Never the Same (Closed for silverchild_24)

[Mhorashty]

Zander Keats pulled his beat up old Chevy onto the street that brought more childhood memories to him, then any other he would ever come across in his life. He spent twelve years living in the house that he was slowly driving towards now. The snow had been falling for at least an hour, maybe two. The bed of his truck was blanketed in white, as were the roads and lawns of the little suburban street. Even with his high beams on, and his wind shield wipers and defrosters on high this street was still brutal in the snow.

He pulled his truck into the drive way and killed the engine. He watched as more flakes of snow fell from the heavens, hitting his wind shield and melting. There were almost no lights on in the house. Only one car in the drive, and maybe one in the garage, but he couldn't tell from here. He wasn't supposed to show up for another two days, but things had started to get heavy with the drama back at school, so he figured screw it and left early. Which turned out to be a good thing, because it seemed to him that this snow had no intention of letting up any time soon. He shouldered his back pack, as well as bag of laundry and opened the truck door. He stepped out onto the snow coated drive and trudged up to the steps after shutting the door of his truck. He pulled out his keys and began unlocking the door. The look of surprise on his mother's face would be priceless. Two extra days she would have to squeeze him for information. To dote upon him relentlessly. To comment on how thin he'd gotten at school, and how much older he looked.

He had changed a bit. The slightly over weight, underconfident, oafish teen had transformed in four months away from the sheltered life at home. Working out with the soccer and football teams had turned that fat into muscle. His confidence tripled once he'd lost his virginity... and he no longer seemed like the uncool, oafish kid that they had dropped off back in August. He kicked some of the snow off his boots and pushed the door open...

 

[silverchild_24]

Emma

Emma Keats was upstairs in her room just reading a book pasting the time or at least trying to but the snow kept getting her attention making her stare out of her window for long periods of time, daydreams seemed to be overtaking her one at a time for she was growing restless within the walls of that house. The noise downstairs wouldn't be paid any attention to since it might have been her parents yelling at the t.v. once more since the football game was on, feet would be curled up underneath her just a bit before she went back to staring out of the window at the blanket of snow that had gathered within the last few hours.

In 2 days time her brother would be home once more back from college for the first time since he left her here about 4 months ago, she was beginning to miss him even through he ignored her all of the time while growing up. He might be shocked to see she had grown almost as if over night for her legs were much longer and hips seemed to be so curved that everyone always seemed to be trying to get at her these days, she looked like her mother that much was for sure when someone would look at the old modeling pictures her mother had done. A sigh would escape her lips as she was growing so bored and was suddenly longing for a bit of homework to do.

 

[Mhorashty]

Zander

Zander walked into the foyer and looked around. It seemed as if the house was empty. Devoid of people. He shook his head and sighed to himself for a moment, knowing his parents they were taking a last minute shopping trip for emergency supplies. The essentials bread, milk, water, a new shovel or two, some salt to melt the ice. He dropped his school bag and laundry bag at the foot of the stairs, kicked off his boots and started up the stairs. As he reached the top he saw a shaft of light falling from his sisters room and smiled to himself he strolled over and pushed the door open slightly, and was amazed at what was laying sprawled on the bed before him.

She had certainly changed from the freckled, wiry, annoying little kid that lived down the hall from him for just over 18 years. He caught himself staring at her, and shrugged to himself, reasoning that why should he be surprised when he himself had changed so much over the last few months. He had grown a lot in the time spent away from the shelter of his Christian home.

He cleared his throat and said with that new found confidence, "Hey Em, whatchya readin'? Anything good?"

 

[silverchild_24]

Emma

"Hey Em, whatchya readin'? Anything good?" she heard making her jump up off of her bed and stare at her brother for a moment not believing that he was the same person. "Zander.. you're home early..How are you.." she ask before moving to hug her brother tightly, chest pressed tightly against his chest while arms wrap about his neck. "I missed you so much.." she breathed into his ear before pulling away slowly looking a bit embarassed by her actions when after this he would just ignore her once more till he left.

She would listen to him while leaning back against the wall placing her hands on her hips and staring out at the snow once more going back into her own little dream land not listening to him much longer.

