my life by hkbj

HARDKOREBJ

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i may not be the richest or smartest person on here.
i been working since i was 12 doing odd jobs.when i got out of high school.i started working in a factory.it can very hard work at times.not many people could handle my job.my father left me when i was young.i never knew him.i was molested by a family member.i never told anyone.i got beat up in school.i was raised by my mother and grandmother.
i never got to do what other kids did when they were growing up.like sports,driving.but i had chores,homework.
i now have a good work ethic thanks to them.i go to work by foot or bike.i think i am sick.just to scared to go to the doctor.i have found blood in my urine.i have felt weak the past year.i need help.just to stupid to get it.ok this is the honest truth.i don`t care if you believe me or not.i just did it cause no one would be my friend.i can`t change unless i want to.i have 1 sister who was smart enough to get out.i have been wanting to get out.just like living in a small town.a big town would chew me up.i guess every one hates me for lieing.i just never went to the doctor.i haven`t been in 7 years.thats when i got hired on.that is sad.i do go out with friends anymore.i need to get out and make friends.pc and everyone will you forgive me for wanting a friend on here.i don`t believe anyone likes me.that just what i get from your posts.
 
So, you're not dying and you don't have cancer, is that right?

In that case, why should we believe you were molested? See how this works?
 
i should go find out for sure if i have it.i can`t hold nothing dow.dizzy a lot.blood in my colon.my urine to.i have lost lots of weight.i am serious.i was 9 when i was molested by a cousin.that the fact pc.you can take it and smoke it.
 
as the richest and smartest person here... take it from me HKBJ... lying in order to make friends is a fucking idiotic idea.

you want friends? be a contributing member of society. no one wants to hang out with, or talk to someone who so totally enjoys being depressed and sharing it with others.

PC... can i borrow your nine iron darlin?
 
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well i don`t know what to do anymore.i just don`t socialize good with others.
 
your right im an idiot for thinking that.no one liked me better before anyways.
 
HKBJ

You made many people here feel stupid for trying to help you, myself included. You went on and on about how sick you were- I PMed you, e-mailed you, wrote to you on the general board and tried to help you. I know for a fact that many others did this as well. You preyed upon our sympathy just to get attention. There are also others here who defended you when other people got sick of your constant complaining, whining, and crying. You made a lot of people look and/or feel like fools.

If you lied about having cancer, it makes me wonder what else you have lied about. How do we know you're not lying about blood in your urine? About being molested? About being poor? About having no health insurance? I mean, where do the lies stop, and the truths begin?

This is most certainly not the way to make friends. I really think that you need to seek professional help, and you need to learn how to like yourself before anyone else can like you. Of course, you're not going to follow this advice, just like you haven't followed anyone else's advice here on the board.

Instead of taking some action and doing something about your problems, you will probably continue posting about how awful your life is, and how sad you are that you have no friends. Prove me wrong.
 
HKBJ, where do the lies end?

my father left me when i was young.i never knew him.

In an earlier post you said that your father was alcoholic, that you watched him ruin his life, and that you would not do the same.

Which is it?
 
People who are really sick find this sort of behavior to be... well.... sickening.
Lilminx is right. You've not just lied, but taken advantage of the care and milked the concern of others, to get attention, and that is lame.

Anyone who is bleeding out of their ass, if the blood comes out red, just has a cut on there asshole. If you are bleeding internally, it'd be black, and you'd be dead by now.

Go to a doctor if this is a real problem, and quit complaining about your problems if you arn't going to do anything about them.
 
i feel guilty.thats the only thing lim.i hate myself even more now.maybe i would be better off dead.you would have a party since im gone forever.im truly sick.just can`t get the guts to see a doctor.the blood thing only happens once.i thought it was just something that happens to everyone.i think it would be best for me to die with this off my chest.
 
Now you're just being dramatic. I don't want you to die- I just want you to get help! Maybe if you did, you wouldn't feel the need to lie about your life, and could begin to like yourself a little. No more excuses, no more shit about wanting to die. This is going to be the absolute last bit of advice I give you... go see a therapist!
 
kiwiwolf said:


This could get ugly.... :rolleyes: :rolleyes: :rolleyes: and I'll raise you a :p

Let's see you top that....:D

ok.. :D :D :D :p and I'll give you a blow job


ah ha.. top that one;)
 
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I just did a search.. went back to the beginning of the HKBJ tour on Lit.


Ok...He isn't a bored board regular.. No one can be that stupid for so long and actually keep it up.

If they can.. well damn.. You are good! :D
 
freakygurl32 said:


ok.. :D :D :D :p and I'll give you a blow job


ah ha.. top that one;)

Yippeeeeeeeeee.... you got me... I'll cum quietly, and copiously.:p ... I gotta warn you though... I have a black belt in Tongue Fu!:D


*eyes rolling back in my head*... yeah just like that baby... Oooooh yeah who's yer daddy?:p :D
 
kiwiwolf said:


Yippeeeeeeeeee.... you got me... I'll cum quietly, and copiously.:p ... I gotta warn you though... I have a black belt in Tongue Fu!:D


*eyes rolling back in my head*... yeah just like that baby... Oooooh yeah who's yer daddy?:p :D



OMG.. *falls off her chair laughing*
 
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