Long Island Bi
Virgin
- Joined
- Apr 2, 2005
- Posts
- 2
Hi,
I've been lerking here for ages. I probably check in here once or twice a month for years, more if I'm home alone. I'm not sure how many of you are in the same situation as I am, but I doubt I'm alone. I'm a bi-married male, I know I'm bi, have been for a long time, but I haven't told my wife of 12 years (I'm 39) nor do I really plan to. She was married before me and it ended badly for her. I really do love her and everything about her, including the sex, but sometimes I want more. It's a male relationship that I crave at times. I've made contact with 8 guys in my life, since college. I've topped three times and I've bottomed four times, but I really enjoy oral, giving more than getting, I'm not sure if this makes sense, but it's very powerful. Don't get me wrong I'm not giving up on eating a woman, or giving up on being done orally, but it very different when I can give oral to a guy. I only play around when I can meet a nice married bi guy, so I don't do this much. I'm looking for a steady married guy, I play safe, and I've only tasted cum from two men, one was a married guy I met and talked to for months before he and I met twice, once to meet and once to "meet meat" he was a nice guy and I guess he never got a lot of head, or I was really good that day. While between his legs and taking him in real deep, he was talking to me about how good it felt and how far he was in my mouth and he shot off like a rocket, I didn't want to get it all over the place, so I swallowed it, it wasn't bad, infact, I really liked it. He jerked me off, and I went back to sucking him, he didn't cum again, but I spent a good 30 mintues practicing, and I loved it. That was almost 2 full years ago. The only other loads I've tried have been my own, I guess I figured that if my wife or other guys where going to try it, I might as well see how it tastes. I have at times gotten the nerve to jerk off onto a spoon and then put the whole thing into my mouth and eat it. I've done that five times over the last year. I usually get the nerve to do that only in NYC at one of the few remaining places where you can pay a woman to masturbate in front of you, (in a buddy booth) they usually are a bit shocked that I'll do it, whip out a spoon and such, a few really got into it, on girl actually called in her girl friend to watch, they both have a kick name for me, spoon boy. Anyway, that's all the cum I've tried. I'm kind of building up the nerve to try a cream pie on my wife, I'm sure she'd love it, but after fucking, I kind of loose the urge for the "treat". I have a fantasy of joining a man and woman, and servicing them both, but I don't think that will happen. I did have two threesomes, they where both safe with two other married guys. the last one was over two years ago, where I got double teamed, but they didn't cum in me. It was the kinkiest thing I've ever done. They have asked me to join them again, but when I've free they aren't and when they are free, I either loose the nerve or aren't free. I'm basically a straight acting guy, and don't really look at guys sexually, but I'm very attracted to cock, if that makes sense. Of the few guys I've been with, only one is what I'd call good looking, but they all had great cocks. I've had two f the eight uncut, and they where nice, but I prefer cut, and as for size, I like average as opposed to huge, it just fits in my mouth better, I feel like I can service it correctly. I'm a nice guy and always try and do the right thing in life, and help others when I can. I don't feel totally right about this, but I also don't feel very guilty, since I believe my nature is "bi". Why, am I writng this? who know? maybe it's a confession, maybe it's an advertisment for another bi guy living on Long Island NY, but it certainly is something that I've been yearning to say... "I'm bi, I love pussy and cock, men and women, here me roar!" LOL... anyway, live, love and be safe.
S.
I've been lerking here for ages. I probably check in here once or twice a month for years, more if I'm home alone. I'm not sure how many of you are in the same situation as I am, but I doubt I'm alone. I'm a bi-married male, I know I'm bi, have been for a long time, but I haven't told my wife of 12 years (I'm 39) nor do I really plan to. She was married before me and it ended badly for her. I really do love her and everything about her, including the sex, but sometimes I want more. It's a male relationship that I crave at times. I've made contact with 8 guys in my life, since college. I've topped three times and I've bottomed four times, but I really enjoy oral, giving more than getting, I'm not sure if this makes sense, but it's very powerful. Don't get me wrong I'm not giving up on eating a woman, or giving up on being done orally, but it very different when I can give oral to a guy. I only play around when I can meet a nice married bi guy, so I don't do this much. I'm looking for a steady married guy, I play safe, and I've only tasted cum from two men, one was a married guy I met and talked to for months before he and I met twice, once to meet and once to "meet meat" he was a nice guy and I guess he never got a lot of head, or I was really good that day. While between his legs and taking him in real deep, he was talking to me about how good it felt and how far he was in my mouth and he shot off like a rocket, I didn't want to get it all over the place, so I swallowed it, it wasn't bad, infact, I really liked it. He jerked me off, and I went back to sucking him, he didn't cum again, but I spent a good 30 mintues practicing, and I loved it. That was almost 2 full years ago. The only other loads I've tried have been my own, I guess I figured that if my wife or other guys where going to try it, I might as well see how it tastes. I have at times gotten the nerve to jerk off onto a spoon and then put the whole thing into my mouth and eat it. I've done that five times over the last year. I usually get the nerve to do that only in NYC at one of the few remaining places where you can pay a woman to masturbate in front of you, (in a buddy booth) they usually are a bit shocked that I'll do it, whip out a spoon and such, a few really got into it, on girl actually called in her girl friend to watch, they both have a kick name for me, spoon boy. Anyway, that's all the cum I've tried. I'm kind of building up the nerve to try a cream pie on my wife, I'm sure she'd love it, but after fucking, I kind of loose the urge for the "treat". I have a fantasy of joining a man and woman, and servicing them both, but I don't think that will happen. I did have two threesomes, they where both safe with two other married guys. the last one was over two years ago, where I got double teamed, but they didn't cum in me. It was the kinkiest thing I've ever done. They have asked me to join them again, but when I've free they aren't and when they are free, I either loose the nerve or aren't free. I'm basically a straight acting guy, and don't really look at guys sexually, but I'm very attracted to cock, if that makes sense. Of the few guys I've been with, only one is what I'd call good looking, but they all had great cocks. I've had two f the eight uncut, and they where nice, but I prefer cut, and as for size, I like average as opposed to huge, it just fits in my mouth better, I feel like I can service it correctly. I'm a nice guy and always try and do the right thing in life, and help others when I can. I don't feel totally right about this, but I also don't feel very guilty, since I believe my nature is "bi". Why, am I writng this? who know? maybe it's a confession, maybe it's an advertisment for another bi guy living on Long Island NY, but it certainly is something that I've been yearning to say... "I'm bi, I love pussy and cock, men and women, here me roar!" LOL... anyway, live, love and be safe.
S.
