My glitterball

Betticus

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It has dawned on me, I now realize that I have a sickness. A self mindfuck in a way. I take pleasure in twisting people no matter who they are, no matter how dominant or submissive. I make myself into a song and they dance to my tune. They wear bits of me like glitter. The sparkle that makes their life exciting.

I'm a drug and through being that I take pleasure. Everything I do, say and feel is an act. I don't even know where I begin and end anymore. I'm lost in the game.

They dance for me. The people. I don't even know how it happens. It just does.
 
I've felt like this before.

I think there comes a time where you have to ask yourself who you're really fooling.
 
It's not that I feel like I'm fooling anyone. It's just that sometimes it seems that th people around me are so innocent that it's almost a sin for me to be there. When I feel dirty like that I just laugh. I have no remorse.
 
Betticus said:
It has dawned on me, I now realize that I have a sickness. A self mindfuck in a way. I take pleasure in twisting people no matter who they are, no matter how dominant or submissive. I make myself into a song and they dance to my tune. They wear bits of me like glitter. The sparkle that makes their life exciting.

I'm a drug and through being that I take pleasure. Everything I do, say and feel is an act. I don't even know where I begin and end anymore. I'm lost in the game.

They dance for me. The people. I don't even know how it happens. It just does.

Taking a shower
Watching water fall
And what I saw
Was shiny disco balls!
 
Betticus said:
It has dawned on me, I now realize that I have a sickness. A self mindfuck in a way. I take pleasure in twisting people no matter who they are, no matter how dominant or submissive. I make myself into a song and they dance to my tune. They wear bits of me like glitter. The sparkle that makes their life exciting.

I'm a drug and through being that I take pleasure. Everything I do, say and feel is an act. I don't even know where I begin and end anymore. I'm lost in the game.

They dance for me. The people. I don't even know how it happens. It just does.
amateur :kiss:
 
wishing I had a friggin glitter ball

but no...someone else got to it first...
 
Luna_Wolf72 said:
but no...someone else got to it first...


I still want my spanking lessons Luna. Not to badger you or anything but if I can expand my horizons with someone as desireabel as you I will play your game.

No blood please, not at first.
 
snowy ciara said:
I'd like to observe said lessons, I think.

You get queasy around blood and I have a feeling that Luna would make me spill some.
 
Betticus said:
It's not that I feel like I'm fooling anyone. It's just that sometimes it seems that th people around me are so innocent that it's almost a sin for me to be there. When I feel dirty like that I just laugh. I have no remorse.


I feel this way often.
Its a fun part of myself that I'm learning to embrace instead of hide :heart:
 
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