brioche
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Just to forewarn you, this is a bit of a whine. I'm trying to process the experience. Also, my chiropractor told me that since my tailbone is still tender he thinks I DO have arthritis in my back, which is a whole new can of worms.
Okay, so. I made it through my MRI today, which was a new experience. They make it sound so reassuring, telling you that there is track lighting inside so it's not dark and that there is air blowing so it's not stuffy. And you'll have a panic thing to squeeze if you can't take it.
Then you have to put on earplugs because it's so loud and lay your head in a thing and basically let what is in essence a little lighted tunnel come down and encase you (well, up to the waist or so, anyway). My hands were cramping because I had them pressed in at my side and I told them I didn't need something covering my eyes.
I think this was a mistake.
About 10 minutes in I opened my eyes briefly and realized that the tunnel was about 5 cm max from my face. Although I am not overly claustrophobic, I found this distressing. I actually had to psych myself back out of being scared because if I didn't, I was going to freak out and the MRI image was going to be ruined and I would have to do it again. At this point they were taking 5 to 6 minute shots that seemed much longer. I do not understand how the people who have two hour MRIs do it - half an hour was more than enough for me. By the end I was emotionally exhausted from distracting myself every time my thoughts veered toward the closeness - and they did a lot. I actually almost pushed the panic bulb twice - but the logical part of me just pointed out that once I calmed back down I 'd have to resume, so what would the point be? Urgh.
Now I have to call the doctor on Wednesday and convince her she wants to give me the results soon, not in November. My physiotherapist needs to know one way or the other.
Okay, so. I made it through my MRI today, which was a new experience. They make it sound so reassuring, telling you that there is track lighting inside so it's not dark and that there is air blowing so it's not stuffy. And you'll have a panic thing to squeeze if you can't take it.
Then you have to put on earplugs because it's so loud and lay your head in a thing and basically let what is in essence a little lighted tunnel come down and encase you (well, up to the waist or so, anyway). My hands were cramping because I had them pressed in at my side and I told them I didn't need something covering my eyes.
I think this was a mistake.
About 10 minutes in I opened my eyes briefly and realized that the tunnel was about 5 cm max from my face. Although I am not overly claustrophobic, I found this distressing. I actually had to psych myself back out of being scared because if I didn't, I was going to freak out and the MRI image was going to be ruined and I would have to do it again. At this point they were taking 5 to 6 minute shots that seemed much longer. I do not understand how the people who have two hour MRIs do it - half an hour was more than enough for me. By the end I was emotionally exhausted from distracting myself every time my thoughts veered toward the closeness - and they did a lot. I actually almost pushed the panic bulb twice - but the logical part of me just pointed out that once I calmed back down I 'd have to resume, so what would the point be? Urgh.
Now I have to call the doctor on Wednesday and convince her she wants to give me the results soon, not in November. My physiotherapist needs to know one way or the other.