My reluctant Sister (closed for Mairu)

[Aussie_Wolf]

Once again Matt looked at his sister and wondered how she had turned out so beautiful. She had been such a Tom Boy as a child and used to be by his side playing everything he did and getting into all of the same mischief. They had been the closest of friends, not just brother and sister.

He was only a year older than her, and their mother had died giving birth to her. Their dad had brought them up all on his own, but Matt had been his sister's protector for as long as he could remember. Ever since they had both been old enough to go to school, their father had gone back to full time work. They were now so used to coming home to an empty house and cooking their own dinners that they thought that's what all kids did.

When they were really young their dad had cooked them for them and left them for them to reheat in the microwave. By eight Matt had taken over cooking the family meals and by ten they were both pretty good cooks. There dad was grateful as he didn't have to cook when he got home and he had a hot meal waiting for him.

He was a foundry worker and worked long hours to support them and Matt loved him for it. He was determined to earn enough money to enable his Dad to retire soon and live out his life in comfort. However there was something that was holding him back. His sister.

As they had grown older he found his feelings towards her changing from brotherly love to true love. He loved his sister and wanted to be with her the way a boy and a girl should be together. He had been taught that was wrong in school but he didn't care, he loved her and that was all there was too it.

of course if he knew she did not love him he would have done nothing and moved on, but he had seen her looks and knew she felt the same way too. Unfortunately she had taken to heart all that they had taught her in school and she could not get over it and was denying her feelings. Well Matt was going to have to do something about that If she told him to stop in no uncertain terms he would and they would never speak of it again. however if it went as he thought it would, then he had a long road ahead of him.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha was again wavering for the millionth time this evening if she should go back on meeting with her boyfriend. She knew why she was wavering even though she wouldn't and again she strengthened her resolve. Just then the doorbell and resisting glancing at her brother she went over and smiled. "Hi, come in." Sasha let her boyfriend in and then turned to her brother. "This is the study friend that I told you was coming over, we will be in my room and please don't disturb. Even though I know you won't got to say it anyway." Damn there she went being akward again. She had been doing it a lot lately. She and her brother had been super close when they were little but as they got older and Sasha started getting feelings for her brother they had drifted apart, because of her. She knew it was wrong for her to feel this way about her brother so she had drew away and got a boyfriend. She now brought this boyfriend up the stairs and before she fully shut her door her and her boyfriend were kissing. She then took her handsome boyfriend and pulled him down ontop of her on her bed and got really involved in kissing. She sighed in her mind though as thoughts about her brother kissing her fluttered into her mind. It wasn't that her boyfriend wasn't good looking or bad. He was devilishly good and devilishly handsome, but not as much as her brother. He had that voice that could make her melt and his mouth that would probably command her to submit. Her boyfriend wasn't that good. He was more on the gentle side and being a year younger than her, he just didn't give the same feeling. Now though she swept her brother out of her mind and kept kissing, forgetting about the open door.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt had looked at the boy who had walked in and smiled politely but as they walked upstairs a look of pure hate had crossed his face. He knew what he and his sister were going to be doing up there and it was not going to be studying. If only he had some proof of what she was up to his dad would force her to stop and probably punch the living shit out of the kid to boot.

He had forbidden Sasha to date until she graduated and she hadn't done that yet, but he did know why she wanted a boyfriend. After all , every single one of her girlfriends had one, but more importantly she was transferring her feelings for him onto this boy.

Matt sneaked up the stairs. Maybe he could record some sounds coming from her room or something. It was a long shot but he didn't know what else to do. When he got to her door however he found it open. His eyes lit up and he quickly grabbed his phone and began snapping away. Luckily his did not make any noise when it took a picture and he was able to get a lot of them before he was sure he had enough evidence.

He moved downstairs again and began to make dinner with a large smile on his face. Oh his sister was in a lot of trouble but perhaps he could use this to his advantage.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha and her boyfriend were up there 2 hours before he left and Sasha was worried now. What had happened was she stopped him before he went too far and he had broken up with her. Now with a sad face she sat down on the couch, not wanting to talk to anyone. Her appetite was also done though she could smell her brother's cooking and went to the kitchen, a blank expression on her face. "You don't have to set a place for me, I'm not hungry so I'll eat later but do you need any help before I go back to my room?" She tried not to cry or scream in frustration or even worse kiss her brother as she stood there looking at him. Her mind at the moment was actually comparing him to her now ex-boyfriend and saying everything her brother had that the other guy didn't. Especially the tallness.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt looked at his sister and knew something was wrong. He had always been able to tell, just as she had always been able to tell with him. He remembered how her boyfriend had walked out with a frustrated and angry look on his face but had flinched when he had said goodbye to him. He put two and two together and came up with the answer.

