Love Lost and Found Again (closed for Little_Tease)

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan Andrews was glad the flight was over.The turbulence was terrible since the had to flight through 2 separate storms. And though the seat next to him was empty he always felt a little cramped on any plane at 6’4’ and 210 pounds. His looks This did always seem to get him extra attention, which this time was great.

It kept his mind off of someone he thought he would never see again. Macy, the one woman he ever considered settling down with, even for a moment. He wondered how Macy was doing now, almost two years later. Then he thought of why they broke up. In the bedroom they worked and worked well. Alone and in public they tended to argue., especially in the end. Still, he had feelings for her, even if they revolved around the kinky sex.

In the cab ride to the Humble Grape on Battersea Rise, he thought fondly of her stunning Emerald green eyes. He wandered about her Brunette hair. Was it still long? He shook his head and said to himself, “This city is huge, the chance of seeing her is nil.” He had at best two weeks of work here and only the evenings to perhaps find her. Without a phone number or address. He had only come here once before with her, from Chicgao. Not many places he could remember, but this was one.

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy Brown was a difficult person to live with this was something her mother had always told her and if she didn’t change, she would never find a man that would stay to long at her side. Her father on the other hand had always said if the man on your side couldn’t hold it out long then he isn’t the man for her. She knew she had some ticks of what life had to be and others she wasn’t hard enough at but she knew someone day she would meet someone who would hold her bad and good side out to settle down with her.

Macy wasn’t very tall she was about 5’5, thou she tried to hide it mostly threw shoes that gave her a few inches, she had brunette hair and on the most days they were nice, curly, and a bit longer then her shoulders but on days like rain they straight end a bit and got longer. Her eyes weren’t something that special other then thou that they hadn’t had a strong color of blue but a ice blue that just pierced you, she could give this look, she many told her that made her irresistible. She hadn’t had many partners as not many stayed long enough with her to be able to start anything up. Her longest relationship was with Nathan Andrews, he was the first and till now the only man, she thought she would actually settle down with but like often, she got in her own way.

At his side, she felt so many things she loved it, he could make her feel like the last woman on earth or some goddess with just one kiss leaving her wanting and needing more and on the other hand, she was just as stubborn as she was. In bed, they had this relationship that was so hot that most could get jealous about or at least; she always thought of it so but around the rest of the life got her hard headedness in her way. They only got into fights about little things mostly at first but to the end she just couldn’t anymore and left him, she said it was because of her family back home they needed her and she couldn’t do this long distance thing and he needed to stay here in Chicago. She had to leave or she wasn’t going to be able to ever again she thought something deep inside her just couldn’t let it be.

It has been 2 years now since she moved back to London first she had moved back to her parents but quickly found herself a nice little apartment near her job she had gotten back before she wanted to try something new and exciting, which was good for her. She had a hard time at first to not think of him and each and every man she had after him she had this feeling she always compared them to him and no one could make her feel as he had.

She had to forget him she thought and so she wouldn’t think of him any more at all she found herself a boyfriend that had looked nothing like Nathan, Jeremy was taller then her but only 2-3 inches didn’t have hair at all green eyes, was strong and worked in a bar. Jeremy wasn’t really this dominate or submissive kind of man he was just normal nothing special and that worked her for at least for a while.

They had been together now for just a bit longer then 10 months, she wasn’t unhappy but really happy happy she wasn’t either but she wasn’t going to get Nathan back anyways she always told herself. He probly had another girlfriend or maybe even a wife by now and god knows if he still lives were he did back then.

One morning she woke up next to Jeremy in bed he was still asleep she just watched him and wanted to sigh she liked him a lot but there was something missing just this little kick but she wasn’t going to let this get in her way this time she was just going to ignore it. She kissed him and got up; she jumped in the shower thinking about all the things she had to get ready today and she had a few days off so what better time then now to do some shopping.

Jeremy and she wanted to go on a vacation soon and she had to go buy a few things they needed for it but also some things for their new apartment as they wanted to move in with each other, to save money and so, or at least she told herself always. She got dressed in her favorite lightly blue jeans that almost looked like she had washed them a little to much and a shirt that just stopped right above her belly button then white socks and her favorite sneakers as she planned to walk around town a lot today she didn’t want to wear high heels or such. She was going to meet up with some friends also and just drink a coffee or to.

