magichandslee
Experienced
- Joined
- Nov 19, 2003
- Posts
- 79
Hello.
If I may, I want to say thank you to the operators of this site. They give an opportunity for expression. I tried to write my expressions, I am not the writer my Husband was.
Some may not like the stories my late husband wrote, or mine for that matter.
The simple truth is that that does not matter, no one likes all, it is the way of our world. I noted the recent stories I wrote never posted, no matter, I will delete those soon and post to another site. I want my story out there for people to hear, it matters.
I do understand that some that come here and control what is said disagree with my view of politics, no matter. My mind, my right to an opinion.
I very likely will not have time to post from the land I go to, I leave in just a few days for something that I both fear and look forward to. I understand when they tell me that access to internet is limited. Writing a story takes me several hours, in fairness, many will wish to email home.
I have signed to go with a medical team to a different world, there is nothing now to hold me here. Three months in, one month rest, three months in, then home, wherever that is now.
I simply don't know now where home is.
Perhaps my dream is a fantasy, I am sure I will learn. But I hope to reach children, before those forces of evil can, and teach them that not all of men are unkind. Perhaps I will not return, some before me have not. But I am told that we have relative safety, the locals secure us.
I was not blessed with beauty, or a body, I was not blessed with a personality that attracts. I look in mirrors and let them lie to me.
I was blessed with a mother who loved me and cared, I was blessed with 20 years with a man who was more than any man I ever knew, I suspect now more than any I will ever know.
All that remains is me, and a wish to do something, anything, to help.
One fine man sent me a PM, proud of my courage. I am not courageous, I am scared to death. I would respond, no offer to do so was presented. I would if the gentleman chose to email me directly with a return option. You Sir, are a rare man.
But then you know that, and you would not find me beautiful.
So I am just going, because somehow I must.
The Medical team leaves soon, I will take each day as it comes, and do what I can.
Peace to all of you, the politics of life do not matter when we deal with children.
Thank you to those of you who have been kind, and peace to those of you who have not. If you have time, please join me in a prayer for peace.
Lee
If I may, I want to say thank you to the operators of this site. They give an opportunity for expression. I tried to write my expressions, I am not the writer my Husband was.
Some may not like the stories my late husband wrote, or mine for that matter.
The simple truth is that that does not matter, no one likes all, it is the way of our world. I noted the recent stories I wrote never posted, no matter, I will delete those soon and post to another site. I want my story out there for people to hear, it matters.
I do understand that some that come here and control what is said disagree with my view of politics, no matter. My mind, my right to an opinion.
I very likely will not have time to post from the land I go to, I leave in just a few days for something that I both fear and look forward to. I understand when they tell me that access to internet is limited. Writing a story takes me several hours, in fairness, many will wish to email home.
I have signed to go with a medical team to a different world, there is nothing now to hold me here. Three months in, one month rest, three months in, then home, wherever that is now.
I simply don't know now where home is.
Perhaps my dream is a fantasy, I am sure I will learn. But I hope to reach children, before those forces of evil can, and teach them that not all of men are unkind. Perhaps I will not return, some before me have not. But I am told that we have relative safety, the locals secure us.
I was not blessed with beauty, or a body, I was not blessed with a personality that attracts. I look in mirrors and let them lie to me.
I was blessed with a mother who loved me and cared, I was blessed with 20 years with a man who was more than any man I ever knew, I suspect now more than any I will ever know.
All that remains is me, and a wish to do something, anything, to help.
One fine man sent me a PM, proud of my courage. I am not courageous, I am scared to death. I would respond, no offer to do so was presented. I would if the gentleman chose to email me directly with a return option. You Sir, are a rare man.
But then you know that, and you would not find me beautiful.
So I am just going, because somehow I must.
The Medical team leaves soon, I will take each day as it comes, and do what I can.
Peace to all of you, the politics of life do not matter when we deal with children.
Thank you to those of you who have been kind, and peace to those of you who have not. If you have time, please join me in a prayer for peace.
Lee
