My wife my mistress

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I’m.going to fuck you ,I’m going to fuck you hard .A thrill shot threw me ,finally,my dreams where starting to come to fruition.Pat had been reluctant,I had urged her to consider us getting into to the whole bdsm scene,well I should say her as I was deeply into it but up until now only in my fantasy since we had hooked up .My former partner and I had experimented but hadn’t gotten into it as I would have liked .We had separated after being together for about a year ,parting on good terms after she decided it just wasn’t what she wanted ,there fore me not getting what I wanted .
Pat had been some what open to my desires ,slowly becoming more daring ,still some what reserved as in her words ,I don’t want to hurt you.It took more than a little subtle urging to convince her that her hurting me was exactly what I desired .

 

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So its been a while ,the initial conversation with Pat had kind of fizzled out .She had seemed excited with the idea of dominating me ,then back to the same old dame old .That is until she was promoted at work .Now the lab supervisor,she had become more demanding ,from our after work conversations I gathered she enjoyed the feeling of power of having a hundred or so researchers under her control
It first played out when she came home to find I had not done the laundry as she had requested ,I usually did it ,never having been told to do so and had given it no thought ,do it tomorrow I figured .
Apparently I had figured wrong .I told you to do the laundry ,she was plainly pissed ,you do nothing around here ,I go to work every day and you sit on your ass ,well thats going to change .
Thats not fair I retorted .I had taken an early retirement when I had sold my/ our business,I had no need to work ,you know I do most of the chores .
Shut your fucking mouth .Well that took me by surprise .Things are going to change around here ,She spit the words out .I know how you want me to dominate you ,well your dreams are about to come true .

 

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So considering how things where playing out ,.i guess I could consider myself one lucky fella ,I mean how many guys who profess to be submissive actually get to experience it .Not many I suspect,oh a lot would like to find a compatible partner who also wants to live the lifestyle but lets face it ,there are probably only one in a thousand women ,or maybe one in ten thousand who are willing to do so .
When
Pat told me to shut my mouth I realised or hoped that it was the beginning of my life long dream .As it turned out it was .I think she realised she enjoyed the power .

 

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So things have gone to the extreme, after a slow start in our relationship,that is in regard to my being submissive,Pat has really gotten into the Domme sub thing .My fantasy in being the sib was based on sex .I learned quickly that yes sex was important to both of us ,it was rapidly evolving into her being in charge ,in fact running my life completely.I now had to get her permission to do every thing .
It was ok at first ,I did as she wanted ,however as time went on it got to be old .If I complained she just said we can stop when ever you want .I knew what the result would be

 

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The old saying be careful what you wish for ,you may get it .I have a surprise for you ,Pat stood in the doorway of the en-suite with a towel wrapped around her .I grinned fully expecting to have her drop it and seeing her naked body .
Well she was indeed nude ,but not quit, a dildo that had to be 8 inches in lengh and the girth of a beer can hung down from the harness .I gulped ,aaahh ok I stammered .
You remember what I told you back when we first went down this path that were on ?
I nodded ,it had seemed hot at the time ,now on seeing the cock I began to wonder if it was .
What did I tell you she demanded .I hesitated ,trying to figure out if this is what I wanted .
Well ,her voice cold ,tell me bitch .Her calling me bitch sent shivers up my back ,I felt my dick jerk .
You said you were going to fuck me I finally blurted out .She laughed but not in a humorous way ,it was cold . Yeah I’m going to fuck you .Come here .I loved to hear her say come here ,I don’t know why ,it was so erotic I did as she ordered ,standing naked in front of her .
On you knees bitch ,thats where all good whores go .Ounce more I obeyed .Before I fuck you ,your gonna suck it ,open your mouth .

 

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I protested ,this wasn’t in the deal ,you said you are going to fuck me ,nothing about sucking that thing
She began to smile ,come on bitch you know you want to be a good whore ,I know you only to well ,now get on your knees .She is right ,she knows me well ,I slowly dropped to my knees,the monster cock at eye level .She brushed the end of it against my lips .then slapped me with it .
Open your mouth ,her voice harsh again .I had serious doubts about being able to get it into my mouth ,the damn thing was huge .To my surprise it slide in no problem at all .It was so life like when the head pushed at the entrance of my throat a thrill went through me ,I was loving it ,on my knees in front of the woman I loved ,sucking her cock ,looking up seeing the expression of pleasure on her face ,her hands wrapped around my hair forcing the head past my gag reflex, that's it whore be a good cocksucker ,her vice raspy, breathing heavy,suck it slut suck my cock .
I was so into sucking it was a disappointment when she pulled it out ,but made up for it when she ordered me to lean over the bed .At long last ,I was now apprehensive, she was so caught up in the scene I was sure it was not going to end well .Much to my relief I felt her apply the lube ,fingers being inserted ,she leaned over me whispering I’m going to fuck you ,I’m going to shove my cock up your ass .
I knew from the sound of her voice she was getting really hot ,are ready bitch ,the tip of the pressed against my asshole ,I quick shove ,the head was in

 

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Ok all those stories I had read about how good it feels to be fucked in the ass are bull shit ,it fucking hurt,and it hurt bad .Stop I pleaded ,its to much ,she grunted pushing an other inch or two in. Take it bitch ,this is what you wanted ,
She did give it a rest ,allowing me to catch my breath .I don't think we used enough lube ,please pull out I begged again .There's plenty of lube ,she answered ,then began pushing again. I gritted my teeth
as the fucking thing filled me until I felt her against me .She leaned over ,so bitch your being fucked by your mistress ,then pulled back and rammed it in fucking me in earnest ,hard fast ,the pain eased some what but still hurt like hell ,
She let out the sound she makes when she is having an orgasem ,which kind of surprised me .I had no idea women could cum fucking a guy .At any rate she slowed to a stop then pulled out moving so she lay on her back .
Barely able to talk ,take it off and wash it ,grabbing my hair ,giving me a kiss ,if your a good boy I'll let you cum ,now do as your told .
I complied ,undoing the straps ,picking up the filthy cock ,why didn't we use a condom ,I took it into the bathroom and did as she ordered .

