Need advice really on attraction to my own mother?

[Stevie9210]

First of all I'd like to point out that I'm not a troll! If I wanted to get a sexual kick id look on porn so please take this question as genuine. I come from a pretty open family, my mothers thai, in her culture open nudity within the house is fine and is not seen as sexual, where as to be fair It has made me lust for her, it started off with me wanking thinking about having sex with her, no big deal, also up until the age of 18 we did bathe together which caused embarrassing erections every night, that led to me setting up hidden cameras in her bedroom and bathroom to watch her nude, also each night I did steal her used knickers from the wash basket normally stained to obviously smell, lick, wank with etc, I also on the few occasions when I stayed in her bed did take photos of her nude under the covers and I used to send them to men on the internet, and I did used to gently lick and touch her feet, pussy and arse, and smell her pussy and arse as she slept, I have also wanked and came on her hairy pussy before wiping it off with a tissue, really would help in terms of Advice, did this really all start because my mother has an open nudity policy or will I always be attracted to her sexually?

 

[bobbyinhouston]

Mom

Stevie, Stevie, Stevie! Have you ever dropped hints toward your Mom? Perhaps she may feel the same way towards you and is afraid of taking the first step.

 

[hardcollege4]

Stevie, Stevie, Stevie! Have you ever dropped hints toward your Mom? Perhaps she may feel the same way towards you and is afraid of taking the first step.

I think they could be well beyond the first step, you took bathes together until you were 18! Someone will have to explain thai culture to me then if that is normal

 

[Stevie9210]

The whole bath situation, my mother wouldn't see it as overtly sexual, I obviously do, trust me I couldn't approach her about sexual feelings and trust me we are certainly not passed that point as you may have suggested

 

[hardcollege4]

Did she fall into a coma each night she went to sleep? I don't know how someone would be able to sleep through all of your shenanigans.

 

[Stevie9210]

My mother doesn't drink so the few times when she does she's out and whilst sleeping it all depends on the pace in which you lick, feel and enter, it can be done you obviously don't go and jump on top of someone