My first thread....

[Caitlynne]

Go easy on me. I've never begun a thread before and this one will be total self-indulgence. It's my birthday and I need some attention. Note I didn't say want, I said need.

Yesterday, I was told He needed a *pause* in our relationship.

He really does need it. It's nothing to do with me, other things in his life are just consuming all his time and there is nothing left over. It's unfair (he says) to me to be kept in the wings without stating the real situation up front. And he is right. There is structure and stability in knowing what is really going on, knowing the truth and accepting it.

But understanding that it is not about me and not about the relationship, still doesn't make it any easier. Well, it does in a way, it's not about me, so that is good. But ....

The timing sucks.

And it may be self-indulgent, even selfish, but I need some attention. So I've begun my own birthday thread. I've been good, I deserve a few pats on the back and 'hey' have a good day's'.

I'll even entertain you all if you like. I can sing and dance and I am quite articulate on almost any topic. I can give something back for this attention I'm begging for.

I'm not being an attention whore, those of you who know me, know that.... I'm quiet, and unless I have something to say, I'm pretty much a non-drama-queen.

So in an effort to be fair to you who might drop by ... my rendition of

"Every Little Breath I take"... (an old Gene Pitney song.. you'll like it, I promise)

*begins to sing....*

 

[AngelicAssassin]

Regardless of the circumstances

Long days and warm nights to you lady.

 

[Netzach]

Oh poopy poopy poopy....

Hope you find a way and a reason to have a happy birthday any damn how.

 

[just pet]

I am totally unfamiliar with your relationship, b ut you sound deserving of someone who has his life together enough to always be there for you. Especially during your birthday time. Perhaps he needs to stop singing "It's all about me".
Well wishes for you.

 

[Zaudika]

Best wishes for a beautiful day.. take care of yourself.. love yourself.. do something just for you. *hugs and snuggles of the cool female chicky kind*

 

[catalina_francisco]

Happy birthday to a special lady. Wish we could send you a Dom with a dungeon to dream for to make the day memorable. Sorry about your relationship woes and yes, it is bad timing....I hope happier times are just around the corner.

Francisco & Catalina

 

[Miss Diva]

Bonne Fete.

 

[Kajira Callista]

If I could I would bake you the stickiest sweetest chocolate cake and mix drinks til you passed out for a day or two to celebrate your birthday

 

[m wisdom]

http://hus7.rsn.bth.se/~magnus/smiles/lotsOsmilies/occasion13.gif

 

[rakastuja]

Happy birthday

We all need more attention than we get time to time.... no need to be particularly shamed about it.

 

[Vixandra]

Hapy Birthday, Caitlynne. There's nothing wrong with asking for some attention on your birthday.

I hope you find something truely wonderful about the day even in the midst of everything else.

 

[Range05]

Happy Birthday sweetie

 

[babiesmiles]

Happy Birthday ... even if a bit late

 

[DVS]

Today is my birthday, too. This makes you an Aries. We are leaders and we tend to get along with a lot of different types of people. But, we have our downsides, just like everybody else does.

In the paper today, I read my horoscope. So, I guess it's yours, too. But, what I found more interesting was the part that says

You born today
You swing from homebody to a wild, creative genius frequently, catching those around you off guard. Curb a self-indulgent streak, which could create more problems than you want. Anchor. Think. Risk only when you are sure of the negative and positive possiblilties.

You will have a strong need to nest and build a stronger foundation. Some might buy their first homes; others might remodel. Your domestic life becomes a priority. You are incisive, imaginative, and clear. If you are single, your intellect draws many to you.

Romance will not be a stranger this year, but make your choice with care, as you could be walking into a long-term tie. If you are attached, feed your relationship with attention and caring. A LEO can be provocative.

Now, there is a lot of that that really says "ME", but I don't really believe in this sort of thing. But, I am creative...genius? I wonder, though I do tend to be a sort of jack of all trades and that bleeds over into the mental aspect of things, too.

Risk only when you are sure of the negative and positive possiblilties. That's me, completely. I don't gamble. I won't play the Lottery. Friends tell me I can't win if I don't play. Well, I don't lose, either. I like my money. I worked hard for it. I would like to keep as much of it as I can.

Romance? I've had my share of sex, these last few years. But, romance, not hardlly. I've tied up my share of women and made them scream, but finding that special one for me? Not working. But, being an Aries, I'm confident in myself. I know if I don't find that special person, I can still be happy.

Now, from your post, you are very much an Aries. You are smart, and you are funny. You are talented and creative. And, intelligent people don't go around talking unless they have something to say. So, your being quiet says something about you.

Aries people don't flaunt what we have. We know some people don't like that. We care about other's feelings. We are sensitive people. Mostly, we are 100% up. But, because we are sensitive, we don't have much inbetween 100% up and 100% down. That can suck, sometimes.

But, being a true Aries, you take the sadness you are feeling and twist it around to be creative and funny. You see that it isn't you that's causing your problems. You can still see a life that has its good points. Another Aries trait.

I think they started a certain phrase for all of the Aries folks. "This too shall pass". And, you know it will.

So, sing us another song and maybe get you some chocolate or something tasty to take your mind off. Maybe check out a good movie on TNT. I'm not making light of your situation, I'm just helping you understand that because you are who you are, everything will be OK.

Even if the situation doesn't turn out well, in the begining, it will get better, in the end. Take it from one birthday kid to another.

Oh, and by the way. Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!





Damn typos...and on my birthday, no less!

 

[babiesmiles]

Happy Birthday to you too DVS !

 

[snowy ciara]

Happy Birthday to Both of you, but Caitlynne gets gropes with her hugs....

 

[DVS]

Happy Birthday to you too DVS !

Thanks but I"m not singing no songs.
This is Caitlynne's thread. Let her sing another one. I'll just watch.

 

[Bandit58]

Happy Birthday to Both of you, but Caitlynne gets gropes with her hugs....

Oooh girly gropes, can I play too???

Happy Birthday Caitlynne, I've always enjoyed your posts here Here's hoping your relationship with your Dom gets better *hugs*

DVS Happy Birthday to you too

 

[Caitlynne]

Thanks but I"m not singing no songs.
This is Caitlynne's thread. Let her sing another one. I'll just watch.

OMG, another 4/16'er. I can share the attention. Happy Birthday DVS, and I believe we are creative geniuses, at least that's my story and I'm sticking to it.

Thanks to one and all, I really mean that. It's a difficult thing for me to reach out, and ask for what I want. Something I've been asked to work on BTW, but it was still hard to do. So, you may not realize it, but this meant a lot to me. (I have a really difficult time asking for what I want..)

The day was saved by dear friends, who know me and my situation well, and refused to let me cry longer than the 20 minutes I carried on. So then it was presents, spankings, dinner and a few margarita's and I'm feeling no pain. (Well not the bad kind anyway)

Again thanks so much for all the good wishes and the attention. **a girls got to be grateful when attention gets thrown her way and she only had to sing one (or two songs)**

So for my next number I'll sing....

"Twist and Shout"..

Everybody dance now....

 

[snowy ciara]

twisting and shouting and writing pervy lil pms...

 

[LordMonsterous]

I look forward to the singing! Will there be dancing?? I'll bring the drinks!!

 

[A Desert Rose]

I'm glad you had a lovely evening. No one deserves that more than you do.

 

[cellis]

Happy belated Birthday.... I am glad things turned out pretty well for you.

 

[witcha]

Belated happy birthday and may you find your inner peace

 

[shy slave]

Great singing and Happy Birthday
xxxxx