Lost soul searching.

[Auraka6669]

Hello and thanks for reading my ad... lets dive right in, shall we?

A bit about me...

I'm 23, male, from California and a Dom. While my real time experience isn't what I'd like it to be. (See: close to zip) I do understand the dynamics involved in a BDSM relationship. I do consider myself to be a smart individual. I'll leave that for you to decide though. A self professed oxymoron. I have a dry sense of humor and have been called witty. I am not all about the chains and whips. (While they may be fun, it's not what defines me.) I do like to talk and share my views on "stuff". And don't try to act like you don't know what I mean! I do live in a world of black and white's though. I don't like "maybes". Physically, I'm about 5'9" and roughly 130lbs with short black hair and dark brown eyes. Not terribly detailed, but... that's enough about me for now, I think....

What I am after...

A female between the ages of 18-28 I think that's a nice range to play around at the moment. That doesn't mean I won't talk to you if you're older, but most women that are have a hard time grasping the fact that I am in fact so young yet sure of myself, and at this time.... I really don't feel like proving that I can hang. If you can deal with me, odds are I can deal with you. (When it comes to age.) Physically I'd like a woman that is proportionate. I take care of myself, so please take care of yourself. Having a brain... huge plus. Everything else I can really work around or with. But obviously, submission is not negotiable. (Not to say I'm going to own anyone that responds to me, but why else would you if you are going to reply to a dom? Just felt the need to be clear there.)

What I hope to gain from this.

Perhaps a new friend. Perhaps a playmate. Perhaps a lover. Who knows, maybe even the love of my life. At this time my heart is taken, despite the fact that the girl who has it, doesn't even want it. Time will dictate how that plays out. With that being said, I am not looking for anything super serious. At least not to start. So, in short. No drama, no bullshit. Lets just be real.

And if you made it this far, you deserve a cookie.
Thanks for reading.

-Auraka

 

[ima6uldv8]

Great ad! I hope you find what you're looking for.

 

[Auraka6669]

Thanks ima6uldv8.

I really wish I knew what it is I *am* looking for. Hopefully with this ad, it will find me. I'm not holding my breath though, yet I'm optimistic. We'll see.

With that being said. If anyone has any questions, feel free to ask. Post them here or shoot me a PM.

 

[Auraka6669]

Bumping this to the top.

07 thus far has been a year of new discovery of who I am. This ad may not be up for long... So with that being said, if anyone is interested remotely do show your interest.

 

[skittles_lm]

In a twisted and dark sort of way (AKA right up your alley) this ad may have brought you what you desire. I hope that it works out for everyone involved, Sir.


meow-

butterfly

 

[Auraka6669]

In a twisted and dark sort of way (AKA right up your alley) this ad may have brought you what you desire. I hope that it works out for everyone involved, Sir.


meow-

butterfly

You may be right. Time will tell the tale.

I'm not going to shut this down quite just yet. Although odds are good it will happen sooner than later.

 

[skittles_lm]

A bump for my friend... ladies, you want some of this. Trust me on this one...

 

[ultimate_nerdslut]

Is it sad that this was the one that caught my eye? I really don't know too much about anything like all of this, my friends say that I am a bit of a dom but I don't think so. I want to be led not always be in control.

I'm 20 and in college, and normally I do not do anything like this. Mostly I just scroll around looking at what other people are doing on here. I can't say that I am really all gung ho about replying to this but you sounded interesting and nice so I figured 'what the hell?' I'm not willing to just jump into anything but I would like to hear from you.

 

[Auraka6669]

Is it sad that this was the one that caught my eye? I really don't know too much about anything like all of this, my friends say that I am a bit of a dom but I don't think so. I want to be led not always be in control.

I'm 20 and in college, and normally I do not do anything like this. Mostly I just scroll around looking at what other people are doing on here. I can't say that I am really all gung ho about replying to this but you sounded interesting and nice so I figured 'what the hell?' I'm not willing to just jump into anything but I would like to hear from you.