His sister was not ready to go to far with the jerk and he had said something to her. Hopefully he had actually broken up with her, he would be happy if that was the case, but at the same time he hated to see his sister sad and hurting.

"Sure sis why don't you come and help me stir these pots. You know I am making your favorite. You sure I can't tempt you. Dad is not going to be home until late tonight so it is just us for a little while. Still if you don't want to eat we can all eat with dad later. He might actually like that."

He smiled as his sister walked into the kitchen and he admired her beautiful lean body all over again.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha narrowed her eyes at first but sure enough, he was making her all time favorite. Shrimp ramen with real egg drop soup on the side and eggrolls. Don't even think though of the egg drop soup at chinese buffets. Sasha couldn't stand that stuff, what her brother made was clear broth with chicken and carrots and bits of egg. Sasha half smiled as she walked in. "Fine, but only cause you're making my all time favorite." She smiled as she saw the soup and took a tiny sip, feeling the warmth flow through her and make her happy and she started stirring. She also saw her chopsticks out. They had red at the ends, red was a lucky color in Japan. "So, how was your day?" Yep, Sasha was actually trying to have a conversation with her brother. She hadn't done so lately but knew it was time. She could be close to her brother, she just couldn't act on her desires.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt was going to pressure Sasha straight away, but he controlled himself when she started to talk to him. It had been a long time since they had just talked and he was surprised when she started now.

"Same old same old. Go to classes, study and try to figure out that stupid last equation. If I can just get that right i will be a millionaire and dad will never have to work again and you won't have to start."

He was working on a way to process garbage into fuel and had so far got most of it down, but he needed one last equation to perfect it. He was almost there but he was just missing that vital leap.

"So how are your own studies going?" he would not ask about her boyfriend. He was just enjoying talking to her.

 

[Mairu]

"they're okay. It's kind of hard at times but I'll live. I'm hoping when I graduate that maybe I'll have good enough grades to get into a job I like. Maybe meet a good guy, but probably just focus on doing something I really like. I don't think guys nowadays think much about anything but sex." Sasha then quickly looked at her brother. "Of course I don't mean you but guys in general." Like the one who had just walked out a little bit ago Sasha thought as she stirred and fell silent and sighed. She was definitely going to Lit tonight. There was this one guy on there where she could indulge her fantasies with. Who actually sounded like her brother but she knew couldn't be.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt almost chuckled out loud but was able to keep a straight face. If only his sister knew he was thinking of ways to have sex with her right now she would not think so highly of him. Of course he really only had those thoughts about her and although he had had other girlfriends none had captured his attention like her. In fact for the past year he had sworn of women and devoted himself to the task of getting his sister to admit her feelings towards him.

The only relief he got was online. At first it had been the usual Porn, but then he had found a site specializing in Stories. They even had a section about his type of situation. He had written a few and submitted them (Under a very assumed name of course) and people had enjoyed them a lot. He had continued writing them but had then discovered the site also had a Forum section where people actually chatted.

He soon had found himself talking in various rooms, but his favorite was the role play rooms. In fact lately he had found someone to role play with that was amazingly like his sister and him. She was so good at being like his sister that he was sure she was in a situation just like he was. He smiled and was hoping that by doing the role play he was going to convince her to confess to her own brother. He only wished it was his own sister.

Still he had the pictures, and as soon as she felt a little better he was going to use them. He might be going to blackmail her a little but he wasn't a total jerk. He did love his sister dearly and he would never pile this on top of the crap she was dealing with right now. He could wait, for now he had his online 'Little Sister'.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha kept silent as the food cooked, not knowing what to say. This was the problem with closing up, when you wanted to talk you didn't know what to talk about. They ate dinner this way as well and even though Sasha was sad about it, she couldn't do anything about it. She ate quickly though and when she was done went and started washing the dishes, almost wishing her brother would come up to her but she pushed those thoughts aside.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt could tell that his sister was waiting for him to start a conversation but all he could think to talk about was how much he loved her and wanted to be with her all the time and he really didn't think she wanted to hear that just now. Instead he kept quiet but he could see her withdrawing into herself again and he didn't want that either.

Finally as she started to do the dishes he walked up behind her and cuddled her from behind and kissed her on the neck. it was just a quick peck, not the full on kiss and nuzzle he longed to do, then he stood up but kept his arms around her waist.