She put her hair half up just so it looked like an easy day today nothing special, before she left, she made Jeremy a cup of coffee and brought it to him kissing him bye saying till later as they were going to meet before he would have to start to work. He worked in a pub the Humble Grape on Battersea Rise, she loved this pub she had even shown it to Nathan once and there it was that she meets Jeremy.

She had done all the things she needed to do and had meet with friends, she made her way to the pub she knew she was a bit early Jeremy wouldn’t be there for another hour or so probly. She thought she would go in and drink a beer maybe and just wait they always had good music playing in there and she could just relax a bit. Plus she it wouldn’t make since to go anywhere else and then come back so she would just wait.

She sat in her favorite corner back in the back so she had to whole pub in eye, she liked able seeing everything and one that came in or left the pub, it was a habit of hers she never really understood. She walked in seeing her table not free she walked to the bar and smiled.

“Hey Tiff ill take the usual please….”

She pointed over to her table and smirked some.

“Any chance that you know if they are leaving soon?!”

She had to laugh some as Tiff also laughed; she knew just what she was playing at, as Tiff knew her pretty well. Shaking her head some and raising her shoulders she said with a smile.

“Baby Girl you’ll just have to find yourself an other seat tonight, they just got here a few moments before you…”

She pointed then around the corner of the bar there was a table free if she didn’t want to sit at the bar, she couldn’t see the hole pub but it would do till Jeremy comes to work she thought.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan smiled as he saw the place. He kept out a small sigh and paid the cabbie. Before going in, he stood outside and looked around. Like he expected her to just walk back into his life. "Dumbass," he chuckled to himself as he walked in.

The place was crowded but not packed. He made his way to the bar. Getting an attractive barmaids attention, he ordered a pint of Guinness. She shook her head and smiled, "Sure thing Love."

A man next to him asked, "American, Mate?" Nathan told him he was and they struck up a quick conversation. Nathan told him he was here on some business and the man told him that he drove a Lorry.

"What the fuck is a Lorry?" Nathan asked. Then they talked and he found out the man drove what Anericans call a Tractor Trailer or semi. All this over a few drinks.

Then Nathan got up to use the restroom. On his way back he saw her. Macy was sitting right there, with some other women. He was about to saw hello when he realized it wasn't Macy.

He quickly turned, almost bumping into a woman sitting alone. Their eyes locked.

"Macy!" Was all he could say. A grin splitting his face.

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy sat there reading a book waiting for Jeremy to come to work; Tiff brought her he usual order. a Beer some, Peanuts and a Peppermint schnapps. She hated her breath after a beer so she always drank some Peppermint Schnapps to hide it.

She sat there as she looked over the pub once in a while when she looked up from her book and now and then at the clock to see how much long she has till Jeremy comes to work. She smiled at some people that knew her here since she was often here even more then usual cause of Jeremy now but she did always like it here she felt home and it felt just different then in the town or by some new pubs and all this one was old and it would always stay old.

She heard men and women laughing singing or arguing but then making up again and laughing. There was this one voice she heard over the others but she thought she was going crazy, she had thought about him today and now she hears his voice “yeah ok you’re going nuts Macy” she thought to herself but then ignored it.

Why should she be hearing his voice here in this pub in London, he is probly somewhere in Chicago with some pretty girl or so maybe even children who knows but not here. She sighed some as she looked at the clock once more hoping Jeremy might come to work earlier today so she could get back home and rest some this day was so weird she thought.

She just took the book back up to read again as some guy bumped into her almost knocking over her schnapps and beer. Putting her book down a bit harsh she jumped up to yell at the guy what here nothing new is but as she stood up and turned to the guy.

She thought for a second he looked familiar but no it couldn’t be him, it was then his voice she heard as he said her name. She gasped some taking a step backwards not sure, if she was now also seeing things then instead of only hearing things. She picked up her things without saying anything other then whispering something to herself but he would probly had only heard his name.

She walked past him and stopped at the bar for a second telling Tiff

“Hey Tiff I forgot something tell Jer ill be back later “

Tiff nodded and smiled wondering what was wrong but didn’t react other then saying ok to her. She ran out as she stood outside she went down the street a bit and then stopped taking deep breaths and leaned against a wall. She spoke but quietly as if talking to herself.

“It cant be,….. why.. how….. Nathan ! O! Fuck me!”

She closed her eyes for a second as she took three long deep breaths as if trying to wake from this dream or she had been seeing and hearing things maybe, the Schnapps was bad or the beer maybe the nuts. She just couldn’t believe it why was HE there.

