my traumatic(?) experience

[obcy]

I'll tell you my story, I truly need your advice. But don't try to reveal my identity. After this post I have decided to keep my id to myself. Even my twin brother doesn't know what I am about to write you, and I already know that it happened to me, not to him.

I am, you know, a simple straight guy. I got drunk one night, really really drunk. That's nice and dandy. It took me, oh, about a week to recover and on Monday I went to work like I were new.

But then, a week later, I started to get all these sick email notes. It looked like they (and when I say they I mean a bunch of them) misinterpreted my sexual orientation or even my sex. They wrote me that I am knowledgeable, considerate, great, endowed etc. But I have no recollection of all those acts, I am straight! I was naively embarrassed and I kept all this to myself. Half a year later I started to have nightmares. I couldn't take it and I finally went to a psychiatrist. May be it helps, I don't know. She has prescribed me all kind of expensive shit but I am resisting, I can't afford it. The real problem she tells me is that when I lay down on her couch I don't relax. How can I?! I look at that chick and get an instant, you know, and in my case it is very very uncomfortable. I don't tell her nothing but she gives me a hard time if you know what I mean. My question is related to all this because I got it in my head that if I do her then I will be ok, I will be normal again. Here, on Literotica many of you tell me that I am wrong when I simply fuck, and you are my authority, all of you. You see, in this case, sure, I don't feel that I LOVE my psychiatrist, that learned broad, only that I would have no more nightmares. Would it be unethical to, you know. And please, don't tell me that I am immature, I know that I am very immature, it is my second nature to be immature.

 

[Siren]

 

[Mistress]

huh?

 

[freakygirl]

When are you going to tell us the story?

 

[Nora]

Yes, it would be unethical. Not to mention that it has nothing to do with what's bugging you to begin with. You're just using it as a way to not deal with what *is* bothering you. Look up something called transferrence. It's common.

Find a psychologist who won't prescribe you medications and who's male or ugly as sin.

 

[Siren]

He wants to fuck his Psychatrist, Mistress.......

 

[Mistress]

Re: He wants to fuck his Psychatrist, Mistress.......

He thinks it will 'straighten' him out.

Thats the only part I did understand which made no sense regarding the rest...you know....

 

[Raina]

Re: He wants to fuck his Psychatrist, Mistress.......

He thinks it will 'straighten' him out.

Whew! Thanks for clearing that up Siren. I was terribly confused.

 

[naudiz]

If you really love this woman, you wouldn't be so keen to compromise her career just because she gives you wood. If you need to get laid, go pick up someone in a bar. Use condoms. Safety first.

Frankly, I don't see what the big deal is. Either you're straight or you're not. Either way, figure it out and deal with it.

 

[SleepingWarrior]

Wow, someone that butchers their posts even worse than I do. I'm impressed and relieved.

 

[Siren]

Re: Re: He wants to fuck his Psychatrist, Mistress.......

 

[freakygirl]

I'm still waiting for the story to start...

I put on my jammies

brushed my teeth..

where did the story teller go??

Siren, please don't ruin the end of the story. I haven't heard this one yet

 

[Siren]

well, he fucks his psychatrist

 

[obcy]

don't want no male no more

Yes, it would be unethical. Not to mention that it has nothing to do with what's bugging you to begin with. You're just using it as a way to not deal with what *is* bothering you. Look up something called transferrence. It's common.

Find a psychologist who won't prescribe you medications and who's male or ugly as sin.

She is ugly except that her body is something else!!!

 

[freakygirl]

Re: well, he fucks his psychatrist

and he then gets performance anxiety.........

and can only fuck on leather lounges........
with women that wear glasses, tight skirts and hold note pads......




oops, did I give anything away?

Ok.. so there is no actual sex scene right? Ugh.. nevermind.. I'm going to go find someone to harass

 

[Nora]

Re: don't want no male no more

She is ugly except that her body is something else!!!

Now try reading the rest of the post.

 

[Velius]

Uh, WTF?

 

[cymbidia]

I believe y'all are going a little too fast over the fact that the poor boy was so totally traumatized by his apparent homosexual encounter (i don't remember anything!) that now he wants to fuck his ugly therapist with the great body to get past the nightmares.

So.

What the fuck does he want from us?
That's the real head scratcher here.