"I have missed being able to do this sis. We used to be so close but over the last few years we have grown apart. Guess a lot of that has been my fault, being busy at school and all, but you know you are always going to be my best friend not just my sister right. You can tell me anything no matter what it is and I will always be there for you."

He hoped he was saying the right things and that maybe she would finally open up to him.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha's eyes widened as Matt came up but quickly closed as she quivered a bit with what she was feeling. Then as he spoke tears welled and when he went quiet her heart took control. She then leaned back against Matt and put her hands over his and squeezed softly. She then uttered "Please." Even though she didn't know what she was asking for.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt wasn't sure what she wanted but he decided to take a chance. He turned her around and looked into her eyes. "You know I love you Sasha, but maybe you don't know how much. Well this is how much."

He bent down and kissed her on the lips, gently at first then with more passion before finally opening his mouth slightly and allowing his tongue to slide out and gently lick her lips asking for entrance.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha had tears running down her face as Matt turned her around and talked but they stopped the moment he kissed her. For about a whole 5 seconds Sasha was frozen before she melted against him. It was like he was taking total control of her heart and her heart willingly let him. Sasha knew she should stop him, but before she got up the strength to do so his tongue went out and licked her lips. Sasha lost all coherent thought at that moment and opened her lips, melting against her brother as she kissed him back and wrapped her arms around his neck. She pressed against him as they kissed with desperate need, not knowing what to do, under his control right now.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt allowed his hands to move down until they cupped his sisters cute tight butt and then he lifted her up and placed her on the kitchen bench. He didn't stop kissing her during the whole process, indeed his tongue forced it's way deeper into her mouth, wrapping itself around hers and lovingly caressing it. It explored every inch of her mouth and then coaxed her's into his so he could suck on it lightly and nibble gently on it.

The longer they kissed the hotter it became, and he pressed up against her pulling her tight against him as his hands now roamed up and down her back. His strong chest pressed firmly up against hers and he felt her breast crushed against them and her hardened nipples brush up and down it as they moved.

Finally he backed off and looked at her. "I want you to take your top off Sasha. I want to see your naked breasts so I can suckle on them and make you feel good."

 

[Mairu]

Sasha was so out of it that even though she knew what she was doing, she didn't care. She even responded, pressing against him,her body molding against his, like a puzzle piece fitting into place and eagerly following his tongue with her own as it coaxed it into his mouth. That all snapped away as Matt moved away. Suddenly she snapped out of her daze, now looking shocked at what she had done. "M-matt we can't do this, I don't know what just happened but this is wrong and we need to stop." There was so much uncertainty in Sasha's voice at that moment that she hardly believed herself, but this was wrong. It was so strictly taboo that it had been burned into her mind practically. Even as she thought this though she didn't move off the counter and her hands shook, like part of her wanted to continue and her heart tried to push it's way back inside and Sasha looked so confused at what she was feeling. This was wrong! Even as she thought that her mind got a tiny bit inside and she put her hands on the edge of her shirt, biting her lip and chewing on it badly.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt noticed her uncertainty and knew that she wanted this as well. He leaned back down and started to nuzzle her neck, kissing it and lightly biting it with just his lips as he placed his hands over hers where they held onto her shirt.

Then he kissed his way up to her ear and began to suck and nibble on it, tracing it with his tongue before nibbling on it again. Then as he began to gently ease up her shirt with his hands holding onto her hands as well, he whispered into her ear.

"It is not wrong Sasha. We love each other, and when two people love each other as we do then it isn't wrong. You do love me don't you Sis. You do still love your brother?"

 

[Mairu]

Sasha gasped and whimpered as he nuzzled her neck, moaning when he kissed and bit lightly. She tilted her head back as it happened. Even as her mind tried to pull her back her heart kept it out and she let him lift her shirt, not trying to stop him at all. She then felt new tears spring as emotion threatened to overwhelm her as the top came over her head. She immediately released it to put her hands on his cheeks. "Of course I love you, but there are different kinds of love and these feelings? We aren't supposed to have them for each other." Inside her heart was trying to get her head out but her mind stayed, showing torture on her face at the conflict of thought and emotion.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt saw the love on her face but also saw the war she was having with her mind as it was telling her that she was not allowed to have these feelings. He had gone through the same thing so he knew the pain and guilt she was feeling but he also knew that it was not their feelings that were wrong but societies views.

"Sasha look at me," he said lovingly as he reached up and cupped her cheeks the same way she was doing to him. "You are only stopping yourself because it is what you have been told to do your whole life. Think about it, we are told a man must love a woman and that's it, yet there are lot's of gay couples. Heck you can hardly turn on the TV these days and not see a movie without a woman kissing another woman yet we are still told a man must love a woman. How hypocritical is that?" He looked at her to see if the argument was working.