She tried to forget him so long and she just couldn’t, Jeremy helped a lot but there were days when she just couldn’t stop thinking about Nathans hands running over her body or his voice whispering things in her ear and his sexy body pressed against hers. She shook her head trying to get those pictures out of her mind once again and then she had to think about how good looking he was just standing there like that over her.

Did he come to find her or was this just coincidence and he was here because of some jobs or maybe some women or such. She knew she wasn’t going to go back there tonight she just couldn’t what if he was still there she thought she would just call Jeremy later and tell him she got sick or something.

Macy’s heart beat was so fast she wasn’t sure if she was going to pass out, throw up or just be fine after some deep breathing. She couldn’t help but think now what he thought of her just leaving him there standing like that, would he come after her or just stay there did he even want to see her or was it all just one big mistake or Destiny. She put her hands on her knees bending over some as she caught some air just ignoring the sounds and all around her trying to catch herself.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan stood there. His feet nailed to the floor as he watched Macy walk out. She hadn't even replied. He saw her saw something to a waitress and out the door.

Slowly the sounds of the bar came back to him, as if time had just restarted. He considered running out after her, but that look. Did she want nothing to do with him? Was she married and the thought of him trying to talk to her too much?.

When he got back to his seat, his new found friend simply said, "That's a bit of bad luck. Here, another pint." And he signaled the barmaid over.

Nathan drink that and another, before finally asking the waitress he had seen Macy talking to. "Excuse me. You were talking to Macy earlier. Macy Brown. And she left afterwards."

Tiff gave him a look of "and what business is it of yours?"

"Look, I just. I just to talk to her. If I give you my number, if she comes back can you give it to her. It's all I'm asking." It was apparent that the 4 pints were taking a toll.

Tiff began to blow him off, "I'll think about, ok?" And she gave him a pen to write it down.

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy felt bad now she couldn’t believe it did she just leave him there standing couldn’t she just say hello or his name but no she had to react as if he did live for her anymore. She sighed some thou she waited a bit not able to face him again not today not now. Though something in her wanted to see him so badly again.

She went back slowly at first as if trying to talk herself out of it or talk into it. She then stood before the pub and took a deep breath wondering if he was still inside waiting or if he had left already, she wasn’t even sure how long she had been gone for. Her hand rested on the door of the pub and right before she could open the door she felt a hand on her shoulder.

She gasped slightly jumping as Jeremy then said hi to her she sighed softly, she had totally forgot that he was going to come here to work. She turned kissing him back quickly, smiled, and tried to look as if nothing was wrong. Jeremy smiled and asked softly.

“Hi Mac sweetie everything alright?!”

She shook her head some and then nodding.

“Yeah Yeah Jer I’m fine you jus….just caught me off guards that’s all.”

He opened the door as his hand went to go around her waist and they walk in, her eyes darting every where around as if checking If Nathan was still there.

Tiff saw them both and smiled saying.

“There’s my favorite couple…..Jer hurry up your late!”

She went to bar side looking for Nathan as Tiff grabbed her arm softly shoving a piece of paper to her. She found him no were, was he gone had he went back to his Hotel or where ever he was or was he just in the bathroom.

“Hey Baby girl this guy gave me this for you I was supposed to give it to you,….. Between you and Jer is everything alright or?!”

Tiff was her cousin and she would protect him from any pain, Macy grabbed her hand shaking her head laughing some as she took the paper looking at it while telling Tiff.

“Yeah are you crazy everything is Great! Yeah that was…..”

She wasn’t sure what to say but she probly had already gotten his name from him talking to others or so, so she wouldn’t lie.

“That was Nathan a very old friend… I was just token off guard so to say as I saw him earlier as I hadn’t seen him in such a long time and we didn’t part well let’s just say it could have been better…”

Tiff sighed some as she thought she had understood her but thought it was a friend and not a FRIEND. Macy folded it quickly putting it in her pocket so Jeremy wouldn’t see it and hoping Tiff wouldn’t talk to him about it or such.

Jeremy came back in front as he smiled to Tiff telling she could go now he was ready and walked over to were Macy was sitting at the bar smiling.

“You staying a bit want something to drink sweetheart or are you going back home already, you look tired”

She smiled back nodding, he nodded then to and leaned over giving her a kiss on her lips she gasped slightly loosing herself again in thoughts as she then quickly kissed back standing up to leave.

She walked out and made her way back to her car and sat there in some alley thinking about calling him before she drove home or if she should wait till tomorrow or such, but she couldn’t wait. She had to find out why he was here why now and why in the Pub.

