nightmistress
Goddess Rising
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I think that since she caused such a fuss yesterday that I should all show you guys the note I found on my bedroom door this morning when I woke up.
"Dear Vixen,
Looking over the things that happened yesterday I see how immature I really am. I'm sorry I got involved with something that you had completely under control. I'm sorry I turned my pain and hurt into rage and said it was yours. I'm sorry I lashed out at somebody who I know now didn't deserve it. I know better now. You see when I came back from Paris, I expected everything to be the way it was the day I left. But it wasn't. You had changed into this wild starry eyed beautiful gothic rebel. I didn't know you anymore. The happy carefree nature girl I knew was gone. It broke my heart because that was the you I fell in love with two years ago. That was the you I expected to fix things when I came back, but you didn't. We drifted apart. You remember the boy I brought back with me? Well Vixen, I guess this is as good a time as any to tell you that he is my son. That is why I went to Paris, because I got pregnant. That is not my last bit of into to tell you either. I'm pregnant again and I'm leaving. Not only the board but the country as well and this time, I won't be back. I hope you understand. I just can't hold onto you anymore. It's time I set you free. You deserve the beast and I hope with all my heart that you will find it.
All my love,
Ophelia (nightblaze)"
"Dear Vixen,
Looking over the things that happened yesterday I see how immature I really am. I'm sorry I got involved with something that you had completely under control. I'm sorry I turned my pain and hurt into rage and said it was yours. I'm sorry I lashed out at somebody who I know now didn't deserve it. I know better now. You see when I came back from Paris, I expected everything to be the way it was the day I left. But it wasn't. You had changed into this wild starry eyed beautiful gothic rebel. I didn't know you anymore. The happy carefree nature girl I knew was gone. It broke my heart because that was the you I fell in love with two years ago. That was the you I expected to fix things when I came back, but you didn't. We drifted apart. You remember the boy I brought back with me? Well Vixen, I guess this is as good a time as any to tell you that he is my son. That is why I went to Paris, because I got pregnant. That is not my last bit of into to tell you either. I'm pregnant again and I'm leaving. Not only the board but the country as well and this time, I won't be back. I hope you understand. I just can't hold onto you anymore. It's time I set you free. You deserve the beast and I hope with all my heart that you will find it.
All my love,
Ophelia (nightblaze)"