Mixed emotions

[Aphrodisiac]

There was once this boy who was in love with me, but I was not in love with him. But we developed a wonderful friendship... it has been almost 6 years since we have known one another & at one time he asked me to marry him. But I said " no" because I was not ready to marry @ the time & I was not in love with him.

I dated and had b/fs and all that time we talked about my relationships & he helped me out in some things. He also had 1 g/f & but it did not last long.

Well tonight he told he has found the girl who he plans to marry, this girl I know because she is his best friend. I guess they finally found one another & they are planning to get married next year.

While I am happy he has some one in his life , and I like her ... a part of me feels sad that I am losing him.

I liked the idea that he liked me in such a way ... he was special but then I am happy he found his own special someone.

Just don't understand why I am feeling all sad.


Just wanted to get that off my chest.

 

[penguindance]

 

[Aphrodisiac]

pretty


I know what you mean ...


It makes me wonder now , about us.
If I had given him a chance ... but now its to late.

Even though I am sad ... I am happy he has finally found that special some one. He is one of those rare wonderful sweet caring men ... that are rare to find ... I am happy for him.

I am sure this saddness I feel will soon disappear. *sigh*

 

[penguindance]

 

[Aphrodisiac]

Thank you , pretty...

 

[penguindance]