Men wanting to be sodomized secrectly by other men

magikwand4u

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Hey all. I'm new here......interesting place.*
I just was wondering if any other str8 married men have a fantasy like mine. I am not gay. Never came close to having sex with a with a man before. I've been happily married for over 30 years and always loved having sex with women especially with my beautiful wife with whom. I've always been faithful to.......but.....I'm semi retired now and home alone all day with not much to do while my wifes at work. It gets a little lonely and I have a high sex drive, I'm always horny. I have even been considered a sex addict.
So you see, I watch a lot of internet porn jacking off and fantasizing about sex all the time. And I've seen every kind of porn known to man woman shemale and beast. Then one day a few years ago I started to watch gay, bisexual and tranny / shemale porn out of curiosity of course. Well, to my suprise (and shock) I found watching men having sex, sucking and fucking each other really turned me on (bi and tranny too)! *Now I have developed a curiosity or fetish about being sodomized, sucking another mans cock and being ass fucked by another man, preferably one with a big 9"+ juicy dick (white or black).*
So I've had this fantasy or fetish for years now to meet another man in total privacy and secrecy and submitting to being orally and anally sodomized *performing a religious-like ritual of sacred cock worship. Where my priest of penis makes me strip off all of my clothing so my body is totally naked and spiritual exposed then making me kneel down at his alter of swelling holy cock, my face just inches from his big, bulging growing crotch. At this point I get a little nervous start to tremble slightly and begin to have second thoughts not wanting to cheat on my wife. But just then my priest of penis pulls out this enormous erection out of his pants and I become fixated on his nearly perfect, throbbing massive member of manhood meat. *Suddenly the deep dark hidden secret cock hungry wild animal inside me wants uncaged, I can feel my own cock start to grow quickly into a hard erection and my asshole starts to pucker and twitch contracting open and close uncontrollably (as I start to imagine the anal sodomizing later). I mown outload , tilt my head back, open my mouth anxious to start submitting pleasure to his large erection by performing the forbidden sin of oral sodomy cock worship. Holding his now huge full erection he starts slowly sliding his thick shaft past my wet tightly wrapped lips feeding me his thick, long shaft stuffing my cock hungry mouth full of throbbing vein covered man meat as is cover his cock with warm slippery spit. Then I would love to have my face baptised and covered with cum and totally splattered with sperm. Then licking and sucking his cock and balls clean.
Next I'll describe the anal sodomizing cock worship ritual where I get on my knees putting my chest on the floor and lifting my ass up in the air for a good hard deep invasive ass rape pounding.
Like I said, I have never been with a man before but I have bought various sized realistic cock shaped dildos to fantasy practice/play oral and anal with (in total privacy of course which I've gotten pretty good at). I don't know what my wife would do if she or anybody ever found out about my deep dark secret hidden cock loving fantasy.
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Anal sex is a very pleasurable experience. Arguably more so for men because we have a prostate.

A big beautiful cock is something to be admired and the tangible pleasure of its owner as it twitches and spurts its load of cum is rewarding in a way different from almost any other sexual activity. Even women often say that the enjoyment of sucking cock is more psychological than physical - something that can be experienced by men and women alike.

The pleasure of submission to another person's pleasure is delicious and affirming on a visceral level.

Your fantasy captured all of these delightful elements. My one word of advice is don't preface it in your own mind but needing to say "I am not gay". You enjoy what you enjoy regardless of what label is attached. Fear of a label changes nothing but constrains your own exploration. I saw one discussion on here that made the very valid point that humans don't fit easily into categories of all hetero, all homo or 50/50. It is a continuum. You may not be as attracted to men as to women but there are obviously some aspects of them that you find appealing even if only psychological. Call it bi or bi curious or call it nothing at all. Just enjoy exploring and know that it will be more enjoyable if you don't constrain where it leads you.

Personally I would say I am bi sexual with a preference for women but an open mind.
 
future

hopefully his future is to keep exploring with an open mind and not get hung-up on trite labels and one word answers
 
We're all on the spectrum; I know I am!

100% straight but obsessed with cocks, if that makes sense.
 
Yes

There are many of us out there. In terms of romance and feelings of love and affection, I am only interested in women. I only like kissing and cuddling with women. BUT, I do thoroughly enjoy sucking a nice hard cock or two (or 8) and swallowing some (a lot) thick, hot cum.
 
If you are having this fantasy you are at a minimum bisexual. Nothing wrong with that, so am I. The difference is I don't hide it. There is no feeling for me like having a nice hard one up my ass and/or down my throat shooting a nice load of hot cum. My wife loves to watch, and join in.
 
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For the first 40 years of my life I was 100% straight, but then, in an unforgettable awakening at the beginning of a planned weekend of marsthon masturbation, I discovered and joyously embraced my 'feminine-side' homosexuality. Making me bisexual? Fifteen sexy years, being fucked up my ass -- all bareback, with lots of spewing, spurting, filling, flooding cum -- well over 100 times by 40+ men, I've come to the conclusion that I'm just 'sexual'!
 
If you are having this fantasy you are at a minimum bisexual. Nothing wrong with that, so am I. The difference is I don't hide it. There is no feeling for me like having a nice hard one up my ass and/or down my throat shooting a nice load of hot cum. My wife loves to watch, and join in.

Lucky man. I wish my wife was into it.
 
Yeah, dude. I'd just say you're at least bi-curious.

I know others have covered the label thing but you make a point of claiming to be straight... Then a whole, detailed and clearly eager post about fucking guys.

Had you said you wanted to be fucked in the ass by a woman with a strap on, I'd say you were straight.

However, the great news is that it is 2017 so you can be who you want and do who you want... (As long as everyone is consenting).

So straight and want to be fucked by a man, bi-curious, bi, gay, pan-sexual... Just don't worry and have fun. :)

All the best.
 
I always say I have no interest in anal but I do sometimes have very sub feelings so can imagine myself bending for the right man in the right situation. I definitely want to suck cock and wonder if a man could get me submissive enough to accept, even desire, being sodomised by him. I don't at this time seek it but neither do I totally disregard the possibility. I wonder, will I ever whisper those words, "please fuck me"? I have asked my wife to sodomise me with a strapon but she isn't interested.
 
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