My 18 year old son is in love with me, I think

[Lovely Fiona]

I was tidying my son's bedroom while he was out at school and in a drawer I found some porn magazines.

Not unusual, I thought until I found in the very same drawer a set of photographs of me in four different bikini sets - from four different holidays we had in the days when I was married and we could afford summer holidays abroad.

The fact that these holidays dated back between when he was from 13 to 16 worried me.

Just how long had he been feeling this way ?!

 

[DannyBoyUK]

From the age of 13 was the simple answer !

The holiday snaps were all ones I took myself - and at the age of 13 that had been a sizeable portion of my holiday spending money but I wanted to be able to look at my wonderful mother in her bathing suit any time I wanted, not just for the two weeks per year that we went on holiday.

I loved her so much ! After the divorce I wanted to protect her and emotionally I would like to think I did so very well. But her bedroom had always still been her private realm and it was surely only a dream that I would ever spend the night on her side of the door.

 

[Lovely Fiona]

I was so taken aback - it had never even occurred to me that he might feel that way about me.

I did look good in some of the pictures, it had to be said. But there is a difference between looking good and being an object of incestuous desire. I would not have been so concerned if he had kept the pictures somewhere away from the porn magazines - however he obviously associated the pictures with sexual matters and I did not know what to do about it.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

If she only knew just how much masturbation had taken place with the help of those photographs - it must have been near on a gallon of 'wasted' spunk that I had produced whilst imagining getting closer to her.

And not so much as a micro-second glimpse of nipple or pubes - which is why I kept the magazines ! Depending on my mood, I would allow my fantasy-mom to adopt the pussy and tits of various of the models posing on the pages. Which of them most resembled my real mom's body I would probably never get to know.

 

[Lovely Fiona]

I had never had to address this as a potential problem in my mind before.

Who could I turn to for a solution ?

It was far to odd to share with the family doctor and I doubted any of my girlfriends would be understanding.

I would have to find a solution for myself. I did not think I could bring myself to talk to him about it but I did not want him to carry on lusting after me.

Perhaps I could "accidentally" let him see me naked. Maybe that would sort out his incestuous head.

But suddenly I heard him at the bedroom door and I saw him looking at me with his collection in my hands.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

son's name can be Daniel !

The moment I saw her with my secret material, my heart fell.

"Er mom - that stuff is supposed to be private. I.....er....."

I could only fumble for those words and did not know what to say until I knew whether she was furious or just plain angry !

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"I don't mind you having these adult magazines.....I don't mind you having photographs of me - in fact I find that kind of sweet - but do you have to keep them in the same place ?"

WIth hindsight I know my question was asking for big trouble !

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"Well, what they have in common mom is beauty. You wouldn't have been out of place if they had put those pictures in one of the magazines as a star centrefold."

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"I dont know about that I blushed"

Then he went and said it - "Well strip off and I'll let you know."

 

[DannyBoyUK]

As I said the words, I immediately wished I hadn't been so foolish. All I could do though was wait for her reaction !

 

[Lovely Fiona]

My next comment was just as stupid when I think back on it:

"You wouldn't want me to do that."

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"I'd very very much want you to do that but I guess you would be upset if I asked you."

It seemed like nothing more than word games, but I was being more truthful with her than I had been for years !

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"No. I'm not upset. I am just wondering whether you wanting that is wrong and whether it would be wrong if I posed for you a few times in the sort of way that those ladies in Penthouse and all those other ones pose."

Not surprisingly my boy told me "No mom, it wouldn't be wrong"

I smiled.

My smile fell a bit when he added "Not wrong at all - I would even give you a big long cuddle to say thank-you if you did."

 

[DannyBoyUK]

I was not sure whether she realised that the long cuddle I dreamed of would be before she re-clothed herself.

"So what about giving it a try, then ?" I smiled.

I was already picturing myself watching her slowly peel off those clothes but deep down thought this would be the end of the jokey chit-chat.

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"As long as you promise not to do the kind of thing that boys of your age when they look at magazines......then perhaps....."

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"Is that while you are actually stripping or later when I think back to you doing a strip. I suppose I can promise about the former but no guarantees on the latter. That's always assuming we are talking about the same thing when you use the phrase "kind of thing", eh mom ?"

Was I being too clever with the words for my own good ? Would my efforts at keeping up the verbal tennis end up by rebounding on me ?

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"It was both !"

I didn't know what to think - whether it was to be in front of me or not, my son wanted to masturbate while thinking about me"

"I wish I hadn't asked that now, son.....I will take my clothes off for you if it makes you happy - is that what you want ?"

 

[bigin']

Where is the rest? I like this one

 

[DannyBoyUK]

I had to act cool.

"I'd like it very much" - the solemn calmness of my voice was at utter odds with the palpitating heart in my chest.

"I'll be able to add you to my score-chart"

"Your what ?" questioned my still-clothed mother.

"All the models in the magazine are given scores by me in five different categories - I keep an all-time chart under my bed - I couldn't add you to the chart because in two of the categories I wouldn't have been able to answer.

This clearly intrigued her "So what three categories COULD you have given me a score, son ?"

"Face, hair and legs." I told her.

And although it was obvious, I reckoned, she went on to ask "And what two COULDNT you give me a score ?"

"Doesn't that speak for itself ?" I asked her.

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"Oh......I see.......well if I do let you give me a score on all FIVE sections, you have got to be honest and give the scores as if I was in a magazine - don't boost the scores just because I am here - we need to be honest about this, don't we ?"



What was I getting myself into ?!

 

[DannyBoyUK]

"I promise not to show any signs of family bias - I'll study all five sections very carefully and won't make any hasty decisions !"

(Of course I didnt want to rush what might be my only chance to see mom this way !)

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"Here goes nothing - I hope I don't come bottom of the list."

And I did it !

I took off all my clothes and stood before him, only a few feet away - utterly naked.

 

[DannyBoyUK]

Hard though it was, I diverted my eyes away from the two sections which were going to be the subject of the two scores that I would never have been able to assess before.

"Hang on a tic, mom, let me get my score ledger out and we'll do this properly. Sit down if it makes you more comfortable .W

And I took out from my desk my book in which every centrefold had received her set of marks.

 

[Lovely Fiona]

"Score the naughty parts first so I can at least put my bra and panties back on."

Proud though I was of my quim and my titties, I did not want to remain totally nude for too much longer.

 

[huntertate]

You score a 9 on your legs