The phone rang a couple times and then someone picked up and she waited a second before she then said quietly.

“Hi…Nathan?!”

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan had stayed a few more rounds of drinks with his new friend Ian. He had hoped that Macy would return, that they could talk.

Eventually he went to his hotel. The night desk manager waived him over.Then he realized, she had a package from his work.

It was paperwork for the meeting, which wasn't until tomorrow afternoon thankfully. Thanking the clerk, he headed to his room.

There he opened the box and organized the print outside of the PowerPoint on the new Widget his company was trying to get produced here by their sister company.

Then he straightened up his personal belongings. He knew he was doing it to avoid thinking about earlier and her.

He looked out the window. Seeing the lights of the city before him. Then his cell rang. He sighed as he saw "unknown " on the screen. He almost let it go to voice mail but hit answer instead.

Then he heard, Macy say quietly.

“Hi…Nathan?!”

He just stood there a moment. Then he began. "Macy! Oh my God. It's you!" Clearly he was drunk. "I didnt mean to scare you off earlier. I'm here on business and just wanted to say hello."

He was pacing his room as he spoke. Not giving Macy a chance to talk as he asked how she was, how things were going and the time difference between here and his home. Finally he stopped. "You there?"

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy held her breath as she waited for him to say something wondering if he was going to say anything or just do the same as she did earlier, but before she could think to much about what he could or would do she heard his voice and smiled some.

She tried to speak and answer his questions but he kept on talking and talking she didn’t know him like this, it was weird almost even made her laugh some but she didn’t and just listened and leaned back against her car seat. She just couldn’t believe it he was here in London but on business and he wanted to say hello, was that true or was it just by mistake but the way he kept on talking she thought maybe he just couldnt stop thinking about her as well.

He then suddenly did stop talking and asked if she was still there, she giggled ever so slightly and then said.

“Yes Nathan I'm still here, but if you keep talking I can’t walk….”

She took a deep breath and sighed in a relief way, she then wondered if he had too much to drink or if he was just so nervous.

“I’m doing fine and your self….But a better questions Nathan why were you in the Pub…..and don’t say to say hi why really?!”

She just had to know if she was only thinking about him or he did the same or if he really just was here on business and while he saw her really just did want to say hi. She whispered more to herself then to him his name she just couldn’t believe it.

“Nathan….”

She said his name again and nibbled her lip some, this was wrong she thought to herself but she just couldn’t help herself. She sat in her car still but she could hear him moving back and forth in a room she would guess a hotel room. She wondered where he was staying here in this part of town only a few hotels were able to be chosen.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan tried to collect his thoughts. It had been since the break up since he had drank this much. He was out of practice at being drunk.

"When I found out I was coming I knew I had to find you." He blurted out. In his mind, on the trip over, he was going to say all the right words and they were going to meet and reality turned out different. "Then I did, you walked away and. And I'm glad the waitress gave you my number."

He look around his room. He tried to get the same room they had stayed in, what three years ago now, at The Colonnade. But it looked different. Yes he expected the decor to have changed but he wondered if he was off a room.

Then he thought, "what am I fucking thinking?" Or he thought he was thought that. He heard a gasp on the phone.

"Macy, no that wasn't about you. Honest." He looked around to room and shook his head. He mouthed, "FUCK!"

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy couldn’t believe it, it was really him thou he sounded a bit different. Maybe he had too much to drink the beer here was different then in the states, she knew that very well. He might just be nervous of some kind she didn’t know she just hoped she was making a mistake about calling him.

He started to talk again, she thought almost without breathing as if she had to get this off his chest before he thinks it over. Before she could really react or answer to what he said she then hears him say what the fuck he is thinking she gasped.

She even thought about hanging up but something told her to wait something was weird about him she didn’t know him like this. He was normally this strong headed man who would never really showed his weakness or was so nervous.

As he then tells her it wasn’t because of her that, he said that she sighed some rubbing her hand on her forehead some thinking to herself what she was doing as she then said softly.


“Nathan ?! Where are you?! Is everything ok with you ?! Is someone there with you?!”

She couldn’t help but ask where he was, she didn’t know why really she couldn’t go to him not tonight not like this. She was with Jeremy together and not Nathan any more, and if she went over tonight to Nathan she wasn’t sure what would happen.

She wiggled one leg as she got nervous not sure if she really wanted to hear the answers to her question thou she thought about the way he looked. She had totally forgotten how piercing his eyes were that they almost could undress you without his lushes’ lips opening to speak and his voice god just thinking about it made her shiver so lightly.

