Help! I'm a middle aged straight man whose primal brain wants to try his own cum but whose logic brain stops him. I'm looking for help, encouragement, anything to help me jump this hurdle. Add a small twist, I like to wear panties to bed and have a soft spot for incest fantasies. I don't identify as gay, I don't want to be dominated, just need some assistance try. Audio, written, willing to try most thinks twice. Thnx in advance. BM.