Thanks to a good shrink from Women in Crisis and alot of Valium, I am finally sleeping and feeling a little more relaxed. I still break down once in a while but what do people want I live in a house with an asshole and without my child!! Cant tell me you wouldnt be an emotional mess at that point. I did get to see snickerdoodle on Christmas even though she was a lil chicken pocked mess. Shes even cute with the chicken pox!! God bless her lil heart!!