Hello,
I'm excited to have found this forum and resource. I'm Mazekat, 35, mom to 2, nurse and student. I enjoy photography and creative writing.
My bf and I started exploring BDSM as a natural progression of our bedroom play and an interest in bioenergetics and moving energy/emotional blocks. Neither of us were consciously seeking it out, it just kind of happened.
Physical pain and being restrained brings me to a place where I can explore and experience all those vulnerable emotions I've kept behind a huge wall. I am used to being fiercely independent and have always been guarded in love. BDSM is breaking down all kinds of walls, but it's not easy. It's challenging emotional work. I am in the process of becoming fully submissive, and Master is enjoying exploring his masculine energy and nature. I am given daily tasks and chores, as well as discipline for noncompliance. We are growing in this together. More than a sexual experience, this has been a spiritual experience.
Writing has always been a passion of mine. Usually I journal, write personal essays and memoirs, and poetry. Some short fiction. However, lately I've been challenging myself to write more sexy short stories. It's not easy!!! But so much fun
Oh, and a quick question. How do I put up an avatar pic?
I'm excited to have found this forum and resource. I'm Mazekat, 35, mom to 2, nurse and student. I enjoy photography and creative writing.
My bf and I started exploring BDSM as a natural progression of our bedroom play and an interest in bioenergetics and moving energy/emotional blocks. Neither of us were consciously seeking it out, it just kind of happened.
Physical pain and being restrained brings me to a place where I can explore and experience all those vulnerable emotions I've kept behind a huge wall. I am used to being fiercely independent and have always been guarded in love. BDSM is breaking down all kinds of walls, but it's not easy. It's challenging emotional work. I am in the process of becoming fully submissive, and Master is enjoying exploring his masculine energy and nature. I am given daily tasks and chores, as well as discipline for noncompliance. We are growing in this together. More than a sexual experience, this has been a spiritual experience.
Writing has always been a passion of mine. Usually I journal, write personal essays and memoirs, and poetry. Some short fiction. However, lately I've been challenging myself to write more sexy short stories. It's not easy!!! But so much fun
Oh, and a quick question. How do I put up an avatar pic?
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