Hello,
I have decided to give this another go, as I have come a very long way in my time here, and can say with confidence that I know who I am and what I want and need.
My journey into my sexuality and my womanhood has been very fruitful and has brought me to a place of contentment and peace. However, I am still alone. I cannot do the bar scene, I don't go looking, its just not my style. I have met several people here in person, though these are friendships and I am so blessed to have had these opportunities, and one of these guys is now one of my closest friends. *waves* These have been my only outings with members of the opposite sex, and I really want so much more, as they either live a kazillion miles away, or for some other reason, are unavailable to me.
So...I ask you: If you are NOT married, if you do NOT live 200 miles away from me, If you do NOT wish to have an online relationship ONLY, and you DO NOT want a playmate only....then I would like to hear from you.
This "online only" world has tortured me enough...I can only be taken to the edge and left hanging there but so many times.
A little about me....for the most part, I am heterosexual, though curious about many things. Get to know me a bit, and I'll be happy to share a little more about that with you. I am 41, I am a single mom of 2, though their dad is active in their lives. I have been a stay at home mom for 9 years now, and when my children start school this month, I will resume working.
I'm big into music, and am quite the "little rocker", though I enjoy most music. I like to dance, and use it as a form of exercise, particularly erotic dance. I write a little, and have just written my first story, though I have done nothing with it in terms of submitting it here. I am a lover of books and read mostly suspense and true crime stories, and am fascinated by Forensic Sciences.
I love erotica, I am very much into certain types of porn movies, and love HBO and MoreMax "late night" viewing.
Enough said....
I have a genuine clown in me, and appreciate three things most in others, a sense of humor, intellect, and genuineness. (Is that a word???) For me, attraction begins in the mind...therefore its a mental connection that leads to a physical one, and its the emotional that is the icing on the cake, that leads to the mind blowing/ trembling,/shivering sexual encounter we all crave.
I am a temptress and a seductress, a subtle flirt, and quite a tease...its who I am.
I am very wide open, I speak my mind, and I have a very open mind. I love to learn, grow and plan to continue this journey for the rest of my life...thats what life is all about.
Please don't get me wrong...I am looking for friendships, someone to "date", spend time with, and get to know. I don't believe in "instant romance' or "instant relationships". Things take time. Ofcourse I want so much more, but I consider friendship to be a gift.
For those of you along the way that tried to know me better, and became my friends, please know that I enjoyed you immensely. I believe we meet people for a reason, and each of you gave me something precious, and are a very important part of me. I can only hope that I gave you something of merit, in return.
But this ad is about meeting someone in person that lives a bit closer to me, wants friendship and dates, and can spend time with me in the manner I need most. I am alone way too much, I need to get out and do things.
Thank you so much for reading this, I hope I didn't leave you zzzzz~ing.
I have decided to give this another go, as I have come a very long way in my time here, and can say with confidence that I know who I am and what I want and need.
My journey into my sexuality and my womanhood has been very fruitful and has brought me to a place of contentment and peace. However, I am still alone. I cannot do the bar scene, I don't go looking, its just not my style. I have met several people here in person, though these are friendships and I am so blessed to have had these opportunities, and one of these guys is now one of my closest friends. *waves* These have been my only outings with members of the opposite sex, and I really want so much more, as they either live a kazillion miles away, or for some other reason, are unavailable to me.
So...I ask you: If you are NOT married, if you do NOT live 200 miles away from me, If you do NOT wish to have an online relationship ONLY, and you DO NOT want a playmate only....then I would like to hear from you.
This "online only" world has tortured me enough...I can only be taken to the edge and left hanging there but so many times. A little about me....for the most part, I am heterosexual, though curious about many things. Get to know me a bit, and I'll be happy to share a little more about that with you.
I am 41, I am a single mom of 2, though their dad is active in their lives. I have been a stay at home mom for 9 years now, and when my children start school this month, I will resume working. I'm big into music, and am quite the "little rocker", though I enjoy most music. I like to dance, and use it as a form of exercise, particularly erotic dance. I write a little, and have just written my first story, though I have done nothing with it in terms of submitting it here. I am a lover of books and read mostly suspense and true crime stories, and am fascinated by Forensic Sciences.
I love erotica, I am very much into certain types of porn movies, and love HBO and MoreMax "late night" viewing.
Enough said....I have a genuine clown in me, and appreciate three things most in others, a sense of humor, intellect, and genuineness. (Is that a word???) For me, attraction begins in the mind...therefore its a mental connection that leads to a physical one, and its the emotional that is the icing on the cake, that leads to the mind blowing/ trembling,/shivering sexual encounter we all crave.
I am a temptress and a seductress, a subtle flirt, and quite a tease...its who I am.
I am very wide open, I speak my mind, and I have a very open mind. I love to learn, grow and plan to continue this journey for the rest of my life...thats what life is all about.
Please don't get me wrong...I am looking for friendships, someone to "date", spend time with, and get to know. I don't believe in "instant romance' or "instant relationships". Things take time.
Ofcourse I want so much more, but I consider friendship to be a gift.For those of you along the way that tried to know me better, and became my friends, please know that I enjoyed you immensely. I believe we meet people for a reason, and each of you gave me something precious, and are a very important part of me. I can only hope that I gave you something of merit, in return.
But this ad is about meeting someone in person that lives a bit closer to me, wants friendship and dates, and can spend time with me in the manner I need most. I am alone way too much, I need to get out and do things.
Thank you so much for reading this, I hope I didn't leave you zzzzz~ing.