Now her thoughts ran off as she thought about the nights together with him his body pressed to hers. She shook her head quickly to forget the thoughts and said a couple times Jeremy in her head as if trying to remember with whom she was together with now.

Her heart beat was fast her breathing she tried to calm down so he wouldn’t hear how much he was getting at her, she knew this was dangerous but she knew already now she had to see him at least once more.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan took a breath. "I am at the Colonnade." He paused look, "Macy. I have had a few drinks. I guess I'm just not used to drinking anymore and when you walked off."

His mind tried to process her questions. "Someone with me?" His eyebrows furrowed and he actually looked around. "No, I'm alone."

Nathan cupped the phone and took a deep breath, trying to somehow magically sober up. He was talking to the love of his life. The one, if he was honest with himself, he had never forgotten about and had measured every other woman he had dated against. All had come up very short.

While one may have be as adventurous or almost as witty as Macy, she would have some other attribute that he didn't care for. And none had come close to the passion he felt in bed for Macy. Her soft lips, her perfect breasts and ass.

He realized his mind had drifted. "Macy did you say something. I, umm, got distracted." He shook his head.

 

[Little_Tease]

Colonnade why was he there, she shook her head some this all just some big joke or was this Destiny she thought to herself this was all sounding so familiar to her, the Pub, the Colonnade the only things missing was standing there in these beautiful rooms before him feeling his hands over her body.

She noticed that he was gone somehow she said a couple times hello, she could hear him breathing and something moving on the phone but she didn’t hear him any more. Then suddenly he came back asking if she said anything, she didn’t know why she now said this but it just came out.

“Yeah Nathan I asked which room… and if I can come over we need to talk…!”

She knew she did need to talk to him or she wouldn’t be able to get him off her mind and she knew she would never be able to face Jeremy before then either.

“Nathan I have missed you but you need to know….”

She stopped not able to tell him this on the phone and shook her head she can tell him when she gets there not sure; if that was something, she just wanted to say over the phone.

“Forget what I wanted to say Nathan Ill be there in about 30 mins…. Ok?!”

She hung the phone up and instead starting the car right away she closed her eyes laid her head back against the seat for a second and took deep breaths asking herself if this was the right thing to do. She then nodded her head, opened her eyes, and started her car; the whole way till she got to the hotel she just couldn’t stop telling herself.

“Mac only talking your going there just to talk to Nathan nothing else, you’re with Jer now not him don’t forget that…”

She kept saying it as if she was trying to talk herself into it or such. She drove up to the Hotel and sat there in her Car for a second or two before she got out, she made her way slowly up to the Room he had told her.

This all seemed so familiar to her as if she had been here before on this floor and all as she then saw the number on the door it then hit her like a stone on her head. This was their room back then when they stayed her a couple nights. Was this only just a coincident or did he ask for the room in hoping to get her here once more.

She stood there before the door laid her head against it softly so he wouldn’t notice her yet, taking a few breaths as if thinking this all over once more. She then took a deep breath standing up straighten her shirt a bit and her hair and then she knocked lightly once and then a bit louder the second.

She also called his name once as if letting him know she was standing there, she looked left and right as if seeing if she saw anyone who knew her or Jeremy, not wanting him to hear about this or at least not from anyone else then herself.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

30 minutes. Nathan knew he had half an hour to get a little sober. Normally he would drink some coffee. Here he had tea. He brewed a cup and downed it. He opened the window and took a deep breath. Then he paced.

It was happening, he was going to be able to see Macy. To talk to her. He was getting a chance to tell her about his feelings for her. To open up completely.

He looked around the room. What if she got the wrong impression? What if she was coming here to tell him off?

No, it's not like that", he told himself. "Think it through." Then he decided to run his head under the shower, using cold water.

That did it. As soon as the cold water hit it was like a wake up call. He was toweling off when he heard the knock.

Then hear voice saying his name. She was here. She was really here. His heart actually seemed to leap in his chest.

He managed to walk to the door and not run. He opened the door, still shirtless in his Jean's. His hair still wet. He smiled broadly. "Macy." He said. Willing himself not to embrace her right then and there.

"Please, come in. I ran the shower to sober a bit." He stepped back a bit and gestured her in.

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy stood there she heard movement within the room as her eyes still roamed the floor she hoped he would open quickly. He then opened the door as she just wanted to say hi seeing him there in just his jeans his bare chest and his wet hair.