"People are choosing who they want to love all over the world and if we love each other who are they to tell us it is wrong. I love you Sasha and I know you love me," he leaned down and kissed her as his hands reached behind her and unhooked her bra strap. He left it on her though. He broke their kiss and straightened back up. "Now all you have to do is take off that bra and we can begin."

 

[Mairu]

Sasha started wavering as Matt talked but it was mostly because of being so close to him. His words only added a little nudge to how his body being this close to her, even as she tried to fight it. Then when he unhooked her bra she melted completely. Her hands left his cheeks and let the bra slip to the floor. Her breast fell free and Sasha blushed, hiding them with her arms on instinct ad she looked at her brother.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt smiled at her as he leaned down and kissed her firmly on the lips and then nibbled his way down her neck slowly until he came to the top of her breasts and found her arms in the way. He grabbed her wrists gently then firmly pulled her arms apart and resumed kissing and licking his way between her breasts, following the valley between them before branching off to her right one.

He slowly circled it, licking and nibbling at it with his lips as he slowly made his way around and around towards her now very erect nipple. Just as he was about to reach it...he stopped and moved over to the other breast and repeated the process, going as slowly as he had the first time and stopping short as he had done before.

He let go of her wrists and looked back into her face. "Now you tell me if that felt wrong dear sister or if it felt right. Do you want me to continue, because there is a lot more of you to explore and I plan on exploring every bit of you," he smiled wickedly.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha was a whirlwind of emotions right now. As Matt kissed her she tried to focus on him but her mind was screaming that this was wrong. Her whole body and heart was screaming that this was right and it wanted more as Matt continued, pulling her arms from her breasts. As he then gave her breasts attention Sasha moaned, pushing her breasts up towards him, even as her mind tormented her. Then Matt let go of her wrists and asked her and finally with her body wanting him too, the mind was defeated, for now. "It feels.... I don't know. What I do know is I want more." Sasha then hooked her legs around his waist and kissed him, pushing her tongue into his mouth, bringing one hand to his hair to press more tightly against him. The other hand went to undoing his pants, her body and heart in full control.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt was surprised at the change in Sasha as she finally gave in. Gone was the meek girl and in her place was a fiery woman who knew what she wanted and was determined to get it. Her mouth clamped down on his and kissed him deeply as her tongue thrust into his mouth. He invited it in as he wrapped his around it and pulled it inside, caressing it and dueling with it. Then he thrust back and invaded her mouth with his tongue, licking her inner reaches and exploring her mouth with the tip.

As her hand fiddled with his pants he ran his own down her bare back lightly, then around to her front, finding the buttons and undoing her pants before easily lifting her up with one arm and using his other hand to pull both her pants and underwear down then setting her back onto the counter. He then pulled them both down to her knees and then let gravity take them down to her ankles.

He was still kissing her and she had a firm grip on his head, so he still had no idea what his sister looked like naked or how she groomed herself, but he was determined to find out and by tonight, he would know exactly how she 'felt' as well. Finally his love would be his.

 

[Mairu]

Sasha was all desire right now as she kept kissing Matt, just wanting more of him. She loved how he felt and tasted as she explored his mouth as he did the same, getting his pants undone and pushing them down after he did hers. She smiled inwardly as she had always shaved herself, keeping it bare and smooth. Soon she broke her mouth away and took some breaths before looking at him again. "Um, would you mind if we moved this somewhere more private?" Sasha blushed now, her mind again putting doubt in her but she fought it, leaning against Matt, her legs still wrapped around him.

 

[Aussie_Wolf]

Matt smiled at her. He knew their father wouldn't be back for awhile and was tempted to tell her no, but maybe it would be more enjoyable if he took her to bed. He kicked off his shoes and then finished taking off his clothes until he was naked and then gathered up her clothes as well.

He was finally able to see all of her and was surprised to find her fully shaven and smooth, but he smiled. MMMM he was going to enjoy that very soon. He threw their clothes into the laundry then with his large erection pointing the way he grabbed his sisters hand and pulled her up the stairs towards their rooms. She was probably expecting him to take her to his, but he led her to her own room and gently closed the door.

Then he took her in his arms and began to kiss her again, this time a lot more passionately, forcing his tongue into her mouth and rubbing his body up against hers, letting his erection slip in between her legs and rub along the lips of her mound.

"You don't know how long I have waited for this moment Sis. I am going to make you feel so good your mind is going to melt."