new and sick about it

[horsie_gurl]

Recently i was hanging out with my girl friends and one in particular i have had a crush on for over a year. I'm terrible at saying things like this outloud so i text her on my phone and explain. All week, since i knew i was going to see her, i had planned on telling her what i really felt. I just had to let her know. So i told her that i think i may be bi. She replied with a smile and said that she had a girl crush on me. All night we texted back and forth, no one around us knew...or said anything. So, now. A week later we are dating. If that seems rushed just keep in mind we have known each other for many years now. Its just that revealing how i feel and being with a girl is completely new to me. The first few days i felt nausea and cried a lot, because i was scared of what i had done. I'm a little more comfortable with the idea now. What I want more than anything is a sexual experience with her, but im so scared of the idea, it remains just a fantasy of mine.

 

[HeavenCanWait]

you're certainly doing things the best way round in my opinion. If you build a good relationship with her trhough dating, then the sex will come, and it will be fantastic!

I always manage to get the sex, but never manage to be rbave enough to go for a same sex relationship. Kudos to you, and good luck.

PM me if you want to chat some more

 

[Tymeless]

goodluck and just wait it out and things will happen naturally!

 

[sparkzzz]

Recently i was hanging out with my girl friends and one in particular i have had a crush on for over a year. I'm terrible at saying things like this outloud so i text her on my phone and explain. All week, since i knew i was going to see her, i had planned on telling her what i really felt. I just had to let her know. So i told her that i think i may be bi. She replied with a smile and said that she had a girl crush on me. All night we texted back and forth, no one around us knew...or said anything. So, now. A week later we are dating. If that seems rushed just keep in mind we have known each other for many years now. Its just that revealing how i feel and being with a girl is completely new to me. The first few days i felt nausea and cried a lot, because i was scared of what i had done. I'm a little more comfortable with the idea now. What I want more than anything is a sexual experience with her, but im so scared of the idea, it remains just a fantasy of mine.

I think it's normal to be hesitant, since you're still testing the waters at this stage. You don't have to rush things, take it one step at a time. Who knows, your friend might be feeling the same way. There's always time to let things develop.

 

[horsie_gurl]

thanks

Thanks guys for all your support. It really helps. I dont feel so awkward about what i was feeling