“Oh fuck me!”

She said to herself in her mind as she tried not to bite her lip so he wouldn’t notice what she thought in that moment, she took a deep breath smiling.

“Hi Nathan..!”

She laughed some as he then told her he tried to sober up a bit, she couldn’t remember the last time she had seen him drunk but he did make drunken look damn good she couldn’t help but think. She walked in past him as she couldn’t help but let her hands brush past his chest as she did, she didn’t even notice herself that she did that.

She couldn’t believe it, it looked somehow the same but totally different the room. She walked around a bit looking at the décor and the room as she reached the window she looked out always finding it calming to do so especially at night when all lights were on. Without turning to face him, she then said.

“You do know which room this is…right?! Or did you ask for this same room for a reason Nathan?!”

She had totally forgotten about what she had wanted to tell him before he could say anything. Her finger tips ran over the window glass softly as she closed her eyes remembering what they had all done in this room. She sighed some smiling a little then adding.

“Nathan…. You’re on business right?! And where is your Girlfriend or maybe Wife?!”

She asked with a voice as if she didn’t want to know or at least a certain answer she didn’t want to hear but hoped to hear I don’t have one, thou what would that change she was with someone with Jeremy. She took a deep breath as she held up a hand some trying quickly to take the question back.

“Please Nathan that’s none of my business sorry don’t Answer that please!”

She was afraid to turn around to look at him seeing him half naked his hair his eyes his lips god she didn’t know what was worse for her to look at and if he even dared to turn in those jeans god his ass would probly look also great. He hadn’t changed one bit she thought in those 2 years other then looking better then she remembered.

She tipped her toes a bit as she was getting nervous not sure how strong she was going to be able to stay or at least how long.

“Nathan how are you doing?! What has it been 2 years now?!”

She said as she nibbled her lip slightly hoping he wouldn’t see it as she still faced the window looking out trying to forget were she was.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan watched her pass him. Felt her brief touch and inhaled the scent of her perfume. She looked fantastic as she strode around the suite.

He stood, transfixed by her. In his mind, when she approached the window he was right behind her. Gently moving her hair to one side and telling her. "I have and will always love you." As he kissed her neck and held her hands.

Her question of did he know what room in brought him back to the now.

He moved closer. "Yes, I knew what room." Then he gestured, "But they changed it on us." Damn, he didn't mean to say "us."

"Macy, I want to talk to you, please sit." He pointed to the small couch as he moved towards a chair.

"Truth is, I have been miserable." He confessed without stopping. "I made a horrible mistake and I'm willing to bet you feel it too."

 

[Little_Tease]

She heard him asking her to sit down, that he needed to speak to her. She took a deep breath before she turned to walk over to the couch so they could talk she did have to speak to him herself. Thou her mind so begged he had walked up behind her pressed her tot eh window and whispered something in her ear and kiss and tease her neck like back then.

She shook her head some before she sat down, she took a breath and then raised her head to look at him and listen to what he had to say and before she even could say yes or so he started to speak. He said he was miserable, she had been to till she found Jeremy but it wasn’t the same she wasn’t really happy as she had been when she was with Nathan but she wasn’t miserable but she wouldn’t say anything right away.

He said HE made a mistake it was both of us but she would agree to him she did feel it but it was a mistake but who knows what have been if they hadn’t broken up. She looked up at him and then over him a tear ran down her cheek as she laughed some.

“Nathan … you’re right … but could you get something on….”

She pointed to his naked chest as it made it harder for her to keep her thoughts straight when he sat before her like that.

“Or were you trying to make my knees weak…”

She tried to make it sound like a joke but she did mean it, she crossed her legs some as she laid her head on her knee and sighed some and spoke while laying so and slowly coming back up to look back at him.

“And what do you want to say with that Nathan?! How would that work we stat back up like it was as if nothing had happened?!”

She ran her hands threw her curly hair as she tried to look everywhere but not to him not cause she wanted to look but because if she kept looking she would need and want to kiss him and not sure if, she would be able to hold back.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan didn't move at first. He had his left elbow on the arm of the chair. His hand covered his mouth. His eyes watching every minute movement of Macy.

He considered getting up and grabbing a shirt, but waited and watched. He knew she was trying to act like she wasn't interested, that she came to show him? No, show herself that she was over him.

He knew he had a chance. He smiled and got up. "Me not wearing a shirt never bothered you before." He said with a dry laugh. He put on a white button down shirt, but did not button it up as he returned.

