sheesh how am i supposed to lose my virginity if i never post?!?!?!
anyway here i am again, sorry i haven't been posting much, i kinda got lost in real life, yuck, lol
so i have a question........lol god here i go again.........ok
so i meet this guy, he is absolutely wonderful........he is a switch, i eventually become a switch also. usually i am a submissive. so it works but he wants to be "just friends" that is all and good, i can accept that now, yeah yeah i would love more but i know it isn't going to happen.
so in the meantime i start talking to a guy in chicago, a Dom. we hit it off well and such, He knows about the other guy.......except for how strong my feelings were for him. so everything finally came to a head here and i realize that we are great friends and play partners and that we will never be anything more. so i fess up everything to the Dom in Chicago.now he is upset with me for "holding back" i also did not fulfill a few requests that He gave me. that is what He is most upset about.and now He wants me to fix it.i have no idea how to fix it........i have no clue as to how to fix it either...........He told me i was intelligent enough to figure it out and to get back to Him when i did. But i honestly don't know what to do. i am totally at a loss.
i mean yeah io could tape myself playing with myself and getting off for him a or take pics with the cam but i don't want that to be what "W/we" are all about. does that make sense to anyone out there? so i am not sure what to do, He says He can think of a hundred things i can do.i am sooo totally confused right now and i am not looking for anynes help just needing to vent, if someone were to help me that would be wrong, lol
and then i would be right back here tomorrow screaming HELLLLLP!!! lol anyway i guess my venting is done, i have no idea what the heck i am doing right now, lol, i used to say i lived in the state of michigan, now i say the State of Confusion
be well A/all
anyway here i am again, sorry i haven't been posting much, i kinda got lost in real life, yuck, lol
so i have a question........lol god here i go again.........ok
so i meet this guy, he is absolutely wonderful........he is a switch, i eventually become a switch also. usually i am a submissive. so it works but he wants to be "just friends" that is all and good, i can accept that now, yeah yeah i would love more but i know it isn't going to happen.
so in the meantime i start talking to a guy in chicago, a Dom. we hit it off well and such, He knows about the other guy.......except for how strong my feelings were for him. so everything finally came to a head here and i realize that we are great friends and play partners and that we will never be anything more. so i fess up everything to the Dom in Chicago.now he is upset with me for "holding back" i also did not fulfill a few requests that He gave me. that is what He is most upset about.and now He wants me to fix it.i have no idea how to fix it........i have no clue as to how to fix it either...........He told me i was intelligent enough to figure it out and to get back to Him when i did. But i honestly don't know what to do. i am totally at a loss.
i mean yeah io could tape myself playing with myself and getting off for him a or take pics with the cam but i don't want that to be what "W/we" are all about. does that make sense to anyone out there? so i am not sure what to do, He says He can think of a hundred things i can do.i am sooo totally confused right now and i am not looking for anynes help just needing to vent, if someone were to help me that would be wrong, lol
and then i would be right back here tomorrow screaming HELLLLLP!!! lol anyway i guess my venting is done, i have no idea what the heck i am doing right now, lol, i used to say i lived in the state of michigan, now i say the State of Confusion
be well A/all