 

[Mhorashty]

He laughed and squeezed her tightly. "So it would seem that I'm not the only one who's done some changing over the last couple of months. I'm doing good. College is a lot different than home, but in a good way... How's everything been back here? Looks like Mom and Dad went out for supplies and haven't come back yet? How's school? How are things with your friends?" He had so many questions for the girl he'd never realized he'd miss until he was gone. He watched her lean back and stare out the window, his eyes drawn out to the falling snow, and then slowly back to her as her hands found her hips. He stared at her for a few moments longer and as he noticed her attention starting to drift said, "If I'm keeping you from something, I can go get settled in..."

 

[silverchild_24]

Emma

"What.." she whispered softly slowly coming out of the daze she had drifted into without meaning to. "No you're fine.. are you still going to believe that lie about friends Zan.. come now you and I both know that Mom and Dad always push them away.. they want us close to no one at all.." she said softly before turning her back to him. Arms would wrap around herself tightly as the chill in her room was beginning to get to her just a bit too much. "Zan I am happy for you but why did you have to leave me here alone with them.." was asked in a way that she knew she would never get a real answer out of him at least not this day..

 

[Mhorashty]

Sorry

He stepped over to her and wrapped his muscular arms around her and held her chilly body close to his, a frown apparent. "You know I had to go. I had too, I couldn't get my education here at a community school. Especially not with a specialized degree like mine." It was the reason he's always told himself when he thought about it. He had no idea what things were like for her hear, alone with their parents. Stuffing their religion, their beliefs, their ways on her, especially not with him here. He shook his head and sighed. He was sorry to leave her...

 

[silverchild_24]

Emma

He left her alone with them, they were the ones she hated and she couldn't wait to leave also or at least move out of this placed called home that was more like a certain kind of hell not to be wished upon anyone. School, church, family were all always pressed upon her and the only thing of the three she liked was school since it allowed her to dream even if it was just a little bit.

She felt his arms move around her drawing her close to him listening as he spoke, for he knew what it was like that's why he left in the first place and here she was trying to pin the blame upon him. "I am sorry I know..You had to go at least your dreams are finally becoming a reality Zan the way you always wanted it to be.." she whispered softly before pulling back away from him just staring wondering why he looked so older, wiser in a way the kind of way she looked at older men she longed to be with.

 

[Mhorashty]

He looked down into her eyes and caressed her cheek with his thumb, brushing a strand of hair away from her face so he could see her eyes clearly. He knew the hell the was enduring. He'd endured it before her, the first child, the son, the one who was supposed to carry on family tradition. The one who the house would be left too, the house he never wanted in the town he could never forget. He sighed and shook his head, his voice was full of confidence, and sadness, "You can do this, Em. Your strong. You've got less than a year left. I know you can do this."

He pressed his lips to her forehead and held her tight. Close. Protectively. "If your grades are the same as they were last year you'll get a full scholarship to any school in the country. You'll be able to get as far away from them as you can... and you'll never be forced to come back. Your dreams will come true too, just wait..." He let her go and turned back towards the door, a small smile playing across his handsome features. "Besides, with me back for a month, mom will be focused on me." He gave her a wink and walked out of her room, heading down to his own. He opened the door and walked in. It was exactly how it was when he left, with one small exception. A bible had been placed on his pillow, book marks sticking out all over the place. Passages, undoubtly talking about sin, and fire, and brimstone... He picked the bible up and threw it onto an end table before peeling his jacket off and throwing it in a chair.

He stripped down out of all but his boxers and flopped down on the bed, glad to be out of the clothes he'd been trapped in for more than a day while driving.

 

[silverchild_24]

Emma

The feeling of his lips upon her forhead was like that of no other for it sent a shiver down her spine, he let her go and left her alone within that room leaving her to think about what he had just said. Slowly she would sit down upon her bed before pulling off her shirt and jean revealing black laced boy shorts with a matching bra. For a moment she sat there thinking about taking a shower before getting up and heading down the hall.

The door was opened and closed silently before turning on the water and just letting it run while leaning against the wall staring at herself in the mirror wondering what she would do after she got out of this place...

