Mistress has made me crave cock!

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I have been ordered to share this. I'm still shaking as I type. Mistress has been aware of my porn habit for some time. She told me a while ago, that I can only look at what she approves. I may also only jerk off to what she tells me is acceptable.

This started with whims like pregnant women, feet, nipples, and even midget porn. Then, she moved to having me only look at ladyboys and transgenders. For the last few weeks, she has had me edging to these pictures but denying me orgasm.

This week, Mistress has been having me sit at the computer in my panties every night and look at pictures of men, while I jerk off. She has not let me cum for over ten nights of this.

Then, tonight, she had me look up pictures of big, hard cocks dripping with cum. She told me to imagine them in my mouth. She told me how she would love to watch me suck on cocks and make men cum.

Then she told me, "You may cum tonight my little slut. But you must eat every drop. And while you eat, you must keep looking at those cocks and wishing they were cumming in your mouth."

Oh, my god! This was the most intense, hardest, wettest orgasm I have ever had. It shot all the way to my chin as I leaned back panting. It was intense, and almost frightening. I cleaned up every bit of it I could, licking my fingers clean.

And, it was because of the pictures. I have never cum like that for anything else. My mind is racing, my heart still flutters. And, I want it to happen again.

She has told me that I will be getting a cage and a dildo next week. "Next week you will practice being fucked. You will look at pictures of men fucking each other and ride your toy until you cum. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Mistress."

"Relax and enjoy yourself over the next few days, because next week, I'll be training that ass of yours. Pretty soon you will only be able to cum for cock."

Somehow, it doesn't feel like a threat. More like a treat. I'm addicted to this game and I can't stop. I'll look at whatever she wants, imagine whatever she wants. Just, please, make me cum like that again Mistress!
 
Welcome!!

Thank you. I think you have read my other posts about her. She enjoys the dominance and submission as well as my reactions to discipline, punishment, and training even though it is not about her sexual pleasure. For her it is the control, my devotion, and our emotional bond. My current assignment is to write a draft of our protocols and training rules. She also asked for a list of requets. (Tools, toys, clothes, etc.) I am lucky to have her and will do whatever she asks.
 
Thank you. I think you have read my other posts about her. She enjoys the dominance and submission as well as my reactions to discipline, punishment, and training even though it is not about her sexual pleasure. For her it is the control, my devotion, and our emotional bond. My current assignment is to write a draft of our protocols and training rules. She also asked for a list of requets. (Tools, toys, clothes, etc.) I am lucky to have her and will do whatever she asks.
You are welcome, but there is no need to thank sissy, am doing what She trained sissy to do.
It is wonderful to be in a relationship which is based on devotion of another without shelf reward other than the pure satisfaction of service to the One.
Hope your relationship grows and gets better.
 
You are welcome, but there is no need to thank sissy, am doing what She trained sissy to do.
It is wonderful to be in a relationship which is based on devotion of another without shelf reward other than the pure satisfaction of service to the One.
Hope your relationship grows and gets better.

It is certainly new territory for me. It is a complete reversal of where I was even 15 years ago. I thought myself too old for this kind of excited expectation. She knows just how to feed my needs. And I worship jer for it. The cage will be a huge step for me. But it promises to be rewarding.
 
Mistress

This story is so hot, and you are really lucky. I’ve always fantasized about having the opportunity to have a mistress dominate me.
 
This story is so hot, and you are really lucky. I’ve always fantasized about having the opportunity to have a mistress dominate me.

I am lucky to have her. I've written about what led us here elsewhere on the boards. I like telling the story though, so PM me if you ever want to hear it.

By the way, my new toys come in Saturday. Then the real fun begins!:D
 
We hope you'll report back on how it goes.
Some of are living vicariously through you.

I have two new toys as of this afternoon. They came Saturday, but Mistress made me wait to open them. A little pink plastic cock cage, a silicone cock to practice my sucking, and she got me some new colors for my toenails. The cock toy will serve two purposes. It is the kind used for small penis humiliation. I will get to wear it on relese night. She will have me use it to catch my cum in before drinking it.

I'm so giddy right now!
 
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I have two new toys as of this afternoon. They came Saturday, but Mistress made me wait to open them. A little pink plastic cock cage, a silicone cock to practice my sucking, and she got me some new colors for my toenails. The cock toy will serve two purposes. It is the kind used for small penis humiliation. I will get to wear it on relese night. She will have me use it to catch my cum in before drinking it.

I'm so giddy right now!

How wonderful!
 
Has She tried putting on your cage yet?

I have to travel for work for a couple of days. It wouldn't be practical given what I do. So, she says I get to put it on and play with my new dick when I get back from my trip thursday night. Then I get to keep it on through the weekend and a few more days until I travel again. She says she will be kind like that... For now. :)
 
I have been ordered to share this. I'm still shaking as I type. Mistress has been aware of my porn habit for some time. She told me a while ago, that I can only look at what she approves. I may also only jerk off to what she tells me is acceptable.

This started with whims like pregnant women, feet, nipples, and even midget porn. Then, she moved to having me only look at ladyboys and transgenders. For the last few weeks, she has had me edging to these pictures but denying me orgasm.

This week, Mistress has been having me sit at the computer in my panties every night and look at pictures of men, while I jerk off. She has not let me cum for over ten nights of this.

Then, tonight, she had me look up pictures of big, hard cocks dripping with cum. She told me to imagine them in my mouth. She told me how she would love to watch me suck on cocks and make men cum.

