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bisouthernbelle
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Dear Mistresses of Literotica,
I am BiSouthernBelle, or Belle if you like, and I am coming to you as a submissive who has just come out of a very toxic relationship with a Miss, as she preferred me to call her. To be respectful I will leave this Miss unnamed. I feel like she epitomized the Bon Jovi song, "You Give Love A Bad Name".
Until a couple of weeks ago when the Miss started introducing D/s into our friendship, I did not know too much about it. I was honest with the Miss that I was quite a novice, but I really wanted to learn. I asked her to teach me, and I thought things were going okay. I felt like she had been seducing me and leading me towards this goal of her becoming my Miss. She is a prominent author on Literotica, again unnamed to be respectful. I really liked when she called me pet. I was very interested in learning, though I know I made some mistakes just out of not being familiar with submissive etiquette. I told her I was sorry and willing to learn and grow from her tutelage.
Suddenly,( I honestly don't know what I did wrong, and she won't tell me) she just dumped me and told me she did not want to be my Miss any more. I asked what I did, and she was very vague. She basically told me she despised me and never wanted to talk to me again. What I felt was it was all about the game to her. As soon as she knew she had me, she was gone.
I don't get this, as I am a loyal person, and don't like to play games with people's emotions.
I actually want to learn as a submissive, and maybe be a pet to some other woman in the future.
I would just like to have an open conversation with another Mistress or another submissive who knows more about D/s and can answer my questions, please?
Sincerely,
Belle
I am BiSouthernBelle, or Belle if you like, and I am coming to you as a submissive who has just come out of a very toxic relationship with a Miss, as she preferred me to call her. To be respectful I will leave this Miss unnamed. I feel like she epitomized the Bon Jovi song, "You Give Love A Bad Name".
Until a couple of weeks ago when the Miss started introducing D/s into our friendship, I did not know too much about it. I was honest with the Miss that I was quite a novice, but I really wanted to learn. I asked her to teach me, and I thought things were going okay. I felt like she had been seducing me and leading me towards this goal of her becoming my Miss. She is a prominent author on Literotica, again unnamed to be respectful. I really liked when she called me pet. I was very interested in learning, though I know I made some mistakes just out of not being familiar with submissive etiquette. I told her I was sorry and willing to learn and grow from her tutelage.
Suddenly,( I honestly don't know what I did wrong, and she won't tell me) she just dumped me and told me she did not want to be my Miss any more. I asked what I did, and she was very vague. She basically told me she despised me and never wanted to talk to me again. What I felt was it was all about the game to her. As soon as she knew she had me, she was gone.
I don't get this, as I am a loyal person, and don't like to play games with people's emotions.
I actually want to learn as a submissive, and maybe be a pet to some other woman in the future.
I would just like to have an open conversation with another Mistress or another submissive who knows more about D/s and can answer my questions, please?
Sincerely,
Belle