Looking for your loving soul splinter

[soulfulfriend]

Its been a little over 5 years since you passed away. This year I have gone from aching on our many anniversaries to longing for that love again. I was 25 and you were 36. Your knowing ways and eager to find your soulful path. I tender and unknowing of what it was like to love and lose as you have. Yet you loved my light and wrapped yourself in it. And all the fog of misunderstanding disappeared as you took me under your wing. I expanded your horizon on what a man could be. And you my ever companion brought me to your world in a tender kiss (I wished for it to happen again and again). You tried to teach me so many things. And under your care I became an extraordinary man. And even after I married I too have repeated your mistakes (I too trusted in the potential of the human heart and not who they really were). We shed so many tears after she broke me invalidated the things I dearly wish for. You knew I couldn't change how someone would love me, yet you wiped my tears reminding me that i would always have you. And in memory I do.

I tell this story now hoping I will find your soul splinter. I want to have that place in your heart. So we feel loved even after the world hurts. I am not looking for a specific age ... I am looking for that person I can write and love in ways where we don't have to hide the disappointment life has given us. I want to be with a good soul who thinks about me as I think about them. So I send this message hoping you will hear it.

 

[soulfulfriend]

Bumping my post. Thank you.

 

[Skinhungry]

Ache

That was tragically beautiful.

 

[soulfulfriend]

Thank you. You are very kind.

 

[soulfulfriend]

Bump as I continue to look for my passionate match. Thank you.