Once I tried,
But I failed.
I did not give up,
I failed many more times before I succeded
Still I found more trials
I failed more than I can conceive
Still there has been success
But when does failure take precidence?
How many times do you need to fail to let nature run it's course?
I am unaware of this
So keep trying
But, do I have limits?
Is this sense of exhaustion the result of no more means?
Or have I neglected a more original approach?
Should I contemplate a more intillectual aim?
Or am I over-analyzing the situation?
Has the problem got me so overwhelmed
That I can no longer think rationaly?
Or have I just not the capacity to see this in it's primal form?
I sit dumbfounded
Racking the possibilities of my ability
To comprehend the mind of another
Maybe more complex than I
The clues lead me into insecurity
Am I incapable of this quest?
Should I leave this to more trained psyches?
Am I incompitent?
All I know is that I have a want
A want to see another not suffering
A want to see a beautiful individual
Feel just that,
That they are a beautiful being
Whithout all that they desire
Whithout all that they insist that they cannot be without
For it does exist whithin them
And only they can make them see that they are whole
That they do deserve happiness
But I cannot show them that
I can only compliment the beauty they feel within
I have spent many years,
Many tears, cries,
And many wasted word's
To try and make a beautiful person feel beautiful
I am incapable of creating beauty
To a mind that see's only the ugliness of this unparalleled Exsistance
There is beauty,
There is happiness,
There is love
Waiting for all
But it is not going to be of any worth
Unless you embrace it on every level within yourself
And when this time comes
I will be one thousand times renewed in the belief that all is Beautiful.
But I failed.
I did not give up,
I failed many more times before I succeded
Still I found more trials
I failed more than I can conceive
Still there has been success
But when does failure take precidence?
How many times do you need to fail to let nature run it's course?
I am unaware of this
So keep trying
But, do I have limits?
Is this sense of exhaustion the result of no more means?
Or have I neglected a more original approach?
Should I contemplate a more intillectual aim?
Or am I over-analyzing the situation?
Has the problem got me so overwhelmed
That I can no longer think rationaly?
Or have I just not the capacity to see this in it's primal form?
I sit dumbfounded
Racking the possibilities of my ability
To comprehend the mind of another
Maybe more complex than I
The clues lead me into insecurity
Am I incapable of this quest?
Should I leave this to more trained psyches?
Am I incompitent?
All I know is that I have a want
A want to see another not suffering
A want to see a beautiful individual
Feel just that,
That they are a beautiful being
Whithout all that they desire
Whithout all that they insist that they cannot be without
For it does exist whithin them
And only they can make them see that they are whole
That they do deserve happiness
But I cannot show them that
I can only compliment the beauty they feel within
I have spent many years,
Many tears, cries,
And many wasted word's
To try and make a beautiful person feel beautiful
I am incapable of creating beauty
To a mind that see's only the ugliness of this unparalleled Exsistance
There is beauty,
There is happiness,
There is love
Waiting for all
But it is not going to be of any worth
Unless you embrace it on every level within yourself
And when this time comes
I will be one thousand times renewed in the belief that all is Beautiful.