"Too much has happened between us to just try and pick up where we left off." He said as he sat down. Watching her looking around but trying to avoid him. "No, this would be different. Playing to our combined strengths." he said as he rolled up his sleeves. Absently he patted his knee when he finished as he too began to look around "their" room.

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy gave him this look as he said she didn’t mind him half naked before, but it wasn’t like back then and it didn’t bother her at all. It was just difficult for her to keep her mind on the thing she still needed to tell him other then just think about his chest his hands and all.

He came back and had a white button down shirt but left it open, she growled ever so softly under her breath. God was he doing this extra to torture her, she just couldn’t help herself as he then told her he wanted to start up again but not were they left off since that wouldn’t be able to and he wanted to change it so to say.

“Oh Nathan!”

She sighed some she struggled with herself but the look at him sitting there patting his knee the shirt open so she could still see his chest, she so badly wanted to kiss him. She could tell him about Jeremy later or maybe not at all but she just couldn’t she would hate herself for doing it if she did. So she stood up walking past him as close as she could so it looked more normal then intentionally.

She stopped right next to him as her finger tailed the arm of the seat he was sitting in as if begging him to start so she wouldn’t have gotten weak first. She looked out the window and held her breath for a second, her finger then trialed over his shoulder.

“ Nathan…. I can’t!”

She loved Nathan she still did madly but was it fair to Jeremy or Nathan what she was doing right now, trying to tease Nathan in to taking her and just kissing her like back then. She didn’t know and at this moment she didn’t care, she wanted to feel his lips on hers and that she had wanted for so long. Her breathing picked up and she just couldn’t hold back any longer she turned to him she then locked her eyes to his and then walked back in front of him and slowly as if in slow motion went to straddle his lap leaning in to kiss him and right before their lips touched she whispered.

“I can’t Nathan I need you!”

She kissed him wrapping her hands gripped his chest at first and then went slowly to wrap around his neck. Breaking the kiss once more, she took a deep breath her breathing faster then before as she had her eyes closed.

“Just tonight… Tomorrow we talk I have to tell you something but right now I just want your hands on me”

She had to laugh ever so slightly as she then added.

“It’s your fault you should have buttoned your shirt….!”

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan thought when Macy had gotten up that he had blown it. He was sure she had gotten up to leave, perhaps slap his face for daring to look for her. Still he did notice that she wore no wedding ring.

He looked up as put her hand on his chair. He was about to speak when she moved in front of him and straddled him.

The kiss was magical. He hoped that in this trip they would meet and kiss. But the way it transpired was more. It wasn't overly long or partially wild. No it was a reconnection and it was simply brilliant.

His mind focused on "just tonight" so much that he almost missed the rest as he pulled her down to kiss again. "I have so missed you Mac. So missed you." His arms wrapped around her rubbing her back as they kissed again.

"Can you stay or…." He stopped. He didnt want her to answer and if she did decide to answer, he only wanted her to say yes. Instead he kissed her again, letting his hands explore her back over her top, so wanting to touch the skin beneath.

 

[Little_Tease]

Macy gasped some pressing herself more against him as they kissed; his hands ran over her back holding tightly to her. She loved the feeling of his hands on her thou she wanted more she just couldn’t stop with kissing.

“Nathan!....”

She said between kisses, her hands ran back down his chest feeling his skin under her fingertips scratching ever so slightly. He then asked her if she could stay, actually she couldn’t or better said she shouldn’t but he made her weak. He was her kryptonite; she sat there in his lap straddle him she kisses his lips and then traveled to his ear as she nipped at his ear lob and then whispered.

“Do you want me to stay?!”

Her breathing got quicker her heart beat got faster as her left hand slipped down between them to the waistband of his jeans just holding onto it. Her right hand held onto his shoulder as she nipped and kissed his neck some and then back to his lips looking into his eyes blushing some as she nipped his lower lip before she bites her own lip.

She couldn’t say anything she just looked deep in his eyes hoping she wasn’t making a mistake and hoping when she tells him of Jeremy that he won’t be mad at her and just leave her once again.

She leaned back in to kiss him deeply as she raised her hips ever so lightly to press her body more to his, her hair fell to the side of her face tickling him ever so lightly.

She rose up to be kneeling now so she might be able to take off her shirt. She then slipped her fingertips to the end of her shirt and while looking him in his eyes her slowly then went to slip out of her shirt. She lifted her shirt up to take it off as she had her arms up pulling the shirt over her head her breasts were almost right in his face as she had a black lace bra on with each deep breath she took they rose and fell.

