_succubus_
Virgin
- Joined
- Oct 27, 2005
- Posts
- 8
I have been wanting to post an ad here for a long time now but I find it difficult to find the words. I want to be very specific in my needs so as to not waste your time, or mine.
A brief bit about me. I am twenty-two. Female, of course. Technically a switch but definitely prefer to be lead. I have had some experience in the BDSM world but nothing long term. I am very open and very honest- perhaps to the point of it being a fault.
I am looking for an online partner. I am married and do not play around with other men IRL very often (only special circumstances). So, online/email/chat and maybe phone at some point would suit my lifestyle best. Of course, there is always the possibility of meeting it just should not be expected or be the ultimate goal. Now, I do not think online means not serious. I am looking for a commitment, something long term. The kind of relationship I crave requires love, trust and respect - things only found in time.
So, that brings us to the question of what kind of relationship do I crave? Here is where my words falter. The simplest answer is I am looking for my Daddy. I need a man who can lovingly take control to help me be the best girl I can be for him and for myself. I want to be able to do anything for my Daddy because he asks me - not out of fear of punishment but out of respect and a genuine desire to please. Punishment never scares me but disapproval/disappointment would break my heart. The specifics are really dependent on what is wanted of me and are things that need to be discussed between us so I will not get into it right now. Basically, if you are the type of man I need then you know it already. If you feel the need to wrap this lost little girl in your arms until I feel safe and free then you are the man I am looking for in this search.
I am not sure if the person I need can be found. Maybe I need to wait until he finds me? Maybe I have already missed him somewhere along the way. I do not know, but I do know that casually looking and waiting has not brought me what I need so I have to try something a bit more direct.
PMs are preferred. Also, if you cannot manage more than a line or two I probably won't bother replying. In a world that exists solely on text I need someone who is eloquent and willing to take the time to give me intelligent thoughts and attention.
Ok. I am totally freaking out about posting this... boardline panic attack. This does not make shy me comfortable at all. I think I am going to go hide under the bed now.
A brief bit about me. I am twenty-two. Female, of course. Technically a switch but definitely prefer to be lead. I have had some experience in the BDSM world but nothing long term. I am very open and very honest- perhaps to the point of it being a fault.
I am looking for an online partner. I am married and do not play around with other men IRL very often (only special circumstances). So, online/email/chat and maybe phone at some point would suit my lifestyle best. Of course, there is always the possibility of meeting it just should not be expected or be the ultimate goal. Now, I do not think online means not serious. I am looking for a commitment, something long term. The kind of relationship I crave requires love, trust and respect - things only found in time.
So, that brings us to the question of what kind of relationship do I crave? Here is where my words falter. The simplest answer is I am looking for my Daddy. I need a man who can lovingly take control to help me be the best girl I can be for him and for myself. I want to be able to do anything for my Daddy because he asks me - not out of fear of punishment but out of respect and a genuine desire to please. Punishment never scares me but disapproval/disappointment would break my heart. The specifics are really dependent on what is wanted of me and are things that need to be discussed between us so I will not get into it right now. Basically, if you are the type of man I need then you know it already. If you feel the need to wrap this lost little girl in your arms until I feel safe and free then you are the man I am looking for in this search.
I am not sure if the person I need can be found. Maybe I need to wait until he finds me? Maybe I have already missed him somewhere along the way. I do not know, but I do know that casually looking and waiting has not brought me what I need so I have to try something a bit more direct.
PMs are preferred. Also, if you cannot manage more than a line or two I probably won't bother replying. In a world that exists solely on text I need someone who is eloquent and willing to take the time to give me intelligent thoughts and attention.
Ok. I am totally freaking out about posting this... boardline panic attack. This does not make shy me comfortable at all. I think I am going to go hide under the bed now.