Hey obcy? So you fucked another guy. Big deal. Shrug your shoulders and get past it - or go fiond another one if you liked it. Geezus. It's teensy little stuff in the scheme of things, man.

Go see the movie called Y Tu Mama Tambien and THEN tell us you have a problem.

And take another basic spelling and grammar class, okay?

 

[obcy]

I believe y'all are going a little too fast over the fact that the poor boy was so totally traumatized by his apparent homosexual encounter (i don't remember anything!)

I am a mulato but I am a man ("obcy" in African stands for a man with huge balls).

he wants to fuck his ugly therapist with the great body to get past the nightmares.

So.

What the fuck does he want from us?

Should I or shouldn't I? Nora says that it would be not fair or something dishonest like that, that I should do a psychologist instead. I thought that if a psychiatrist fucks me then it's wrong. But if I, obcy, fuck a psychiatrist then it's ok, even great. But I wanted to make sure, so I asked you guys, I don't want no mishap.

I forgot to mention that before seeing the psychiatrist I went to a psychologist first. And second time I asked her what am I paying her for. She said that this is such a school of psychology (like I were a student?), that she does nothing but asks questions, and I talk my head off and she says nothing. And then I pay her. It felt real stupid, I did all the work, she was just admiring her fingernails, and then I leave her a check (she doesn't accept no cash). Third time I told her that this is it, that I will pay for the session and a half extra, and we part friends. She wanted for entire four months, like I was renting an apartment. So I says take it or leave it. Sure, let her sue me, I didn't care no more, I had enough. So, Nora, if you like psychologists you do them. I make good money but I am not in their league.

That's the real head scratcher here.

Hey obcy? So you fucked another guy. Big deal. Shrug your shoulders and get past it - or go fiond another one if you liked it. Geezus. It's teensy little stuff in the scheme of things, man.

Go see the movie called Y Tu Mama Tambien and THEN tell us you have a problem.

I don't want to see anything like this. I don't know who fucked whom. These emails, like I was popular (I am nice during sex), a kinda blinded me, I can't quote them, it's all blur to me now. I know for a fact that it was not just one guy. There was a police report, that's how I know. I don't care. You are right, it is nothing. It would be nice if I got rid of nightmares, that's all, no big deal. I mean, it is, but if I get in the pantaloons of my psychiatrist it may help me. Other women are fine, really, but make little difference. I have them and am still afraid to fall asleep. Oh my Gee, I never said so much on Literotica for all these years.

And take another basic spelling and grammar class, okay?

I am a little distracted. I am constantly working on my writing skills. With an on-line speller I can spell fine. If Literotica had one you would never tell that I am any different. Grammar is too difficult for me. I don't know of any helpful on-line grammar checker, they are all a pain in you know. I have no time for classes. I work and I date women, mostly fuck them. And I need to sleep but it is scary. I don't watch no tv.

 

[superlittlegirl]

I hate to disappoint,

but just because you get a hard-on does not mean that she automatically wants to fuck you, or would even consider it in a million years. Don't you imagine she's rather used to guys getting a hard-on when they are on her couch? It's a fairly common occurence, I'd imagine. So the 'cure' you're counting on has very little probability (if any, at all) of becoming a reality. If you don't think she can be any help to you other than by way of offering your pussy (which she is not going to do) then you need to go find another shrink who is more attuned to your situation and needs. I'd suggest a handsome gay psychiatrist, actually. He'd be more well-versed in the struggle you're going through, and it would be a healthier fixation, if you must insist on engaging in transference.

 

[obcy]

Re: I hate to disappoint,

but just because you get a hard-on does not mean that she automatically wants to fuck you, or would even consider it in a million years. Don't you imagine she's rather used to guys getting a hard-on when they are on her couch? It's a fairly common occurence, I'd imagine.

That was not my question, let her ask you about it. I was asking about me.

I'd suggest a handsome gay psychiatrist, actually.

Why all of you want me to do a male? I am not prejudiced, I simply have no such inclination. I have nightmares. I'll have to stop participating in this thread because it makes me distracted. I like women, women like me. I never need no male, not in this way. And don't worry about my psychiatrist not wanting it. She does. But I am decent. One day there will be a woman that will not care for me but untill then you know, there are hard-ons and there is my hard-on, it's simply not the same. That's why I got into this predicament situation and now I cannot sleep peacefully. I rather type this post for you at 5am than sleep. I rest better mostly by relaxing and I sleep only a little.