JonathanBair
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I am Jonathan (Jon) Gordenson. At first I did not know what to think of my new role play partner Robyn as I knew she wasn't fully a she, but she made her character seam so real in the story. I found my self forgetting that my co-writer is not a full female. One SRP ended, and we started to talk about the next one, then the next one. Next thing I knew I forgot all about Robyn being anything but a female. Heck after a while of knowing everything about Robyn I have no clue about what her male being is like or his/there name. I shake my head as I do not know the right way to refer to them. Part of me is glad Robyn is happy to be the woman that is filling my nights. She would be the perfect girlfriend other then the face she got the meat stick that I am blocking out of my mind. Not out of rejecting for who they are, but just I got accustomed to my partner always being the woman in the stories.
After some time past, I bring up the subject meeting in real life. I mention I am kinda worried as this is the first time for me to meet a drag queen, or someone trans. I grew up hearing that kind of behavior is wrong tho I know from are chats it is who Robyn really is happy being. I want the best for my friend/writing partner, so behing honest but open minded. I am willing to see how things go. I do wonder if I fall for them while they still have there meat stick, if that would make me gay. This is so confusing I really do not know what I am getting into other then I honestly care and trust her. We hear about the convention and get the bright idea of this is a perfect way to meet. A very public place and around like minded people as why would anyone show up that is not into the life. (LOL Other then me meeting Robyn and I find that kinda funny in a way as I am very happy being a guy. Hey I support her so ya I am all gun-ho for the crazy trip.)
We look at the map of the building and where are hotel/motel's are at. I went with the cheapest room near there as I really only need a bed and bathroom with the free breakfast to start the day, while Robyn went a hotel with all the options. I got my room just to make sure I had a safe place to sleep should things get into a area I can not handle at that second. A bit of room for me to think about what is going on. I got my room for the night before the event starts and 2 nights past when it ends. Just to play it safe.
We have a plan, to meet at a set place as soon as we can get there. First person stays as the second makes there way as soon as they can get there to see each other really in person. Sure we have swapped pics before, and I know Robyn can really dress up to look like a hell of a woman, also pull off the casual relaxing look. I have no clue what Robyn will be wearing, but the 50 or so photos I know the face and I am counting on she will know me when seeing me. Well it is not likely some other woman will just show up and try and pick me up right??? I got there extra early skipping eating as I got got a belly that feels like it is in a dryer by how it is being so turned around with nerves. More so facing the unknown of how I will really act when I can touch them. Will my view of Robyn be the only thing I can think of, or will I react to there other side I know nothing about, and never wanted to learn anything about....Sure I know who Robyn's family and friends are, and what they do for work, but that other half of the personality I do not know makes me question things. Not enough to want to back out, but to make me ask the "what if's" and "Can I really do this"... Well I know and trust in Robyn that she will not hurt me. I know I can tell her anything, so I do not need to hide any questions or any feelings I have. She knows this is the first time for me, so in a way this is my first date all over again.....
After some time past, I bring up the subject meeting in real life. I mention I am kinda worried as this is the first time for me to meet a drag queen, or someone trans. I grew up hearing that kind of behavior is wrong tho I know from are chats it is who Robyn really is happy being. I want the best for my friend/writing partner, so behing honest but open minded. I am willing to see how things go. I do wonder if I fall for them while they still have there meat stick, if that would make me gay. This is so confusing I really do not know what I am getting into other then I honestly care and trust her. We hear about the convention and get the bright idea of this is a perfect way to meet. A very public place and around like minded people as why would anyone show up that is not into the life. (LOL Other then me meeting Robyn and I find that kinda funny in a way as I am very happy being a guy. Hey I support her so ya I am all gun-ho for the crazy trip.)
We look at the map of the building and where are hotel/motel's are at. I went with the cheapest room near there as I really only need a bed and bathroom with the free breakfast to start the day, while Robyn went a hotel with all the options. I got my room just to make sure I had a safe place to sleep should things get into a area I can not handle at that second. A bit of room for me to think about what is going on. I got my room for the night before the event starts and 2 nights past when it ends. Just to play it safe.
We have a plan, to meet at a set place as soon as we can get there. First person stays as the second makes there way as soon as they can get there to see each other really in person. Sure we have swapped pics before, and I know Robyn can really dress up to look like a hell of a woman, also pull off the casual relaxing look. I have no clue what Robyn will be wearing, but the 50 or so photos I know the face and I am counting on she will know me when seeing me. Well it is not likely some other woman will just show up and try and pick me up right??? I got there extra early skipping eating as I got got a belly that feels like it is in a dryer by how it is being so turned around with nerves. More so facing the unknown of how I will really act when I can touch them. Will my view of Robyn be the only thing I can think of, or will I react to there other side I know nothing about, and never wanted to learn anything about....Sure I know who Robyn's family and friends are, and what they do for work, but that other half of the personality I do not know makes me question things. Not enough to want to back out, but to make me ask the "what if's" and "Can I really do this"... Well I know and trust in Robyn that she will not hurt me. I know I can tell her anything, so I do not need to hide any questions or any feelings I have. She knows this is the first time for me, so in a way this is my first date all over again.....