 

[Mhorashty]

Relaxing

Zander rolled onto his side for a moment and opened his window. He could feel the cold night air roll across his body. He then laid back and laced his fingers behind his head and closed his eyes. He breathed deep the mingled scents of home, pine, and cold. He frowned a little and opened his eyes again. He looked around the room and stood swiftly. He started going around the room, pulling things down. A picture of Jesus, a crucifix, a few pictures from family vacations, a rosary, all things that tied this room in this house to the family he didn't want. The only two pictures that remained were the picture of Em and him after she was born, and another picture of them at a religious retreat. He shoved all the other things, and the bible into an empty drawer and turned his TV on.

He then returned to his bed and slid under the covers, turning to watch the flickering box that was now the only light in his room.

 

[silverchild_24]

Wonder

Her shower would be taken, letting the water wash over her and wash away the feeling that were inside of her all but one for the time being. The water would be turned off and she would step out slowly reaching for a towel and covering herself before opening the door and walking down the hallway to see a glowing light coming from Zander's room.

Slowly she would poke her head into his room holding her towel tightly around her, "..You're not going to sleep now are you..it's so early still.." she said softly before taking a step more into his room, just watching him underneath his sheet with what looked like nothing on, she knew that she needed to leave that she couldn't trust herself with him..

 

[Mhorashty]

the Game

He laughed and sat up, the sheet falling down away from his body, revealing muscle and tone that he hadn't had before he left. He closed the window down some, leaving it open a crack so a small wintry breeze still blew in. "Nah. Just watching some hockey and trying to relax. I really ought to start a load of laundry, I just can't find the motivation."

He patted a spot on the bed for her to come sit with him. He licked his lips, his eyes flicking to the hockey game for a moment, "If you wanted to keep talking you can shut the game off." He couldn't help but stare at her water slick form, and admire some of it's finer attributes. He ran a hand through short hair and then laid back down on his side, looking at her, propping his head up on his hand.

 

[silverchild_24]

"I could start a load of clothes for you Zan.. if you would like, I didn't mean to bother you.." she whispered softly looking away from him. His chest was exposed making her nipples harden just thinking about how she could touch him but she wouldn't she knew this was so wrong to feel this way towards him. Slowly she moved to sit down upon his bed at the spot he had pointed out for her, towel would be held even tighter against her body now.

"maybe I should come back after we both get dressed.." she whispered softly as her eyes looked to him for just a moment while her thighs tighten just a bit trying to hold back the thoughts that seemed to be getting her just a bit excited.

 

[Mhorashty]

He couldn't help but smile and shake his head slightly. "No, there's no need for that. You shouldn't be doing laundry for me." He looked at her as she sat beside him. His body was close to her, he didn't seem to notice the effects he was having on her. He just felt really bad for having not defended her against their parents or trying to shelter her from them. He could feel their bond strengthening and wanted that bond to continue to grow.

"I wasn't really planning on putting any other clothes on. I have a pair of boxers on," He pulled back the sheets and revealed the rest of his hardened stomach and toned body to her. As well as the pair of winter camouflaged boxers he was wearing. "but if you want to get dressed and come back your more than welcome to do that. I really feel as if we have a lot of catching up to do..."

 

[silverchild_24]

Emma

She watched him pulled the covers back revealing his boxers to her causing her to bite down upon her lower lip and look away for a moment or two before looking back at his face refusing to look down again. "..I am fine..but I am more than willing to do your laundry for you Zan, I do it for everyone else it gives me something to do..you know that.." she whispered softly. Towel would be held tightly knowing it couldn't fall not when she was like this longing for him so much yet she knew she would never have him it just couldn't happen.

She continued to watch him while looking to his window ever so often, "..What is it we need to catch up on..?"

 

[Mhorashty]

"Everything. I feel like I've abandoned you, and truth be told.. I never realized how much I would miss you until you were no longer near me." He didn't look at her when he said it. He felt like a bad brother. He was never overly concerned about her. She had always seemed like she would be able to take care of herself if need be.

He looked up at her and offered her a small smile. "Em, I really feel like I've been a horrible older brother to you and I'd really like to change that..."

 

[silverchild_24]

"You didn't abandon me at all it was your time to grow up and move onward towards bigger and better things like college, going towards your dream you needed to do that Zan and I hold nothing against you for that. I missed you too and just because you miss me now doesn't mean you need to give things up if that is what you are getting at.." she said just watching him for a moment before looking away from him and listening. "You were never horrible and I understand it's alright you owe me nothing not now nor ever.. I would give you a hug to let you know that everything is alright but I can't right now"she said before looking away from him and then standing up carefully so her towel wouldn't be lost blushing just a bit.

