New name, new thread, still seeking my submissive One

[BlueEyesEternal]

Analogy is an excellent teaching tool. It helps us to examine complex situations by simplifying them into everyday situations. Relationships are one of the most confusing, confounding, frustrating, etc etc situations we face in our lifetimes. I knew I was planning to write a personal today, but I was having trouble finding an interesting "hook." It finally came to me this morning through some act of fate, chance, or divine intervention.

Typically, my first act after upon awaking is a nice leisurely stretch. Today, however, I was very frustrated to notice that my right arm was completely numb. I had been having one of the coolest dreams of my life (a story for another time), and I had somehow managed to severely cut off my blood circulation. It was a good several minutes before I could do anything but swing my arm around like a club, and about half a hour before feeling returned to normal.

The frustrating part of having a numb limb, is that you don't lose sensation completely, so you know it's still there. Everything is where it should be, you haven't lost the limb, but you don't have access to it. It's like your body is OK with 90% of you, but rejects 10% because it finds it disagreeable for whatever reason. Thankfully, with time, my body was able to accept all of limbs again, and I'm happily typing to you with both hands equally

Have you ever been in a relationship with someone you loved very much, wanted to be with, but whom couldn't let you truly and fully be yourself? Have they told you they loved most of you, but you would have to sacrifice a major part of yourself because they wanted no part of it? I know I've been there, and it's why none of the relationships I've had in the past have been able to last.

I am seeking my submissive One. I might joke about lusting after a harem of women, and I do enjoy playing with others, but my heart longs to connect deeply with a single individual.

I need the freedom to take as much as I want and the freedom to give as much as I want. I am very affectionate and love holding hands, cuddles, massages, stroking hair, and loving fondles. I also enjoy my sadistic side. I enjoy restraining you to use you as a tool for my pleasure and satisfaction. I enjoy putting you in humiliating situations and getting you to admit what a complete cum slut you are.

It makes me smile to look into your tear-streaked eyes, face red and covered in saliva, my cock being shoved into your throat. I know if I ask if I should stop, you would beg me for more. You are exactly where you want to be, doing exactly what you want to do.

You love my kindness and understanding. My patience for your imperfections and willingness to correct you time and time again. You love the tender moments we share as much as the brutal ones. You want me to experience everything I desire, because in doing so, it brings you all the things you desire as well. You like that I appreciate your service and keep you close whether you are given a task to do, or are simply around for the company. You are always excited to have discussions with me, because even if I have a final say, you know I listen to your thoughts and respect your opinions.

I realize that most of you reading this are living far away. It would be great if you happen to be local, but I'm interested in finding my someone even if it starts as a LDR until such time as one of us can fully transition into each others lives. I'm not too particular about age, but I'm afraid I have to mention body size as a restriction. If you aren't the cute petite type of woman feel free to flirt and be my friend, but I'm ideally looking for a B or C cup in my life partner. With that said, don't be shy...I promise I bite

 

[BlueEyesEternal]

Bumping back to page 1. I hope everyone is having a great week so far

 

[Loose_by_name]

what a great way to start my weekend - if only YOU were local - alas we are oceans apart But I agree passion definitely rules reason - hope you find your submissive One



Good Luck

Lucy

 

[BlueEyesEternal]

Visiting Australia is on my to-do list, but it won't be happening any time soon sadly. Thanks for the thought though Lucy

 

[pink]

May you find what you're looking for.

 

[BlueEyesEternal]

May you find what you're looking for.

Thank you Pink...I've enjoyed your PM's, even if you only want me for my eye's May you find what you seek as well.

 

[crystal_clear1000]

I wish you well with your search.

 

[BlueEyesEternal]

I thank everyone for the bumps I'm not a published Lit writer, but I'm working on a little something something. Please forgive any grammar errors, but it makes for a nice bump. Part 1 of a story I'm working on...

Joy hung up the phone. Five minutes. He said he’d be here in just five more minutes! She quickly checked herself in the mirror. Standing about 5’8 in her black 3-inch heels, she looked with deep brown eyes at the reflection of her womanly body. Dark blond hair cascaded down towards where her ample breasts began. She wore a smart navy colored pencil skirt-suit. He had wanted her to present herself in business attire to see what the world saw her as, so that he could literally unleash her inner slut.

She nervously adjusted her cream silk camisole and bra. He had ordered her to make sure she looked completely normal despite the little “toy” she would be hiding underneath. Joy knew she was a pain-slut, but wasn’t used to putting on clover nipple clamps on herself before any warm-up play had begun. She had tried to prepare herself by rubbing and kneading her breasts for a few minutes before pinching them herself as long as she could manage, but the pain was still so intense she still had to grit her teeth while it took her breath away.

Joy was shaking with anticipation and a bit of pain, but she knew she had prepared and quickly made sure the front door was unlocked. She kneeled down a bit behind where the door would swing open. There was to be no knock on the door, no ringing of the doorbell. She was instructed to be ready and waiting when He arrived.

She heard the sound tires crunching gravel as a car approached and parked outside her home. Joy had her own home on over an acre of land, so she didn’t get any traffic that wasn’t intended. Time passed. “God those clamps hurt…” More time passes. “My knees are starting to kill me on this hardwood floor…” More time passes. “He said five minutes! This feels like five hours! God it hurts and I’m practically drooling in anticipation in more ways than one…What is he doing!?”

Finally, the door opened and Michael stepped in. He closed the door and there was silence. His boots made loud *THUD* sounds as he walked around her. Her eyes were downcast per previous instructions, but she could hardly wait to look into his beautiful blue eyes.

She heard a creasing sound from his pressed pants as he bent down above her. A sudden pressure gripped her throat as she was forced to stand. Immediately, she was forced backwards, hand encircling her throat, until she was forced back into the nearest wall. Her eyes quickly looked up in fright and she found Michael’s eyes staring back. His right hand slid behind her head and gripped Joy’s hair fiercely. His body pressing tightly against her, forcing her against the wall as he slowly, deeply embraced her lips with his own.

The next few minutes were a blur for Joy. The pain from her nipples, the pleasure from her lips…His hands roaming across her body…She panted, she saw white, she couldn’t bare to leave his lips…until… He pulled back and said, “Breathe.”

Joy gasped for air. She hadn’t realized she was holding her breath the entire time. She shook her head a bit and weakly smiled. Then she smiled with all of her might and secretly made Him respond in kind.

“Hello, pet” he said. “Hello, Sir” she replied.

I stopped by your neighbors’ homes before coming here. I know you have a big property, but the more you know the more control you have. No one answered when I rang the doorbell at the neighbor to your right’s place. The one to your left had a lot of dogs barking, but they were home. I don’t think there will be any problems since the Maple Tree is pretty away from them. I took a few minutes to scout the area *wink*

“Is everything ready? If so, let’s get started…” He commanded with a sly grin.

Joy was eager to please and even more eager to get the clamps off of her nipples. It was beginning to seriously hurt and needed removal sooner rather than later. They went to the back door, and he held it open while she picked up the chain and cuffs. They walked for several minutes until they came upon a large Maple Tree...