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Really Experienced
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...I am SuperKinkyMan!!
OK, maybe that is abit dumb, but let me explain why I am posting.
I am male), 45, and am married to a woman that is not very sexual at all. I, on the other hand, have a kinky streak a mile wide. It goes back to my childhood, probably, as I have memories of doing sexually adventurous things even as a young boy.
The older I got, the more varied my sexual interests became. Without providing an outline of my sexual growth, I'll just say that here, as a 45 year old, I have realized that there is a VERY large part of me that is very fulfilled by being submissive.
I have had a few online-only experiences with a domme and found it extremely fulfilling for me. For several reasons. First, I loved knowing that a woman was deriving some sort of pleasure knowing that I was serving her. Second, I found that I adored looking forward to serving her. She would assign me tasks and require me to take pics of myself performing the task. I relished thinking about the task, planning it, savoring it, and performing it. Finally, I realized that giving a part of myself over to another filled a HUGE hole inside of me. I have this need to be sub, and serving filled that whole.
All in all, I believe it fulfilled something in both of us. And that was very satisfying.
Well, the hole is still there, and I am hoping that someone reaches out to me with the same needs.
Thank you for reading!
OK, maybe that is abit dumb, but let me explain why I am posting.
I am male), 45, and am married to a woman that is not very sexual at all. I, on the other hand, have a kinky streak a mile wide. It goes back to my childhood, probably, as I have memories of doing sexually adventurous things even as a young boy.
The older I got, the more varied my sexual interests became. Without providing an outline of my sexual growth, I'll just say that here, as a 45 year old, I have realized that there is a VERY large part of me that is very fulfilled by being submissive.
I have had a few online-only experiences with a domme and found it extremely fulfilling for me. For several reasons. First, I loved knowing that a woman was deriving some sort of pleasure knowing that I was serving her. Second, I found that I adored looking forward to serving her. She would assign me tasks and require me to take pics of myself performing the task. I relished thinking about the task, planning it, savoring it, and performing it. Finally, I realized that giving a part of myself over to another filled a HUGE hole inside of me. I have this need to be sub, and serving filled that whole.
All in all, I believe it fulfilled something in both of us. And that was very satisfying.
Well, the hole is still there, and I am hoping that someone reaches out to me with the same needs.
Thank you for reading!
