Masterbation

[Wildflowerfirefly]

I have no rhyme or reason as to why I choose to talk about the subjects that I do I just love to talk about the things that fascinate me not to mention talking about this topic brings up a story but we will get to that.

I remember being a teenage girl and hearing the adults whisper about masterbation i asked about it and i was immediately silenced..

I was hushed it was a “Forbidden Act” so I never discussed it again but from what I understood at that age was that masterbation was wrong. It was embarrassing and it was almost as if that was a sin you didn’t talk about it and you sure as hell didn’t do it.

That’s just the way it was.

So Why Do Some People Feel That Way That Masterbation Is Wrong Or Even Immoral???

Children when they are young they touch their bodies it is a natural thing for them to do to explore themselves they do not know any better so why is it wrong for a adult to do it?

I do not think it is something to be shamed for or feel embarrassed about. Men have “wet dreams” just as many woman have masterbated and orgasm in their sleep.

I have done it I know I have numerous times that feeling when you wake up and you feeling that aching desire like hmm did I just dream that???

Chances are NOPE YOU DIDN’T DREAM IT.

So if we are capable of doing it in a dream state then who’s to say its wrong.

So there’s other questions in general if you’re married and you masturbate is that wrong because you are married?

Shouldn’t your sexual release come from your husband?

Is orgasm only okay if you’re single???

To say that masterbation is only ok if your single I’m sorry that’s just stupid.

That’s like saying having a dream about another person is wrong or having a sexual fantasy is wrong.

Sure some of those things like erotic dreams are uncontrollable where as you can control your urges to masterbate. However I really don’t think there’s anything wrong with touching your body, loving your body appreciating the beauty in yourself and finding pleasure in that.

So what’s your pleasure Do you use toys? Do you use your fingers? Do you use your partner’s hands?? Maybe all of thee above lol.

I will say this if you’ve never used your partner’s hand to stimulate yourself it’s definitely something you should try.

There’s nothing more erotic and exciting in my opinion then taking your Master’s Hand as if he doesn’t know what to do and showing him exactly what to do with his fingers it’s just unbelievably crazy wild. I enjoyed it quite incredibly.

The great thing about having a wonderful imagination is I’m the type of person that I can close my eyes while I’m masturbating and I can hear my Master’s words clear as day and him saying sexy, erotic, filthy things to me.

I know he’s not even there but I don’t allow myself to cum until I imagine he would give me permission.

Maybe that sounds crazy lol but I will call it mindful erotic fantasy.

So back to the topic of masturbation..

I have a little story to share with you all about my weekend my Master decided that he wanted to take me into the city for a date.

I was excited Master and I have this tradition that when we go into the city we always stop at one of the sex shops and we purchase something. This time when we went it was no different now the hard part decisions decisions what do we get???

For me Sex shops have become my new Candy Store.. I get into the store and I become like a little kid saying I want this I want this I want this lol.

I like looking all all of the different and exciting sexual things. My mind waunders and this little pet thinks of all the endless possibilities that all these toys could bring. I ask my Master questions as he loves how innocent my mind is that this whole new bdsm world is like something I have never known before.

Remember Beautiful People I’m A New Submissive I Have Only Just Begun But I’m Eager To Learn And Wanting To Please.

So Master picks one thing i pick another he chooses a remote control bullet vibrator correct me if I’m wrong Sir I believe that is what it is called.

I however went a different route instead choosing a leather whip.

Now you would think I would go for edible lotion or something sensual NOPE NOT ME… All I could think when I saw it was yaaaaaay I can’t wait to be punished lol.

So we get back to the vehicle where my Master orders me that I need to put this bullet either on my clit or inside of me. I’m thinking what??? Aren’t we gonna wait to play until we get home??? Apparently not lol.

So I put this bullet inside of me and then he decides it’s a perfect time for us to have a romantic dinner on the way to the restaurant Master is having fun with his 10 setting toy and I am ready to cum within the first 2 minutes. I know better i know I’m not allowed to cum. He blissfully tortured me while we were sitting there ordering and eating dinner.

If it wasn’t for the fact that the battery pack died I would of spent the entire dinner in sexual angst we were in a public restaurant and I am not exactly quiet lol.

So I thought I was in the clear we had a great dinner now for the long drive home. I was relaxing trying to calm myself since he let me take it out I thought fun fun time was put on pause til we got home …. Nope… He then decided he wanted his little pet to have playtime he ordered me to masterbate on the way home edging me endlessly for what I’m sure was over a hour every time I got close I had to stop until he finally ordered sweet release.

Then we headed back to his place for some Master & Sub time.

Afterall that touching i couldn’t wait to get my mouth on him. I love to suck Masters cock especially when he puts Durex “Chain Reaction” on my clit just a drop of that shit and I go fricken bananas.. I wanna cum right as soon as the tingling heat hits me it’s so intense I go crazy I become like a savage wanting to devour him..

So i sucked on his cock just like I wanted while he used a vibrator on me. I knew that I had to use my voice I had to get mentally unstuck. I had to let down that sexual wall I have had up that he’s been relentlessly trying to assure me it’s ok to let it down.

I just kept saying to myself it’s ok for you to like this, enjoy it your safe you trust him you can let go.

Then I came… I came so hard I was shaking and vibrating and crying it was like being in the dessert without water and then finally you get that one thing you’ve been aching for.

It Was Immaculate!!

The endless Masterbation exhausted me lol. So I think it just goes to show some people will Masterbate anywhere lol..

No seriously now if I could give one piece of advice it would be this…Any walls you have let them be knocked down just do what feels good.

Your not hurting anyone by Masterbating. So be free to be yourself!!! Do what you want!!!!!!! Accept that you are a sexual being.

You were designed to be curious right from the start.

So you might as well enjoy your body because if you can’t love and excite yourself then how can others??

It all begins and ends with you.

WILDFLOWER