Over to his window she would walk just staring out pondering to herself knowing she needed to leave his room and get dress but she did want to be closer to him more than he would ever really know.

 

[Mhorashty]

Shadows

He watched as she walked to the window and he stood silently. He stood behind her and slipped his arms about her, hugging her tightly to his chest from behind, "You can always hug me. No matter what, Em." He kissed her cheek and stared out into the snowy night, holding her close her damp body against his warm dry form.

"I'm really glad you feel that way... things will be better. You'll see... things will be a lot better. It will just take some time."

 

[silverchild_24]

Watching the snow fall she would feel her brother move behind her pulling her form to his own, a soft gasp would fall from her lips as she wasn't aware he would do such a bold thing not while in this state it went against everything they had both been taught. Lips would be pressed to her cheek sending a chill down her spine the feeling unlike anything she could have dreamed of, the heat of his form was warming her up even as they stood before his slightly cracked window.

"I'm really glad you feel that way... things will be better. You'll see... things will be a lot better. It will just take some time." he said making her smile and nod, "..They always do don't they.." she whispered softly before closing her eyes just enjoying the feeling of his body against her own. Slightly she would press her ass into him just a bit more before realizing what she was doing but it was too late she could only pray that he wouldn't noted what she had done and tell their parents for there would be so much hell to pay for just one little thing, yet she wanted him to noticed to just be with her take the thing that had been saved for someone special since birth but he couldn't be that man not when he was already her brother.

 

[Mhorashty]

"Things are a lot different outside this town, Em. Things are so much different. At school, people being close to one another, isn't something to be ashamed of. It was something that showed friendship, love, affection." He smiled a little and rested his head against hers as they stood before the falling snow. He could feel her shiver and pulled her tighter to himself. He kissed her cheek again lightly and looked back out the window as she pressed her ass into him.

His body stared reacting. His cock started to harden slightly, pressing into her towel clad backside...

 

[silverchild_24]

She listened to him about how it would be after she left this house, the house that seemed to have hidden the people they both could have become earlier in their lives. His head would rest against her own once more before pulling her closer to him yet so the feeling of warmth moved over her body making her blush just a bit, cheek was kissed once more making her smile before she felt him react the way a brother shouldn't when his sister pressed her ass into him. Slightly harden member would be pressed against her ass that was only covered in a towel, her mind said she needed to get out of their now so they could act like nothing had happened between the two of them while some part of her wanted to stay and feel safe once more.

Her eyes would still be closed as she began to daydream about what he could be doing to her causing her nipples to once more harden and a soft moan to fall from her lips, she wanted him to touch them so badly just caress them and have his lips close over one of her nipples just to suck her off. She snapped out of it knowing he had to have heard her moan but she just couldn't help it at all anymore she wanted him to touch her like a lover would and it might have been because of the way she was raised alone kept away from other but she suddenly wanted it now more than ever...

 

[Mhorashty]

Cool Breeze

He knew his body was reacting in a very unbrotherly way but he didn't want to do more damage by pulling away, revolted by what his body was doing. He wanted her to know he was here for her. He wanted her to know he wouldn't abandon her. Then he heard her moan.

Was she moaning because of what his body was doing? Had she moaned at the idea of leaving this horrible place? Had she moaned because of something else entirely? Perhaps a cool breeze had shot up her towel and gave her a bit of a cooling surprise. He refused to let her go. He refused to pull away. He held her tighter and and felt himself harden even more against her. He rested his head against hers and nuzzled her slightly.

 

[silverchild_24]

He didn't move away from her at all but kept her close holding on tightly, she knew that he had felt her and heard her for the hardness against her ass seemed to continue growing. Tighter she would be held still while his head would rest against her own nuzzling her making her whisper his name so softly as a lover would do not a sister.

 

[Mhorashty]

Soft Whispers

"Em, why don't we go lay down. We can keep talking and still feel the breeze. We can still be close.. I feel like you really need that right now." He stepped back away from her and took her by the hand back to the bed. He wasn't really waiting for an answer. He slipped down onto the mattress and pulled her down gently with him.

He looked up into those familiar and yet so much different eyes. He recognized the shape, the color, but the person behind them was so much different now...