newbieslave1962
Virgin
- Joined
- Oct 8, 2007
- Posts
- 5
Forgive me if I seem new to this but. I have been married for 13 years. I have forever fantasized about female domination. My wife who recently called it over. Has never wanted to play. ( rightly so because of her past). She now wishes to be free? whatever that means. because I was true to my vows the only cheating done was reading stories. I am confused ? all i read about in personals is " seeking mistress for total domination etc" The males seem to out number females 10 to 1 .
My understanding or maybe my belief is that she gets to choose what it is that "mistress" desires
My question is simple There must be "newbie or mistress in training" or somthing to that effect out there. Or even a life style dom that realizes the confusion involved in my mind.
I have had fem dom fantasy's for as long as i can remember but now I hope to find out if fantasy and reality mix.
Is there such a thing as that I can learn slowly or start with a " mistress" over a cup of coffee.
I mean at the heart of domme relationship does it not start with a relationship. and grow?
I am tired of "trolling" through sites. They all seem the same. I am not into being degraded any more than I am willing to call a lady a *%%^*.
In the end I may find that I enjoy most parts of being "owned" however I am sure that the lady or couple? ( not sure) that i end up being part of will help me grow into my postion by educating me. I wish to grow into this lifestyle not have a one time shot and find it does not suit me.
Thank you, and I look forward to comments, or IM @ newbieslave1962@yahoo.com
My understanding or maybe my belief is that she gets to choose what it is that "mistress" desires
My question is simple There must be "newbie or mistress in training" or somthing to that effect out there. Or even a life style dom that realizes the confusion involved in my mind.
I have had fem dom fantasy's for as long as i can remember but now I hope to find out if fantasy and reality mix.
Is there such a thing as that I can learn slowly or start with a " mistress" over a cup of coffee.
I mean at the heart of domme relationship does it not start with a relationship. and grow?
I am tired of "trolling" through sites. They all seem the same. I am not into being degraded any more than I am willing to call a lady a *%%^*.
In the end I may find that I enjoy most parts of being "owned" however I am sure that the lady or couple? ( not sure) that i end up being part of will help me grow into my postion by educating me. I wish to grow into this lifestyle not have a one time shot and find it does not suit me.
Thank you, and I look forward to comments, or IM @ newbieslave1962@yahoo.com
