R Nitelight
Her Rock
- Joined
- Sep 10, 2000
- Posts
- 10,003
I'm a rather insignificant person.
No wife. No children. No lover. Good friends scattered all across the country with little time for me. Career stalled. No future. No hopes. No dreams.
No one to really care if I lived or died.
Then I got a computer. To help me with my writing, I insisted. The internet is a great tool for research, right?
Well, it certainly is. I used it to research two of my greatest interests: baseball and porn.
While researching porn, I stumbled across a little site called Literotica. For a while, I just read the stories, but eventually I found the Board.
The Board that changed my life.
I started slowly. It's hard to believe when you look at the date I joined and then look at my astronomical post total, but it was a couple of posts a day for about a month. But I noticed something pretty quickly. People liked me. I had found some new friends. I had found a place where I fit in.
Pretty good. I had some fun. But then, on a slow Friday night, I got bored and I started to click on the Personals page and flirt with the newbies.
Then one of the newbies started flirting back. Her name was BlondeBeauty.
To this day, I can't explain how we found each other, but find each other we did. We became friends - the only thing we could be at the time - but then things changed, feelings grew, and love bloomed.
Suddenly, there was someone who cared if I lived or died.
She's been gone for close to two weeks, and she'll be gone for another two. I haven't been in touch with her, so I don't know if her feelings have changed. Mine haven't.
I don't know what the future holds, but at least I know there is a future. I've been filled with a desire to succeed. Failure never bothered me much. When I failed, I only hurt myself. But now when I fail, I hurt her, and that is utterly unacceptable.
I don't know what the future holds for us. The odds are stacked against us. But who ever said life was easy? We've got a chance at something deep and lasting. What more can you ask for?
So here I am, surrounded by my new friends. Let us raise a glass, and drink a toast:
"To Life, To Love, And To The Infinite Possibilities"
Forgive me, and thank you for indulging me. I tend to ramble a bit when I'm in my cups.
Have a Merry Christmas, and a Happy and Healthy New Year. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you have given me.
No wife. No children. No lover. Good friends scattered all across the country with little time for me. Career stalled. No future. No hopes. No dreams.
No one to really care if I lived or died.
Then I got a computer. To help me with my writing, I insisted. The internet is a great tool for research, right?
Well, it certainly is. I used it to research two of my greatest interests: baseball and porn.
While researching porn, I stumbled across a little site called Literotica. For a while, I just read the stories, but eventually I found the Board.
The Board that changed my life.
I started slowly. It's hard to believe when you look at the date I joined and then look at my astronomical post total, but it was a couple of posts a day for about a month. But I noticed something pretty quickly. People liked me. I had found some new friends. I had found a place where I fit in.
Pretty good. I had some fun. But then, on a slow Friday night, I got bored and I started to click on the Personals page and flirt with the newbies.
Then one of the newbies started flirting back. Her name was BlondeBeauty.
To this day, I can't explain how we found each other, but find each other we did. We became friends - the only thing we could be at the time - but then things changed, feelings grew, and love bloomed.
Suddenly, there was someone who cared if I lived or died.
She's been gone for close to two weeks, and she'll be gone for another two. I haven't been in touch with her, so I don't know if her feelings have changed. Mine haven't.
I don't know what the future holds, but at least I know there is a future. I've been filled with a desire to succeed. Failure never bothered me much. When I failed, I only hurt myself. But now when I fail, I hurt her, and that is utterly unacceptable.
I don't know what the future holds for us. The odds are stacked against us. But who ever said life was easy? We've got a chance at something deep and lasting. What more can you ask for?
So here I am, surrounded by my new friends. Let us raise a glass, and drink a toast:
"To Life, To Love, And To The Infinite Possibilities"
Forgive me, and thank you for indulging me. I tend to ramble a bit when I'm in my cups.
Have a Merry Christmas, and a Happy and Healthy New Year. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything you have given me.
