thrusting in and out of me so fast that I had to cling to him for support since my legs were already shakey and weak. Again-fuzzy part he'll have to fill in for me- until he stopped and we proceeded to shower. I started shaving my legs and said something smart ass like we normally joke around, but he was apparently still in his full Dom mood.

So bad idea. He grabbed our toy and forced it into me while I was bent over, then proceeded to ram it in and out as fast and hard as he could, as he took to slapping my back with his hands, telling me I don't get to tell him what he cannot do, I am his Pet, he is my Master. I was clinging to the shower door handle at this point, crying out apologizing agreeing. He became satisfied again and told me to wash up. I was so shakey I could only stand under the water, so he took over and washed my hair for me, after conditioning he took to gently braiding my hair telling me how beautiful it was and gently taking care of me.

Needless to say it was an awesome night, and my Master is coming more and more into his sadistic side xD. He says we get to go again tonight, so I simply cannot wait until the kids are asleep and we are alone