I've had this fantasy of a lover telling me about cheating on me ever since my last girlfriend and I broke up. She and I still email and occasionally telephone, and she is minimally forthcoming when I ask her about her current sex life. These days I can't hardly have sex or masturbate without thinking of her having her special brand of kinky sex. My current girlfriend is just as kinky, but there's something about the former lover that was just so nasty! Now I've started reading the 'Loving Wives' stories, and they are such a turn on! I guess I'm looking for a woman to talk to me about this, and indulge the fantasy of pretending to be my lover or wife and telling me about her affairs, and also just interested on honest, female perspectives on this fantasy. In real life being cheated on might devastate me, but the fantasy is irrisistable.