Then she told me, "You may cum tonight my little slut. But you must eat every drop. And while you eat, you must keep looking at those cocks and wishing they were cumming in your mouth."

Oh, my god! This was the most intense, hardest, wettest orgasm I have ever had. It shot all the way to my chin as I leaned back panting. It was intense, and almost frightening. I cleaned up every bit of it I could, licking my fingers clean.

And, it was because of the pictures. I have never cum like that for anything else. My mind is racing, my heart still flutters. And, I want it to happen again.

She has told me that I will be getting a cage and a dildo next week. "Next week you will practice being fucked. You will look at pictures of men fucking each other and ride your toy until you cum. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Mistress."

"Relax and enjoy yourself over the next few days, because next week, I'll be training that ass of yours. Pretty soon you will only be able to cum for cock."

Somehow, it doesn't feel like a threat. More like a treat. I'm addicted to this game and I can't stop. I'll look at whatever she wants, imagine whatever she wants. Just, please, make me cum like that again Mistress!

This is exactly my fantasy. This kind of relationship is what I want and need.
The point of this kind of relationship for me would be my wife training me to be in a cuckold relationship where I would become the fluffer for her lovers and cleanup boi for both of them.
 
This is exactly my fantasy. This kind of relationship is what I want and need.
The point of this kind of relationship for me would be my wife training me to be in a cuckold relationship where I would become the fluffer for her lovers and cleanup boi for both of them.

Our situation is a little different because of her health issues. But, those are the kinds of fantasies she indulges me in. And I'm in love with them. :heart:
 
I have been ordered to share this. I'm still shaking as I type. Mistress has been aware of my porn habit for some time. She told me a while ago, that I can only look at what she approves. I may also only jerk off to what she tells me is acceptable.

This started with whims like pregnant women, feet, nipples, and even midget porn. Then, she moved to having me only look at ladyboys and transgenders. For the last few weeks, she has had me edging to these pictures but denying me orgasm.

This week, Mistress has been having me sit at the computer in my panties every night and look at pictures of men, while I jerk off. She has not let me cum for over ten nights of this.

Then, tonight, she had me look up pictures of big, hard cocks dripping with cum. She told me to imagine them in my mouth. She told me how she would love to watch me suck on cocks and make men cum.

Then she told me, "You may cum tonight my little slut. But you must eat every drop. And while you eat, you must keep looking at those cocks and wishing they were cumming in your mouth."

Oh, my god! This was the most intense, hardest, wettest orgasm I have ever had. It shot all the way to my chin as I leaned back panting. It was intense, and almost frightening. I cleaned up every bit of it I could, licking my fingers clean.

And, it was because of the pictures. I have never cum like that for anything else. My mind is racing, my heart still flutters. And, I want it to happen again.

She has told me that I will be getting a cage and a dildo next week. "Next week you will practice being fucked. You will look at pictures of men fucking each other and ride your toy until you cum. Do you understand?"

"Yes, Mistress."

"Relax and enjoy yourself over the next few days, because next week, I'll be training that ass of yours. Pretty soon you will only be able to cum for cock."

Somehow, it doesn't feel like a threat. More like a treat. I'm addicted to this game and I can't stop. I'll look at whatever she wants, imagine whatever she wants. Just, please, make me cum like that again Mistress!
Goodness this is hot! Although, for me I'd never be able to give up getting into some pussy and getting off from time to time! I love both cock and pussy about equitably and as such could not ever enjoy getting off only to cock. Perhaps it emanates from a desire to still have children? Who knows? All I know is that you're so fortunate to have found a woman that gets it and is willing to explore this side of you with you! That's hot!!!
 
Goodness this is hot! Although, for me I'd never be able to give up getting into some pussy and getting off from time to time! I love both cock and pussy about equitably and as such could not ever enjoy getting off only to cock. Perhaps it emanates from a desire to still have children? Who knows? All I know is that you're so fortunate to have found a woman that gets it and is willing to explore this side of you with you! That's hot!!!


Yes, I'm bisexual and she teases me about it all the time. She is always pointing out sexy people of both genders to me. This training actually hinges on her ordering me to do it. I don't know if I could ever be with a man without her telling me to or direction from her. She knows I love women too much to give them up. I think her point is that I'll never do anything unless she orders it. But, I'd be lying if I said I didn't like this training. I don't do anything without her. But I would do anything for her. We've now had similar sessions with foot fetish pics, trans girls, BDSM pics, and my Hollywood obsession, Gal Gadot. Yes, I'm lucky that she understands and indulges.
 
Has She tried putting on your cage yet?

Sorry, I missed this question. She has, but she decided she didn't like "fiddling with it" as often as necessary to accommodate my work trips. I am being made to wear a tight jock strap on trips. This requires me to text her for permission to pee, etc. When I get home, I am bound in ribbon or leather cord.
 
Yes, I'm bisexual and she teases me about it all the time. She is always pointing out sexy people of both genders to me. This training actually hinges on her ordering me to do it. I don't know if I could ever be with a man without her telling me to or direction from her. She knows I love women too much to give them up. I think her point is that I'll never do anything unless she orders it. But, I'd be lying if I said I didn't like this training. I don't do anything without her. But I would do anything for her. We've now had similar sessions with foot fetish pics, trans girls, BDSM pics, and my Hollywood obsession, Gal Gadot. Yes, I'm lucky that she understands and indulges.
I find this so hot as I myself am seeking a woman like your wife!! Enjoy
 
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