Mistress to train the male competitiveness out of me?

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I'm a 59-year-old, tall, thin, single white male who has been a panty fetishist since I was maybe 6 years old.

I notice that when some macho jerk does an aggressive move in traffic, the culturally-induced stupid male competitiveness still arises in me in a knee-jerk-jerk reaction, and my equanimity disappears for a while. I don't like that attitude in others, and I'm very disappointed that I haven't been able to cure myself of it; after all, whatever change we want to see happen outside should happen within.

If there's a sweet, loving Mistress in the SF Bay Area who would be willing to train me to be more feminine, I'm ready to submit. I do have some "hard boundaries," such as that I will not participate in intimate activities with any biological male, or with a female who is not attractive to me, and don't want to either give or receive pain. There are undoubtedly others, but those occur to me immediately.

Pictures of me can be seen on alt.com (pantyloverr) or sexyads.com (either I_wear_panties or I-wear-panties, forgot which at the moment), and some more particulars about my emotional character can be found there also.

I've been celibate for nigh onto 30 years, initially as a spiritual observance. I have a tremendous amount of untapped love and affection wanting to shower on the right person. The ideal would be a Mistress who would want me as an exclusive lover, husband actually, because I'm monogamous by nature, and this is not just a game for me, I really want it.
 
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