She wanted to go slow but she had so missed him and her body remembered how good it felt under him. She just wanted to feel this once more before she would ruin it.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

For Nathan this was going much faster than he had dreamed. Here was Macy, sitting on his lap, removing her top. It was almost like a dream, except.

Except, it was her breasts heaving under her black lace bra. It was he looking at him as he moved his hands to cup her breasts.

His bulge was begging for release in his jeans as he pulled her back towards him gently, still cupping her bra covered breasts.

"Yes I want you to stay," he said before their kiss. "Put your arms around me."

Then he stood holding her hips. "Damn I have missed you." He said as he carried her to the bed. Deciding he wanted to take advantage of the situation while he could.

 

[Little_Tease]

She smiled hearing him say he wanted her to stay as well, and then he kissed her again. His hands cupped her breasts threw her lace bra her nipples started to react to his touch as well. She shivered ever so slight; she tilted her head back some as she held her breath for a second just enjoying this and forgetting everything else as if time stood still.

He then told her to put her arms around him she nodded as she wrapped her arms around his neck. She gasped slightly as he stood up she then wrapped her legs around his waist, she bite his lip as she then whispered to him.

“I missed you to Nathan…”

His hands held her hips, and while he stood, she kicked off her sneakers behind him now only being in her bra, jeans and socks. She pressed her breast against his chest, her finger tips went up the back of her neck threw his hair. God he smelled so good even if he still smelled like beer a little bit.

He walked over to the bed, she smirked some as she looked back at the bed and then back to him.

“Just tonight”

She whispered once more but it sounded more as if she was just telling herself then him.

She unwrapped her legs and arms from around him kneeling on her knees on the edge of the bed were he still stood. The tip of her finger ran over his chest as she then leaned forward to nip and kiss over his chest and then looked back up to him. She then moved backwards till she was on the other end of the bed. She laid down so that her head laid on a pillow, she smirked at him as she couldn’t help but try to tease him.

“What did you miss the most?!”

She laid there and tried to look as sexy as she could half dressed still and just let her eyes roam over him and see how he would react. She couldn’t understand it herself why she was so around him but she couldn’t hide not a bit of it being so close to him and alone.

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

Nathan smiled at the sexy woman on his bed. Clad only in a sexy black lace bra and blue Jean's.

"What did I miss most? Feeling you quiver and moaning beneath me." He said in a sexy and somewhat cocky voice.

He took his shirt off again. Then undid his Jean's. "How about you? What did you miss, my sexy girl?"

He debated undressing completely with either getting right into bed or motioning Macy over to do it. Would that be pressing his luck too far?

So far this was going so smoothly, so fast as well. He decided to undress and then climb into bed.

He moved quickly to the lovely woman there. "I will always love you." He said before kissing her and cupping her breast and pulling her on top of him.

In seconds, the bra was undone and off.

 

[Little_Tease]

She bites her lip as he said what he missed most, they way he said it just wanted to make her melt already. Her eyes watched his hands and body as he got naked and moved to over to her on the bed.

“Hmmm.. what did I miss.. Feeling you between my legs while I ride you your strong hands on my hips holding me there….and me being….”

She couldn’t say the rest just right away but she did miss most being his and only his.

He started to kiss her after he told her he would always love her, these two little words why did he say them. She felt bad, she wasn’t lying to him but she didn’t tell him the truth either. Was she a bad person, she wanted him so badly or even worse then he wanted or needed her.

She smirked some as his hands rested on her breasts pulling her on top of him. She straddled him as she was now only in her jeans as she leaned down kissing him and then whispered as her lips brushed his while she did.

“Most I missed was being yours Nathan!”

 

[Cliffhere4fun]

“Most I missed was being yours Nathan!” she had whispered unto his lips. It was soft, yet seemed to echo in his mind.

Her words made him want her like long before the breakup. Perhaps more so given the time apart. The woman he dreamed about since the breakup was here, in bed with him. He sensed she was holding something back, but at this time he didn’t want to know what that was.

There was only now. Nathan said to her as they kissed, “You are overdressed if you want to be mine tonight.” Keeping her on top of him, he reached under her and began to undo her jeans. Their eyes locked as they work together to get them off without her actually getting off of him.

“That’s much better,” Nathan said as he ran his hands over her arse and gave her a light smack. “Now there is nothing in our way, is there?”