My sister in-law the new widow. (closed)

[JonathanBair]

I am 37 years old, standing 5'10 I am a thick but skinny build, so I have no bulge even tho I am 300 pounds. Its all muscle. I have blue eyes that shift from light to dark blue and short brown hair that just covers the fingers. I run a small handy man company and am in a contract where I can't take off for my brothers death. I have talked to my sister in-law and told her if she needs to, she can stay with me.

I live in a small 1 story house with a all open floor plan for the public area. Other then a small half bathroom in a small room right off the kitchen, dinning room, and living room as one flow threw room on the left side of the house. There is a small hallway in the center of the house. Front right is a garage, then a guest bedroom with the full bathroom right off the joining wall of the 2 rooms. Then my bedroom is in back right. There is a raised deck level with my bedroom window and a small pool that sunk in the pool to the ground. My bedroom also is used as my home office for doing paper work like payroll and stuff like that. My desk looks right out to the deck.

I often wear a light blue company polo shirt with blue jeans and steel toe work boots.

 

[sexygurrl]

I never thought I'd be a widow at 30 years old. I feel like my world is falling apart. So when my brother-in-law suggested I stay with him, I took up the offer without mulling it over too much.
I only have a sister, and I wanted to spend some time with people who knew my husband anyway.

I showed up at his door very late, with only a suitcase in tow. I wore a soft old comfortable t-shirt and leggings, too weary to make more of an effort. I knew I looked grief-ravaged, but didn't care much as I rang the doorbell.

 

[JonathanBair]

At the late hour, and with me expecting my sister in-law sometime tonight. I don't even bother to look out the peep hole to see who is there. I just open the door soon as my hand can get to the knob. I see her standing there on my door step. I don't say nothing as I just step to her giving her a bit hug. I know how I am hurting with the loss of my brother, and I cant even think what she must be feeling. As we hug I say "Thank you so much for staying with me, I feel so lost. You being here means the world to me."

I think to my self having her close in the hug feels, comforting. I can only hope I give her some peace too.

 

[sexygurrl]

I melt into your hug, "Thank you for having me. I just couldn't stay at home anymore. It's so empty and quiet there. I see him everywhere."

I tighten my arms around you, pressing my soft and curvy body against your chest and stay there for a moment before taking a step back. I motion to my suitcase, "Where do you want me to take this? I would like to freshen up, it's been a long trip."

 

[JonathanBair]

Feeling my sister's body pressing so firmly in to me. It reminds me that the last 15 years of not seeing anyone has made me lonely. As I hug her, I cant help but to think how lucky my brother was to have his wife. Someone to miss him so bad. As I hug my sis I let my hands run up and down her back for as long as she wants be keep pressing into me. I find my self longing this kind of contact. I feel guilty as this is the best thing that has happened in my life a long time. AI listen to my sis say "Thank you for having me. I just couldn't stay at home anymore. It's so empty and quiet there. I see him everywhere." I just keep the tight embrace for as long as she wants it.

When you brake the hug taking a step back from me and motioning to your suitcase as you ask "Where do you want me to take this? I would like to freshen up, it's been a long trip."
I find my self grabbing the suitcase and picking it up so I am standing along side you. I put my left arm over your shoulders, as I hold your suitcase in my right and I say "come with me, into the hallway to the bedrooms." I smile with how good it feels being so close as it is here in that second I suddenly hae a second bed option for you. I say "sis, I know this may seam odd, I got a bedroom for you of your own and a queen sized bed there if you want it, but hugging you like that. Just showed me how lonely I am, this may seam inappropriate, but may be the best for both of us. Would you sleep in bed with me, just to cuddle and cry as much as you need? I didn't realize being alone here had part of something missing. As I was hugging you, the closeness and the contact of are body's pressing into each other is what I found I was missing and didn't know it. It would mean allot if you stayed in my bed with me for a bit, but as I said there is a queen sized bed waiting too for you of your own. I don't mean to sound like a horn ball or anything sis. Its just we both are hurting, and I think leaning on each other for support is the best we can do for are self's and each other.

I get to the end of the short hall that is only a few steps long, I smile and tighten my side hug a bit for a half a sec. I say "sis time to pick the bed you want, in back of the house in my room, or in front in your own room. No mater what the front room will always be yours tho sis." I give you a kiss on the cheek.

I can only hope to myself that you pick my bed to sleep in, that you feel the same way about being close to me. using me to fill any physical hole in your life that you may have.

I smile and say "It's what family is for. To be here for each other, and support each other. My house is your house. Please make your self at home sis."