Well considering all the other ads on here... and how they are written. I wouldn't say that it is sad that this one caught your eye. Then again, this is my ad.

As far as what your friends think, and what you know... That is an interesting game. The ideas presented here (BDSM in general) are too "taboo" to be shared. And the fact of the matter (as I see it) is... who we are in our minds, isn't always who we display to the world. So you show dom, but feel sub. The exact details of why and with who are moot at this point, but it is what I'm seeing more often then not.

stepping out of your comfort zone isn't going to be anything anyone is gung ho about. *But* the fact that you did do it, says a lot. In any case, you seem to have a brain and the means to use it. I sure as fuck wouldn't mind talking to you.

Oh, and thanks for the bump skittles.....

 

[skittles_lm]

yeah yeah, anytime Sir

 

[ultimate_nerdslut]

Ha! Just think that if it wasn't at the top I wouldn't have even bothered to read it! Well, I have done a lot of thinking lately and I know that stepping out of the comfort zone is not something that I normally do. I take the lead with my friends because... well if I left all the deciding up to them we would still be sitting in my car just talking about going to the leather fetish shop. *rolls her eyes*

Heh, but yeah, I've always dated more submissive guys and even then I wasn't really happy. So, I figured it was a logical step to move out of this spot I've put myself in and go another direction.

 

[Auraka6669]

In hind sight, how would one go about talking to you ultimate_nerdslut? Your PMs are off. And have no messenger info. I detest using the e-mail function if you haven't given it to me.

Skittles, don't sound so thrilled about being proactive. But I assure you, it's a good thing.

 

[ultimate_nerdslut]

Hmmm... well I hadn't realized I had to turn them on... The pm is on now... or it should be... let me know if it's not.

 

[skittles_lm]

You know me, all about being proactive

 

[skittles_lm]

speaking of being proactive... an enthusiastic bump


(I will pay for this,I am sure)

 

[Auraka6669]

I'm glad we're all having fun in my personal.

Enjoy it, I think I'm done looking for anything at the moment. So I don't need it myself.

 

[ultimate_nerdslut]

*laughs* You're so sure of yourself huh? *smirks*

 

[skittles_lm]

I'm glad we're all having fun in my personal.

Enjoy it, I think I'm done looking for anything at the moment. So I don't need it myself.

Good luck with that then, Sir.

 

[Auraka6669]

*laughs* You're so sure of yourself huh? *smirks*

Nope. Not at all, actually.

Good luck with that then, Sir.

Good luck with what?

 

[ultimate_nerdslut]

Confidence is key my friend boy.

 

[Auraka6669]

Confidence is key my friend boy.

I agree. I can be confident without being sure. Trust me on this one. Did I not mention that I am an oxymoron?

 

[skittles_lm]

Nope. Not at all, actually.



Good luck with what?

With finding whatever it is you need, of course.


And you are an oxymoron for sure, Sir, but an amazingly intruiging one.
I feel that i will never figure you out. I think I have and then you flip my silly little brain upside down and i am back at the beginning all over again.

This is a compliment, btw

 

[Auraka6669]

Not sure why I'm doing this. But I felt the need to.

*Bump*

Still not really looking for anything, but alas. Why not?

 

[FantasySlut]

Not sure why I'm doing this. But I felt the need to.

*Bump*

Still not really looking for anything, but alas. Why not?

Because if you have nothing else, you at least have hope

Lost soul because he's missing his*mate*?

 

[Auraka6669]

Because if you have nothing else, you at least have hope

Lost soul because he's missing his*mate*?

Oh I know where my mate is. She's just not being co-operative.

Seriously... me being "lost" refers to knowing myself. It's become apparent the best way to get to know myself, is to share myself with others. Who I share myself with, may shine light on a facet of myself that I may have not known before.

I'm an odd optimist, but nonetheless an optimist. This thread has inspired many a good laugh, and a few good friends. I guess that's why I've bumped it. One can always use more friends.

We'll see where the fuck this leads me, because for all I am certain about... me is not one of them.