 

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Our experiment has progressed to the point where Pat is now completely running my life ,I need her permission to do just about every thing ,the mundane chores I do as a matter of course ,no need the ask permission to shop for groceries and the like .She might on occasion tell me not to go on the normal day ,she gets a kick out of showing me who’s boss .
Sex still figures largely in our lives,she’s smart enough to know that even a slave needs rewards,however the sex now involves varying degrees of pain ,some times erotic ,more often out and out pain .She has gotten so she loves to hear me squeel in pain ,it gets her off ,her words .
A new form of torture has cropped up .As usual she checks what I have been watching on the computer .Just earlier she clicked on a video on utube that I had watched a few time .It involves a man being whipped on his cock and balls by I assume is his wife with stinging nettle .They are obviously not actors ,both the whipper and whippy so to speak seem to be enjoying them selves even though the guy is in great pain .
Pat is so taken by the video that she has watched over and over .You seem to like this ,her eyes never left the screen .You know we have that patch of thistle at the back of the lot ,they would be a great substitute for nettles .
Now I wonder if any guy has ever been whipped with thistle’s .Oh perhaps have fantsised but my word the pain and the aftermath would surely be horrific
I don’t think I want to experiment I protested .
It really doesn’t matter what you want does it she replied .
Come on be reasonable ,my voice quavering
Her smile did not look friendly ,you gather a large bucket full tomorrow ,we are going to have some fun .
I will admit the sex was great ,I can’t wait until tomorrow she exclaimed .
I lay awake wondering again if any other guys would go through with what promises to be a horrible experience.

 

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The experiment with the thistles was any thing but horrible ,at least on my end .I am now convinced the video I watched ,where the guy being whipped seemed to be getting off on it was done by professional actors .
I had followed Pats instruction ,cutting a bucket full of thistles .We went to the garage ,she had me toss a rope over one of the ceiling trusses .Using snap ties around my wrists ,pulling my arms up over my head ,making me unable to protect my cock and balls .
I admit ,I was excited ,my dick standing straight up ,as hard as it had ever been .She looped a cord around my cock just below the head ,pulled it tight then ran it down to a jack I had placed there and tied it so my cock stuck straight out .
She pulled on the heavy work gloves ,pulled one of the thistles out .I’m gonna enjoy this a lot more than you,the tone of her voice immediately had me worried.The first stroke proved me right .The fucking pain shot through me ,my scream must have been heard for a mile .My dick immediately went soft ,I begged her to stop .It only seemed to inflame her ,the whipping continued with intervals ,just as I thougt she was done ,it would begin again .
Pat continued until the thistles where a pile on the floor .She came close ,kissing me ,taking my bloody full of remnants of the plants embedded in my cock in her hand jerking me .I screamed agaib begging her to stop .
Whats the matter baby ,don’t like me playing with your little pee pee .you usually love it To my complete surprise despite the horrible pain I grew hard ,she tightened her grip ,the pain unbearable ,me screaming ,she laughing but none the less I blew my load .Completly spent hanging on the rope ,sobbing from the pain ,she cut the ties ,I collapsed on the floor,afraid to touch myself .
It took a couple of weeks for my dick to return to normal ,Pat taking every opportunity to give me a hand job didnt help ,she seemed to enjoy seeing me in pain .
I think about the experience quite often ,I will never go through it again .Never..Although when I expressed it to Pat,she raised an eyebrow ,oh? Not your decision is it .You’ll do as your fucking told .
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As Pat grew more and more aggressive in her demeanour,seeming to get great enjoyment out of inflicting greater amounts of pain ,I began to wonder how much more I could take .I still loved her more than life itself but I was now beginning to worry if it indeed might cost me my life .
I had to wonder if there where any groups or even anyone that I could turn to for advice .I had to put my thoughts on the back burner .Pat put her arms around me ,kissing me deeply .
Its been a while since we’ve had some loving time,at least what we call loving .I have a proposition for you .Kissing me again ,my cock swelling in the cage she has demanded I wear ,Her fingers going under my shirt tweaking my nipple ,laughing as I moaned in pleasure .
You remember Brian ,the guy who told you he thought I was hot .? Well I bumped into him last night at the club ,we danced quit a few times ,she giggled ,believe me he is hung ,I could feel him pushing against me .
I kind of had a suspicion where this was going,hoping against hope I was wrong .Still my cock pushed at the sharp projections in the cage .
Anyway I invited him over ,kissing me again,then whispering in my ear.You want to fuck me baby ,It may be your last chance cuase when Brian shoves that huge cock into me I don’t think I’ll be happy with your pathetic little worm ,oh and he is bysexual so we can both enjoy him